After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 300: Hand gently fell on her body

My hand slowly descended from her hip and squeezed it gently.Then I laughed, why should I laugh?I'm a loser.Up to now, I am still alone, have I not walked my own way well, have I not loved a woman well?

Why are some people able to face these things between men and women freely, while others are so difficult to escape?

I have read what Master Li Ao Li from Taiwan said, it is easy for a woman to abandon a man, but it is difficult for a man to forget a woman.Who said that men don't value affection?Shouldn't be affectionate?There are so many wonderful beauties, there are always one or two you love the most, how can you forget them so easily?

We are destined to be emotional animals.

For a man with a lot of beauty, how to deal with these things?Why is it always so hard to forget.

She looked back at me, and I slowly looked up at her.

Eyes meet.

I feel a little cold in my heart, and there are some things that you have to think about, like you don’t belong to a woman, you only belong to a woman, and how can a woman only belong to you for the rest of your life? This era is not the past, if there is a past I think people who think about it are very sad and helpless.

But love can only belong to one person.

She didn't speak, she didn't say anything.I slowly returned my gaze to her chest, where I saw one beautiful and cute bunny hiding the other.The rabbit was a little shy, but its owner was not shy, but its face was red.

She slowly stood up straight, then turned to me, I sat there looking at her chest, she approached me little by little, gently pressed my head up with her hand, then stroked my hair and said: "That era is over, I'm going to get married, bro, Xiao Xuan is going to get married!" She touched me with her body, and then dreamily said: "You are destined not to belong to me, so I'll give up first, that's not it , I will also leave you to my sister, I am still young, she needs you more—" The two rabbits rubbed against mine, and I gently bit hers.She hugged my head violently and said pantingly, "No, no!"

I was thinking about the Yao family, and suddenly I hugged Xiaoxuan, who hugged my neck and panted very quickly.I put her on the table, which is not very high for my size.After I put her on, the light shone on her body, she closed her eyes, grasped the edge of the table with her hands, bit her lips with her teeth——

I looked at her body, the instinct of being a man at that moment, that kind of displeasure, that kind of resentment, I invaded, stroked, kissed her body, and touched her mouth with the other hand, she bit me finger.

The little sheep was crying softly there, and I seemed to see that piece of fragrant grass, the memory of the innocent age, the memory of that summer, the naval base by the sea, the villa in the base compound, Xiaoxuan's innocent eyes , so cute, at her grandpa's house, she forcibly leaned on me, looking very naughty.Later, she became pregnant and had a child, her lower abdomen was slightly raised, and she was wearing a pair of overalls.

Xiaoxuan has studied abroad, and the things she comes into contact with are still different from domestic girls. She has an open side, but she also has the conservative side of Chinese girls, so at this time, even if she is unwilling or whatever, What she exudes is also different, and she has a little wildness in her body.

Her body has not changed much from before, but her eyes have changed a lot.

Do you know how long it has been, how long, how many years have passed, I touched Xiaoxuan's skin again, the feeling was indescribable, neither familiar nor strange, it was like tearing apart a dream, entering a time tunnel, returning to In those wonderful scenes of the past, and you know that in reality, we can't go back to the past, but some women will have a channel for you to enter, and then go back to the past and truly feel those memories of the past.

Just as I was pulling her legs apart, she suddenly covered them with her hands and said, "No, no, I'm sorry, I'm getting married—" I knew she might not have much resistance, if I continued, She will give me, I understand very well, her words are just expressing her thoughts instinctively as a woman.It's not rejection.

But I didn't do that. As soon as she said that, I suppressed all my desires and left her suddenly. Then, I went to the bathroom, stood in front of the mirror and slammed my face. Then, I stood there for a long time, I want to wait until she's in bed before I go out, or I decide to leave.Don't want to stay here again.

I started to take a shower, stood under the shower, looked at myself in the mirror, took a long time to go out, after I went out, I wiped my head, and saw Xiaoxuan lying on the bed, covered with a very thin quilt, the air conditioner turned on a bit Low.

She fell asleep quietly, and I said, "Why don't I go back!"

She said, "Go back if you can get the door open!"

I went to the door and tried it for a long time without opening it. Finally, she said: "Don't do it, it can't be opened. You can go to sleep. I will call someone to fix it tomorrow morning!"

I sat back helplessly and sat on the bed. After getting on the bed, she went inside, turned her body to the other side, and I lay down gently on the bed without covering me with the quilt.

She gently pulled the quilt towards me. When she turned around, she stared at my body in a daze. I said, "I have a lot of scars on my body. I did this later. It's nothing, no. Underworld or something, it’s not about showing off, just being handsome!”

"It's pretty, it's a bit cold!" She turned around again.

After she turned around, I looked at her back and said: "Xiaoxuan, I thought about it for a while, I hope you can live a good life, if he loves you very much, let the past go, it is also a good memory in my heart ,Right?"

"You marry your sister, she is quite pitiful alone, don't dislike her, she also loves you, I know you can meet many beautiful girls, Yirou is better than my sister, and she is also beautiful, she loves you It's also crazy, but I just feel pitiful for my sister, she is not like us, she will say everything, she will keep it in her heart, but if you despise her, she feels that her legs are not good, and she is not as young as Yirou ,forget about it!"

I said: "Sleep, let's talk about it later!"

There is no way to talk about these things.

We didn't talk any more, I didn't feel sleepy all the time, I had insomnia for an hour or two, she fell asleep first, watching her fall asleep there, very good, little guy, sleeping so soundly.Then I fell asleep too.

It was probably in the morning, the rain was still falling, I was asleep, but the sense of touch made me wake up in a daze, I saw Xiaoxuan pressing on me, her hair was scattered, she was not fully awake, pressing me, The hand caressed vaguely, but there was no need for that anymore.

I faltered and said: "Xiaoxuan, Xiaoxuan—" It seemed like I was in a dream.

"You, don't move, don't move—" She also seemed to be in a dream, she led the way with her hand, and I hugged her and said, "Xiaoxuan, you will regret it, don't, don't, be obedient!" With a slight cry, she said: "Don't move, no—" She quickly sat on it, then pressed me down, hugged me and kissed me, rubbing against her face, and that light body Moving very rhythmically, my hand lightly landed on her buttocks, it was smooth and just covered her.That kind of force is very strong, with me as the reaction force, her hands are around my neck, and her body is doing very powerful movements.I'm sleepy, and even then I can't quite wake up.

"For the last time, don't blame me, Lin Jiayi—brother—" She bit my shoulder, pressed her chest tightly against me, and then I gave her instinctively, she now fell on the iron plate like raindrops outside the window bouncing up.

Then I seemed to bounce the raindrops more quickly, until the rain stopped, all the sound was silent, Xiaoxuan pressed on my body, and then she didn't kiss me or do anything, just left me gently.

Then I fell asleep again and woke up again. Xiaoxuan got dressed and was on the phone, "Well, yes, I'm sorry to trouble you!" Putting down the phone, she turned around, I looked at her quietly, outside The rain is still falling, I don't know when it will rain, the sky is cloudy.

I have a very clear memory of the rain that day, and you will understand why I remember it so clearly.

"Go on to sleep!" she said, expressionless.

I laughed, feeling a little cold in my heart, maybe it's been a long time since I slept with a woman by my side like this.Men will also like this feeling, especially now, always sleeping alone, saying that they are used to loneliness, but in fact they are just helpless, if there is a woman next to them, that feeling will be very warm, but thinking that she no longer belongs to me , she is getting married.

That loss is inevitable.

"Come on!" I said.

She nodded, nodded obediently, her complexion was very good, and she was still as cute as before.

It's just that no one mentioned the thing that happened in a dream again, neither talked about it, nor gave each other a look to indicate that they had gone through it, they were all avoiding it, as long as they knew each other in their hearts.

Looking at Xiaoxuan, the kind of inseparable thoughts, the kind of thoughts separated by a layer of mist, will make people more excited.Of course my heart hurts a little.

She gently turned on the CD player on the table, and "Never Lost and Never Forgotten" came from it. It seemed that all of this was prepared for the current situation. When I heard this music, I seemed to hear her I am saying, don't lose, don't forget.

I turned my head to one side, wondering if it was the rainy night that made me catch a cold, or why my nose was sore and my head hurt slightly.

I don't like the feeling of not talking to each other anymore. I would rather not see her at my grandfather's place. I don't like the feeling of parting from life and death, or the feeling of reluctantly parting with each other. This feeling makes me very afraid.

Someone came to pick the lock.

She can do this unexpectedly, she threw away the key to keep me, I don't know if all this was designed by her.

I got up to take a shower, and she sat there quietly listening to the song, sitting quietly, I took a shower, got dressed, and the unlocker hadn't come yet.

I took out my cigarette and walked to the window to smoke. The rain outside was pattering, the air was cool, and I felt very comfortable.It's just like the cold weather in my heart.

"You can smoke less, it's not good for your health!" Xiaoxuan said.

I nodded and said, "If you keep talking about quitting, you just have no ambition. My dad said that if you can't even quit smoking, what big things can you do? But what big things can a man do? When that part is settled, it’s a big deal, eating, dressing, and living are all big things!”

"You're much more mature than before, just like grandpa, and you're starting to like to talk big things—"

I said, "Do you love grandpa?"

"Of course—" She stopped suddenly and didn't speak again.

I slowly looked back at Xiaoxuan, who was sitting there quietly with her hands on her lap, looking at me.

"Ke Jingxuan!"

She smiled, then turned her head to the side.

And when I turned around again, I suddenly saw a car parked downstairs. I remember that third brother Yirou was also driving this car.Maserati, there are not many people driving this car, so I saw that the car was gray and the same color.I suddenly became nervous, nervous because of things like the wedding.

And now the door wouldn't open again.

Maybe what should come is destined to come.