After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 211: I...I want to die

Yes, is it to let her remember the past to let her bear the pain?

I was so confused by her words that I really didn't know what to say, I was speechless.

She laughed and said with a sneer: "What else to say? What else to say?"

Yes, what else can I say, can I go for a divorce?No, what can I give her?I can't give anything, so why should I ask her? Is there any need to ask her?

"Oh, don't say it, don't say anything—" She cried, she started to cry, the kind of crying that couldn't be concealed, then she raised her head and looked at me pitifully, keeping her eyes on me and saying: "It's over, it's over, Xiao Lin, it's over, don't do this again, thank you for treating me like that, thank you for being kind to me—"

"When did you remember?"

"I don't know, I don't know anything, don't ask me, don't ask me, okay? Don't ask, I—" She shook her head and said, "I don't remember, and I don't want to remember, I just feel bad , nothing, you go back, don't follow me anymore, I'm in a bad mood!"

I said: "Don't cry, I won't say anything, I'll send you back, it's only a few steps away, let me take you back!"

She nodded.

Then we didn't speak to each other and walked to her house.

We didn't talk until we sent her to the door, she said softly: "Go back, thank you, be careful when you go back, are you okay with drinking? Take a taxi back, wait a minute, I'll call you a taxi !"

As soon as she walked past me, I hugged her. There was no one around, and there were trees all around, except the road.

After I hugged her, her body was held in my arms, and she gasped in surprise as she pressed against me. I hugged her, stroked her body vigorously, then looked at her, and kissed her violently. She, she raised her head and didn't refuse me, or she was intoxicated, I started to kiss her, it felt so exciting, I stroked her hair, held her in my arms, touched her with my body.She is also very sensitive, holding me tightly with her hands, biting me hard with her mouth——

But I felt her tears streaming down, I hugged her tightly and said: "Baby, don't cry, be obedient, don't cry, I will be sad to death, don't cry, be good, be obedient, I know you remember me Now, it’s all my fault, my fault—”

"No!" Bai Ling yelled suddenly, and then cried in despair: "It's not your fault, it's not your fault, it's all my fault, my fault, I'm damned, I'm a bastard, I'm a bastard!" She was going crazy, she was going to collapse, her body was twitching in my arms, I knew she remembered me, she missed me, that's why she went to me.

I hugged her tightly and said: "Don't do this, don't cry, I beg you, baby, let's not do this, listen to me, listen to me, I love you, I love you so much, no matter what happens in the future—— "

"I'm not talking about this, I think, I want to die!" Her body began to tremble, trembling convulsively, I hugged her and was frightened by her and said, "Don't do this, it doesn't matter if you want to, be good, don't scare me Don't scare me!" I hurt her and pressed my face to hers, she was so excited, this was her before, she thought of those, everything, everything I did for her, she couldn't stop I can't take it anymore.

I was too anxious, she fell into my arms, and she was so excited that she was about to go into shock.

She slightly opened her eyes in my arms and said, "Is that you? Xiao Lin!"

My tears kept falling, I nodded and said: "Yes, it's me, it's Xiao Lin, my dear, it's me, are you better, just tell me what you want to say, anything is fine, put your heart Say everything, don't hold back, okay?"

She smiled and said with a smile: "Nothing, I'm sorry, don't hate me please? You know that everything is the arrangement of fate, we can't resist-"

"No, don't believe in fate, those are all fake, we just missed each other, many people will miss each other, good boy, let's talk tonight, shall we?"

"No, you go back, don't make her worry, be obedient!" She looked at me, touched my face and said.

"She doesn't go home to live. I also live in the bar these two days. Don't think too much about it. Let's talk like friends, okay? I have a lot to say to you!"

She shook her head, without taking her eyes off me, and said, "No, listen, we can't do this anymore, what is this? We are all adults, that's me, that's my cousin—" She said tears and fell down.

I closed my eyes, then opened them and said, "What's the matter, we used to have such a good time, can't we talk more when we meet now?"

"I can't face you, every time I look at you now, I'm going to suffocate, I can't look at you, I can't, I'm going crazy, I might do anything, don't force me, you hear No? Did you hear that?"

"It's okay, do what you want, don't think about anything, do what you want, say what you want, don't wrong yourself like this—"

"You are a little bastard, is it so easy for you to say? Can things be that easy? Don't do this again, really don't force me, if I go crazy again, I will be neither human nor ghost, I will eat Don't you be afraid?"

I shook my head and said, "I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid of anything, I'm afraid of hurting you, I'm not afraid of anything else!"

"You are so irresponsible, are you worthy of her? You are married, why don't you look like a man with a family?"

I said, "For others, I have it, but for you, I really can't have it."

"Don't do this, you will regret it in the future, I don't dare, it will be terrible, I still have to meet people, I don't have the courage to tear my face, no one cares, that's my cousin, our family, everyone They are relatives, if something happens and they misunderstand, they won't be able to live anymore, so let's go!"

I know that Bai Ling cares about family face, so I nodded.

"Let's go!" she said helplessly.

I looked at her, watched, I suddenly kissed her on the mouth, and then kissed her again, she gently pushed me and said: "Don't do this, don't embarrass me!"

I said suddenly: "If there is really no way, then, what can we do? The big deal—"

"Don't say it, never, you can't do that, in that case, I will die!"

I closed my eyes and nodded, "Well, I see, I will promise you, I will—"

At this time, a voice suddenly came from the side, "Lingling, who are you with? Friends, why don't you come to the house?" We turned around suddenly, and saw the godmother holding a flashlight just to shine on us , we were still hugging each other at the time, the lights were dazzling, and I couldn't see the godmother's face, but I think she saw all of this.

She must be taught a lesson.

We let go of each other immediately, like an electric shock.

The flashlight was turned off, and the godmother looked at us quietly, and we also looked at her.

"Mom, why did you come out?"

"Didn't you call and say you were back? Why didn't you get home so late, I'll come down and have a look, oh, Xiao Lin sent your sister back?"

I nodded, pursed my lips and said, "Well, godmother—"

"Come on, are you in a hurry to go home?" Godmother asked me.

I said, "Oh, no rush!"

"Then come up!" Said, the godmother started to walk forward.

Bai Ling shrugged her nose and said softly, "Just say you want to go home?"

I foolishly said: "I happened to see the godmother—"

"Look, she just doesn't teach you a lesson, but you still look at her!"

I said, "It's okay, it's already like this, I can see it even if I don't face it, what else can I do?"

"I tell you not to send me off, you are partial, you are not afraid of my mother, I am!"

I lightly touched her bottom with my hand and said, "Are you afraid that your mother will spank your bottom?"

"Come on, you drank too much—"

I said: "Not much, very sober, when did you remember me? In Canada?"

"I won't tell you!" She looked very scared, afraid that her mother would scold her, but I was also afraid, and I didn't know how to face my godmother. I'm already married, what is this?

Going upstairs, the godmother was sitting there, put on reading glasses and said, "Lingling, Xiaolin, sit down, I have something to tell you!"

After I sat down, I said, "Well, godmother, tell me!"

"Xiao Lin, it's not the godmother who said about you, but the mother who said that about you as her own son, you know?"

I nodded and said, "Well, I know, mother!"

"Mother is not afraid of what you will do to Lingling, I love my daughter, not my son, no, I love you, that's why I want to tell you!"

I nodded again.

The godmother then said to Bai Ling: "Lingling, kneel down!"

When I heard this sentence, I was terrified, I thought I heard it wrong, the godmother has never been so strict.

I raised my head, looked at Godmother, and then at Bai Ling.

Bai Ling was stunned and said pitifully, "Mom, what's wrong?"

"What's the matter? What's the matter? Kneel down!" The godmother yelled again. This time, Bai Ling was so obedient that she didn't even think I existed. She suddenly knelt down on the ground. After reaching the ground, I said: "Mom, don't get angry, I beg you, don't be like this, I beg you, Mom—" Bai Ling cried, and then I immediately knelt down with Bai Ling, and then said: "Godmother, if you want to blame me, blame me, it's all my fault, it's none of my sister's business!"

"Xiao Lin, get up for me, get up for me!" The godmother said, "You don't get up, do you, do you take your mother seriously? I make your sister kneel for her reason, get up for me!"

Bai Ling pushed me violently and said, "Get up, get up quickly, get up, do you want to get mad at Mom?"

I got up helplessly and stood there in a daze, watching Bai Ling kneeling there, my heart ached so much.

Heart is bleeding.

"Lingling, Lingling, how did I educate you since childhood? How did your father educate you? Are you worthy of your father?"

"Mom, I was wrong, it was all my fault, I was wrong, please forgive me!" Bai Ling's face was full of tears.

I couldn't help it anymore and said: "Mother, listen to me, it's all my fault, it is indeed my fault, my sister went to give me red dates, I said I would give her, but she refused, I insisted on sending her , It was me just now, I forcibly hugged her like that, just happened to be touched by you like that, mother, if you want to scold me, if you treat me as your own son, you should scold me, don't scold sister, mother! "I cried tears all over the place.