After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 158: A woman with no feelings

I rubbed my mouth against her face and said, "Yes, I am domineering. I didn't want to become what I am today. I hate a lot of people. Do you know that? Huh?"

Liu Qian nodded very gently and said: "I listen to you, I will find someone to have a good relationship with, and I'm not the kind of woman who doesn't have strong feelings—"

I also nodded.

My heart is a little more relaxed, I don't know why I am so domineering, I become greedy and domineering, sometimes, when I suddenly wake up from my sleep, I even feel very strange to myself, I don't know where I am, I don't know who I am, and I feel a little vague about my original self.

"I ask you something, you have to tell me honestly!" Liu Qian asked me.

I said: "Okay, you ask!"

"Is the person you love the most my cousin?"

I didn't answer her right away, but Liu Qian said, "Tell me, right?"

I nodded and said, "Yes!"

"Why do you love her?" She asked in detail.

I said, "I don't know, your cousin is a seductress—" I laughed.

"Fart, you are the one, my cousin is very decent, you are not allowed to say that, you are disrespectful to her, she is actually a really nice person, she loves you very much, you know? You don't That's not serious, I'm telling you the truth, you know?" She looked at me seriously.

"what do you know?"

She prophesied and stopped.

I smiled slightly and said, "She doesn't love her husband, but loves me?"

"Yes, actually, there is one thing, I think, I think I should tell you, my cousin told me not to say it, so I want to ask you first, do you really love her?"

I nodded and said seriously: "I love her, of course I love her, I love her very much, I will never forget her!"

"Then let me tell you one thing. You can't tell anyone. If you can't tell it, it's terrible to spread it!"

I looked at Liu Qian, and she suddenly said: "By the way, don't be sad, okay? Don't be sad, be obedient!"

I couldn't figure it out, but it was strange to be told by her, I said: "I'm not sad, just tell me!"

Liu Qian looked a little distressed, and finally exhaled and said, "My cousin's child is yours, it's gone!"

When I heard this sentence, I didn’t realize it at the time. I was stunned. Liu Qian thought I was sad and said, “Hey, don’t be sad. I didn’t want to tell you, but my cousin is unconscious. No one will ever tell you about this, I feel sorry for you!"

I slowly felt heartache, the sadness came from the heart, and then reached the brain, just like the first time Xiao Ni told me that Bai Ling was admitted to a mental hospital, but this time, I think I am even more sad, my child?She is pregnant with my child, I wake up like a dream, and the son I have never seen before, he just left, what kind of life is this, what kind of fate, it is always invisible Catch you off guard and never tell you what's going on in advance?

That kind of sadness sank little by little, and in the end, the corners of my eyes were a little wet, and my heart was so stuffy that I couldn't breathe, and I was about to suffocate.

"Don't be sad, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have told you!" Liu Qian took my hand, my tears came down, I think I'm still strong, no matter how many hardships, I can't break me , and I know from my heart that I can't be broken, I can't.

I closed my eyes and felt a lot of tears streaming down my face.

"Are you okay? Lin Jiayi, are you okay?" Liu Qian asked me hastily.

I said, "I'm not, it's fine! Did she tell you?"

"Well, she was pregnant before she got married, and she said that the child is yours, and do you know? After it was born, I took a closer look, and it was indeed very similar to you, especially the eyes, which were very beautiful, similar to his It's not like, especially when you smile, it looks more like you, very cute—"

With trembling hands, I took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it with trembling hands.

Then I didn't speak all the time.

"My cousin loves this child very much. Later when we were together, she was talking about you, and I was a little annoyed. I said how old are you, and you talk about others every day, do they miss you? They are all married and have a girlfriend. , why are you so old and ignorant, she smiled embarrassedly and said, what's the matter, he loves me, it's all my fault, besides, can't we talk after breaking up? Haven't you loved? You know that if you love someone, even if you never meet again, but you only think about him and think about him every day, then what can I do? Besides, he is the father of my son. Wait for the future, he will be older Now, I have grown into a middle-aged man, and I am also old. My son has grown up, and he will be in his 20s. I will tell him who his biological father is. If my sister does not live to that time, help my sister By the way, that is, I don’t know if this little guy will regret this kind of thing when he reaches middle age. You know men, when they are young, they feel innocent and beautiful, but when they mature, It’s broken, I started to feel naive, I was deceived by women when I was young—”

When Liu Qian said these things, I listened quietly, all I could think about was that woman and the son I had never seen before, and he left this world just like that.

"I told her, you'd better forget about him. Since we can't be together, it's hard to think about it all the time. Besides, he must be greedy for your body, feeling happy with big women, doing that kind of thing We got together very well, and she scolded me, saying that I am too bad, I don’t know what love is at all, I asked her what love is, and she was very childish, naively said that love is having 1 people standing in front of you , Say hello to you, you won't feel it, but there is a person, even if he doesn't see you, you still miss him every day, if you are with him, you will be like a fairy, she also said, do it with you That kind of thing, you will die of happiness in a second, I dare not think about it!"

I couldn't bear to listen to it anymore, it hurt my heart, I said: "Do you think the child will still be alive?" I asked Liu Qian with some prayers, and she said: "I don't know, it will be fine if that is the case , my cousin will definitely be fine, but it seems that the child is really gone—”

Yes, if the child is still there, she will definitely be fine when she sees the child. I suddenly thought about it and said: "Tell me, can you find a child who says it is our child and show her, will she suddenly recover? gone?"

Liu Qian said fiercely: "Hey, don't tell me, maybe you will. It's hard to say. We can try it. She was stimulated at the time and couldn't think about it for a while. If she could find a child and say that the child was found, she suddenly said Well, isn't that all right? If you say no later, she won't go crazy again, right?"

I just said that without thinking about it carefully, Liu Qian said excitedly: "Jiayi, can we just do this? I will find a child to show her and say that the child has been found, but if it is true, The child can walk and is almost two years old, I want to find a child who is about two years old!"

I said, "Can I?"

"Whether it's possible or not, let's try it. My aunt's little aunt's child is just that old, and it's also a boy. I'll try to get them to take the child to have a look. What do you think?"

I said, "Well, okay!"

Later, I kept thinking about Bai Ling and about our child. Liu Qian fell asleep in my arms and slept soundly.

As I grow older, I feel more and more lonely. When someone is with me, Xiao Ni or Liu Qian is by my side, I always feel a kind of peace of mind, although in my heart, I know that they are with me I will always be a passer-by, but this kind of happiness is so real.

Once, I passed by the corner of Chaotian Avenue, and I had a fortune-telling. It was my first fortune-telling. Liu Qian took me there. She said that the fortune-telling there was very accurate. I never believed in these things. But Liu Qian insisted on asking me to do the math.

Before even sitting down, the fortune teller said: "Lucky!"

I think most people can understand what's going on when they hear it. Liu Qian shook my back with her bag and said, "Look, what I said is right, how many women have you harmed these years!"

I was a little embarrassed, and the fortune teller smiled and said, "I'm destined to have a love affair, and I haven't married yet, right?"

I nodded, and he looked at my face again and said, "After 30 years old, the young man will be 25 this year, right?"

I said, "I'm thirty—"

Liu Qian said: "He looks quite young, so he can seduce women!"

I looked back at her, she was smiling there, and the fortune teller said: "Don't worry, don't worry, it will be soon, young man, don't worry, maybe it's by my side!"

I looked at Liu Qian again, and now it was Liu Qian's turn to be embarrassed. She said, "Old man, what do you mean? I, I am his cousin, and I am not his friend!"

"In ancient times, there were cousins ​​who married cousins—"

"Uh..." Liu Qian almost fainted. When I left, I gave him 30 yuan. On the way back, I told Liu Qian, "Isn't it collusion?"

"Who is in collusion? I am wrong, I want to marry you? I am me!"

I just laugh.

The fortune teller said that I will get married after the age of 30, but I am still not married yet.

Keep going back to that time.

Liu Qian got up early the next day and went to work. When I got up, I was still sleeping. She got dressed, washed up, came up and kissed me, and said to my face: "Honey, I'm going to work. I promise you, I won't do stupid things anymore, call me if you have anything to do, I'll call you when my cousin's business is done, and we'll go there together!"

I nodded.

Looking at Liu Qian's figure and her face with peach blossoms, I feel that she is like my wife, especially the words she said dear, and came up to kiss me, which made me feel very strong. Later, Liu Qian thought about marrying me, but I know it's impossible. I don't care much about the woman's past, but what kind of relationship do we have? We are too familiar with each other, so it's not realistic.

That night, I saw two women, yes, they were Yang Hongling and Li Chunmei.