After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 181: Bai Ling only doesn't remember me

She is not as good as before, and she was full of affection when she saw me, but now she is a stranger, and she doesn't have that feeling at all.

We shook hands, and I held her hand tightly. She was a little embarrassed, and her face was a little red. Seeing her like this, I let go of her hand with a last smile, and then sat next to her.

"Cousin, don't be nervous? I'm not introducing you to a boyfriend. Why are you nervous?"

"I'm not nervous?" She smiled at me and said, "Hello, what's your name?" She said it so strangely, it made me feel indifferent. Once something is lost, it makes people extremely desperate.

I said, "Oh, my surname is Lin, just call me Xiao Lin!"

"Xiao Lin? Xiao Lin?" She frowned and said, "Are you the boy my cousin told me about? We knew each other before?"

I hurriedly said: "Oh, I didn't know you before, probably not!"

She smiled politely and said, "Oh, that's right, it's nice to meet you, my name is Bai Ling!"

I nodded and smiled lightly.

Liu Qian said: "Cousin, how do you think my friend looks like?"

"Heh, he's pretty handsome, your boyfriend?" What she said was really heartless.

Liu Qian said: "In consideration, he is quite interesting to me, but I don't have much interest in him. I don't like his type very much, but he—"

I touched Liu Qian's leg, and I felt that Liu Qian was a little too much, how could I say that?I like her?Still chasing her?Stop being so fucking narcissistic.

I said, "Oh, no, just ordinary friends, Miss Bai, you—"

"Oh, you can just call me Sister Ling. I'm not young. I'm Liu Qian's cousin. You and her are friends. You can call me cousin. Don't be too polite——"

I nodded and said, "Well, cousin, hello!"

She laughed, covered her mouth with her hand and said, "Your mouth is really sweet!"

###Damn it, did you know that I have a sweet mouth?Am I not sweet?Aren't the things I did to you sweet?You are so cruel, I spent so much effort to cure you, and you don't even know me?Don't even know him?

She laughed again, and said to me with a smile: "How old are you this year?"

Liu Qian pursed her lips and said, "Hey, cousin, you are really bad. You ask people's age when you see them. Do you have ideas or what?"

"Fuck you, what nonsense are you talking about, I feel that this younger brother is very honest, the kind of boy who looks good, if you can fall in love with him, it is really a blessing you cultivated, but I Look, with your bad temper, people may not like you!"

"If you don't like me, do you like you?" Liu Qian then said, "You say I'm bad in front of handsome guys, don't you just want to have it for yourself? Right?"

"I don't think like you? How old am I? Don't be kidding me. I like mature—"

###Damn it, ###Damn it, you actually said you like mature ones?Why didn't you say it before?Didn't you say you liked me before?Don't remember me now, start telling me you like mature ones, aren't those old men?

Well, it doesn't matter, I think I should like the little girl too, don't I?What's so good about you, I've been so good to you, and that's how it ends up?

Seeing me in a daze, she seemed a little embarrassed, and thought that I really liked her, so she hurriedly said: "Liu Qian, you guys talk, I'll go home first, I'll accompany my mother—"

Liu Qian hurriedly said, "Sister, don't hurry away—"

"Let's talk, you young people, let's play, I can't say anything—" Then, she turned to me and said, "Xiao Lin, if I have time in the future, I will treat you to dinner, but I will immigrate to Canada soon. There is a chance to play there!"

I leaned there and nodded slightly, didn't speak, and then smiled lightly. I felt that she did look at me seriously, but just after that, she left.She stood up to leave, Liu Qian seemed to want to tell her about me, but Liu Qian didn't say anything in the end, and she walked away.

I turned my head to one side and looked out of the window quietly, my heart was overwhelmed, it was not a good feeling.

Suddenly, I stood up, Liu Qian took my hand and said, "What are you doing?"

I stood there, held by her hand, and I said, "Does she really not remember me? Why doesn't she remember me? Why?"

"She really doesn't remember you, but she knows that boy surnamed Lin. Even if she knows, she always feels incredible. She said that it is impossible for her to like someone younger than herself. It feels so incredible. Because she didn't Before meeting you, she didn't like boys younger than herself at all, and now she's afraid of seeing that boy—"

I slowly closed my eyes, and I thought of what she said before, she said that she never thought that she would like a boy younger than herself.

If she doesn't remember me, then everything she's doing now is normal.

After listening to Liu Qian's words, I seem to accept it in my heart. If she doesn't like it, then don't like it. It's nothing, it's no big deal, it's really nothing, if you don't remember it, you don't remember it. Can I beg her to remember it? me?This kind of thing can only be looked at by fate, even if she never remembers me, it is also fate.

Am I going to pursue her again just to make her continue to love me?

If the time and environment were changed, would she still fall in love with that boy?

I don't think so.

"Does she have a cell phone?"

"Do you want to call her?"

"Not necessarily, I just want to get off her phone, I want to have a chance to talk to her—"

"I don't think that's necessary anymore. If she doesn't remember you, she will only make you feel more painful. What do you think?"

I smiled and said, "It's fine if you don't give it, I'm leaving!"

"Are you leaving like this? Don't you know that I also want to talk to you?" Liu Qian said.

I looked at Liu Qian and said, "I don't think there's much need for that, between us, I think, do you think it's possible?"

"Why is it impossible? I am not young now, why, it is impossible for us? Do you dislike me?"

"No, I just feel a little tired and want to rest!"

"Okay, but don't think that I just like you, I just feel it, why bother? You have done so much for her, and in the end you got these, it's quite aggrieved. Don't always think of me like that, people will change Yes, I have also changed now, I hope you can find my luck, maybe one day, who can say clearly about fate?"

I nodded and said: "Maybe, I believe there will be such a day, maybe, but I don't think there are too many possibilities for the time being!"

"You bastard, can you stop talking about it? Do you hate it or not? Don't you know why I haven't gotten married for so many years? Why don't you know? "

I said, "Really?"

"Why isn't it true?" Liu Qian turned her head and said coquettishly: "You just don't know what other people think, don't think that I have no feelings, my mother always asks me to get married, why don't I get married, I think No one knows these things, that, that's all because, because—”

"Because of me?" I feel that this is really incredible, incomprehensible, incomprehensible.

She said: "That's it. Believe it or not, please don't make fun of people. I can give you what my cousin can give you. After a few contacts with you, I, I seem to fall in love with you deeply. You, especially that time, after you got hurt because of me, I felt very uncomfortable and touched in my heart. I feel that I can’t do this anymore. If I like someone, I will work hard to fight for it. Get him, and now that person, that person is you!"

After hearing Liu Qian's words, I don't know if it's true or not, but I feel that it seems to be true, but if these are true, then I, didn't I hurt her?I froze there, really speechless.

Facing Liu Qian, I don't know how to answer her. I feel that this makes me embarrassed, and I feel that she is serious.Often it's a girl who doesn't look so serious, once she becomes serious, it will be a terrible thing, she may be stuck in it for the rest of her life, and she will never be able to extricate herself.

I don't want her to like me, love me, I feel that I can't give her everything she wants, I used to think that Xiao Ni would be the woman who made me extremely difficult, but I never thought that the woman who made me more difficult would be Liu Qian.

Liu Qian cried, she was serious, she really cried.

Facing her tears, I sat back again. After sitting back, I wanted to comfort her and wipe her tears away, but my hands trembled, but I didn't reach out.

"Liu Qian, Liu Qian, don't do this, it's all my fault!"

She cried even more sadly, picked up the face value on the table and burst into tears and said, "Why don't you understand all these years? I'm not the bad girl you think. Since I committed suicide that time, go and see Me, I changed, and I said to myself never to do that again. After that, I really had no choice but to save my cousin. What could be wrong with me? There is nothing wrong with me, you know? Lin Jiayi, don't look down on me, okay? Every woman in this world will make mistakes. Why does my cousin make mistakes, but you love her so much? Why can't you, you always carry that contempt—”

I hurriedly said: "Liu Qian, I really didn't look down on you. Those are all what you think. Please believe me, okay? I'm not that kind of person, never have been, please believe in my heart, in my heart , you are a very good and kind girl, and you are not what you said, can you understand this?"

"I don't understand, I don't understand anything, I just know, you look down on me, look down on me, if you can look down on me, you won't be like this at all, you have no tenderness towards me, my cousin is gone, you I'm leaving too, do you pay attention to me?"

I really have nothing to do with her.

"Listen to me, you know that these two years of prison life have made me understand a lot. I am afraid of feelings now. I can't afford to love. I feel that it is too tortured. Let alone you, it is other people, anyone A woman, I'm afraid to fall in love, can you understand? I'm not what you think, I'm nearly 30 years old now, my mentality is old, I—"