After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 197: Let's be siblings!

We came out of the cafe, it was cold outside, probably because of the rain, plus there was some sea breeze, the rain turned into a drizzle, she didn't drive, and neither did I.

I said, "Let's go, where do you live?"

"Lives with my cousin!" she said.

I put my hands in my pockets and said, "Then let's go, it's not too far away!"

She put one hand on the other arm and said, "Okay then!"

We walked along the road with coconut trees and palm trees, and her flowing hair swayed gently with the sea breeze blowing in the distance.The smell on her body was also blown away by the wind, blowing to the tip of my nose, the smell was so good, I felt like being melted.And when the colder wind came, I suddenly went back to the past, back to the feeling of being with her before.

I looked at her white arm, I really wanted to touch it, I thought it must be cool, but at this time I didn't dare, I found that the older a man is, the less courageous he is.

I looked at her arm several times, but just didn't have the courage to touch it.

Neither of us spoke to each other.

It was she who spoke first.

"What are your hobbies?" she asked me.

I said, "Nothing special, just listen to music and write occasionally—"

"Are you still writing?"

"I was in prison, and that time was very boring. I couldn't do anything else in prison, so I just wrote and wrote. I found it interesting to write some articles to record my past!"

"Oh, I'm sorry!" She actually said sorry, and I said, "It's nothing, you should know, it's the time when you were good, but it's over, how about you? Do you still like to play the violin?"

She smiled and said, "You really know?"

"Do you know that you hurt my heart, of course I know, but you think I'm lying to you—"

"Oh, no, if that's the case, I'm sorry, but, after all, I can't be there, I hope you can understand my feeling now, it's hard to say, if I don't have that kind of experience, I'm sorry Helpless, do you understand?"

I said: "Well, I understand, I have also assumed, I have assumed what it feels like, I can understand everything, so I don't blame you!"

"If I liked you before, I would feel incredible, because I have never liked a boy younger than me, and I can't like you, I think!"

"Yeah, it takes the time, place, and space to match before you can fall in love. Once you lose that time, place, and environment, you will never fall in love again—" When I said these things, in fact I just realized this, and I don't feel a chill in my heart.

really?

Two people who love each other, once they lose that time, place, and environment, if they get to know each other at another time and place, they might not fall in love with each other. This is how it is now, she will not have any feelings for me It's such a thrilling feeling.

She heard me say this, and said with certainty: "Maybe that's it, so I—"

But when I looked back at her, I felt like a poor defeated soldier. I could only hope to get a little love from her with that look, but she seemed a little strange at the moment.If it's purely unfamiliar, that's okay, but you feel that this is still her, without any change.

This will make you very uncomfortable.

"Ah!" She yelled, and then grabbed my arm suddenly, my body was shaken by her, and I saw a cat running out of an alley, and then ran past us.

She grabbed my arm, and her body shrank into my arms. My hand touched her chest, which was soft, elastic, obedient, and played very well.

She curled up in my arms, and I hugged her and patted her on the back and said, "Don't be afraid, it's okay!"

She hurriedly said: "Oh, it's okay, I'm actually not afraid, but it ran out suddenly—" She started to leave me, but I didn't let her go, and I trapped her without much effort, and she It felt like I didn't let her out, so she looked at me slowly, and I felt her face was a little red.

This red is probably because she lost this memory of me.

"You, you, don't do this!" She frowned.

I held her in my arms and couldn't let go, it felt so good, I didn't want to let go at all.Instead of letting go, I hugged her even harder.

Her body came straight into my arms, she opened her mouth and shrugged her nose.

"I love you!" I said.

"But me, what should I do?" She said with a embarrassed expression: "If I were your sister, and your sister didn't feel that way, would you allow other men to bully her?"

I felt very uncomfortable, and my nose was sore. What she said was not wrong, but it made me feel extremely painful.I was very sad, very sad, her words echoed in my ears, and I slowly let go of her.

After letting her go, I lowered my head and didn't speak.

"Don't be like this, you are not young anymore, can I say sorry? It's all my fault, if I can remember, then everything is fine, if I don't remember, don't embarrass me!"

I nodded, then raised my head and smiled and said, "Well, I'll take you back!"

"Well, let's be siblings!" she suggested.

"Friends, I don't think I'm a good brother!" I said.

She nodded and said: "Well, yes, my friend, but I want to tell you, in fact—" She hesitated to speak.

what did I say?"

"Actually, my mother told me about you, I know those are true, I want to say thank you, thank you for being so kind to me, you made me a little angry during the day, and I also I want to thank you, I want to treat you like a younger brother, but you treat me like that, I, I suddenly feel that you are too, too——" She shook her head and said, "I don't like that kind of man, I hate that kind of man the most. Men don't respect women anymore, do you know? I don't even know if you really liked me or faked me before, I was completely confused!"

I said: "Well, it's my fault, I shouldn't do that, I just want to do so much for you, hey, don't talk about it, I'm not unwilling, I'm also a man, it's not right to tell you these things Understood—let’s not talk about it!”

"If you do this again in the future, I will never forgive you again!" She seemed to treat me like a child, and I was no longer a child.

Then we move on.

"Immigrants will be able to come down almost next month—" she said.

"Why do you want to immigrate?"

"I have a classmate in Canada. He said it's pretty good there. I used to feel good about it. I went there once, so I decided to go there—"

"Is it a male classmate?" I asked her.

"Yeah, what's the matter?" She quickly answered me.

When I heard that it was a male classmate, my heart was cut like a knife, I felt so bad, I was about to collapse, that kind of fire came out of my heart, I wanted to pinch her neck, ###Damn it, why? ?All these years, I have put my life on the line for this woman, she is well, she doesn't remember me, and she is going to go far away with her male classmate, is there any reason?

She seemed to see my anger, but of course I didn't show it much, I just suppressed it in my heart.

"Don't be like this, it's scary!" She raised her eyebrows.

I narrowed my eyes and said with a cold smile: "You are scarier, you are much scarier than me, I hate you, Bai Ling, I hate you, do you want to sleep with that man?"

I don't know how I said this sentence, maybe it's the kind of man's selfish possessive desire, I can't tolerate her being with other men, I can't tolerate her, she can only be like me, she can only be with me .

My hands started shaking.

She got angry and said suddenly: "Can you respect me? This is my business, you, you—"

I think I'm going crazy, I gritted my teeth and said, "Is it, is it? Do you want to sleep with him? Doesn't it, like him, is he handsome? Is he mature? Isn't he just a gangster !” I gasped.

She raised her hand suddenly, she wanted to hit me, but when she was about to fall on my face, my tears had already flowed out.

She didn't do anything, but looked at me quietly, my eyes were so bitter that I couldn't help the tears.

She shook her hands in a panic, then turned around abruptly, and started to walk. Her back made me wonder if she was angry or disappointed, or what, would there be a little bit of sympathy?

No way.

She left just like that, and I yelled behind her: "Bai Ling, one day, if one day, one day you remember everything, you will regret it, you will, you will, you will!"

She stopped, but she didn't look back, and then dragged her heavy steps, and continued to move forward. I didn't chase her, she got into a taxi, and the taxi took her around a corner just from my Passing by, I looked at her quietly, she looked dazed in the car, and then the car drove away like this, I looked at the tail of the taxi, it seemed that this time, I really realized what love brought me Pain and despair.

After breaking up with Bai Ling that day, I fell ill, caught a cold, had a fever, and stayed in the hospital for many days.

In the hospital, I happened to meet Bai Ling's mother, my godmother, who was also on water in the emergency room.

She told me something about Bai Ling.