After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 339

The next day, Da Mao and I went to talk about the purchase of the Tianlong Building.Before the conversation was over, Xiao Ni called me and said that she asked Bai Ling for a photo and said she would bring it to me.

After the discussion, I met Xiaoni at Chaotianmen, and Xiaoni gave me the photo in the envelope and said, "Brother Lin, sister said, I told you to copy the photo and then give it to her—"

I was so angry when I heard this, I said, "What do you mean?"

Xiao Ni said: "Don't worry, you, it may be because there is only one photo, she wants to keep it!"

I said: "Well, okay, I will pay her back. By the way, Xiaoni, I will help you with your affairs. I will find you a job. Our company has a foreign trade company in Binhai. You go to the foreign trade company first." Work, of course, you don’t have to go if you don’t want to work. You have this card, and there is money in it. If you don’t want it, I will get angry. You decide for yourself. Manager, help me manage it! But I'm worried about your safety now, so I suggest you go to our branch, eat and live in it, and there are people talking, okay?"

Xiao Ni nodded and said: "Well, okay, brother Lin, then I'll go to the company to practice, maybe I can meet male colleagues, but I don't have a high degree, your company—"

I said: "I don't want anything, I told the other side, someone will arrange for you in the past!"

Xiao Ni nodded.

Da Mao smiled beside him and said, "Sister-in-law, don't worry, what education do you need, just exercise!"

"Well, thank you, little brother! But I'm not your sister-in-law, you should call me sister!"

Da Mao said happily: "It's okay, the eldest brother's woman is our sister-in-law—"

I said, "Da Mao, you talk a lot!"

Xiao Ni smiled and said shyly, "I'm just your elder brother's younger sister, don't get me wrong!"

Da Mao nodded.

After Xiaoni went to the company I introduced, I took out the photo and looked at it. It was the first time I saw the child. When I saw the child, my heart ached to death, and my whole body was messed up. You know, this child is very beautiful, wearing very fashionable and handsome clothes, with parted hair on one side, black and bright eyes, he really looks like me, he is being pulled by her mother, Bai Ling is holding her Small hands, body slightly bent, at that time Bai Ling's legs were fine, and she was dressed very smartly. The photos brought me a distant memory. Bai Ling smiled cutely, and so did the child, her face stuck to the On the child's head, the whole person exudes that kind of motherhood.

I looked at the child and Bai Ling, and I couldn't calm down anymore. My heart hurt, it was pain, it was heart-wrenching pain.Such a woman, such a lovely child of ours, how much she loves this child, she must be in pain, after the child disappeared, she directly collapsed and became mentally ill, it is conceivable.That smile never came to her again, and it seemed she had never had it before.

It was her during this period, I have never seen her, and because she had this child, she was completely different from her past and present, she was very gentle, very maternal, and her whole person had no edges and corners , There is no feeling of coldness at all.

She changed because of the child. If the child hadn't disappeared, I believe she would be able to let go of a lot of hatred later, but the child disappeared, and she also knew who caused it. How can her character get better again?

So after that brief and different scene, she was even colder than before.

Thinking of this, my heart trembled, and I could barely breathe.

"Brother, what's wrong with you? Are you okay?" Da Mao asked me.

I held the car with my hand, pressed the car to support my body, touched my pocket, the cigarette was gone, Da Mao hurriedly took out the cigarette for me, I took a puff of the cigarette and said: "Da Mao, I want to be alone for a while. Be still!"

Da Mao opened the car door, I sat in the car, leaned against the car, I closed my eyes, tears flowed silently, I pursed my mouth, Da Mao took out a tissue for me, I wiped it myself and said, "Da Mao, you Do you know? This is my son, my first son, this child—" I trembled, Da Mao looked at him and said, "Brother, don't be sad, don't be like this, you can definitely find it!"

I hugged my head in pain, the first time I cried so sad, I couldn't control myself, it was because of this child, when I saw this little guy, his eyes were so dark and bright, so like Bai Ling, like her mother, that little guy The cuteness in the eyes, but he just disappeared.

You know how strange men are, if you don't see this child, if you just hear about it, you will be sad, but not like this, when you see the child, your heart will be emptied.

All the bastards, all the damn things, if I ever find this kid, I'll tear you apart.

The scene that I have never experienced seems to appear in my mind. The mother is pulling the child to take pictures, the child is smiling mischievously, and playing a little handsome, with his head tilted slightly to her mother's arms, and his hands in his pockets. Her mother held his hand and pressed against her. That woman used to be so happy, so happy, but no matter how she changed later, so what?You can't think about it, if you think about it, it is more painful for such a woman to lose her child than this man.

Because she experienced the beginning that this man gave her, then her pregnancy, then childbirth, experienced pain, and then had a son, getting along together, he called her mother, she took him to play, she must always hold him in her arms Kiss him, love him, tease him, talk to him, say baby, good boy, call mom, mom loves you so much, baby is so good.That kid must have called her too, Mom, I want to eat this, eat that, Mom, I love you—

I leaned against the car stupidly, my eyes were blurred, and all other consciousness seemed to have disappeared, I just thought about that woman and this child.

She was able to come back to life later and regain her memory, which might be considered God's mercy.What mother can survive the loss of this lovely baby.

And I never seem to ask her, think about how painful she was during that time, even if I can think of it, I can't see the scene of them together like today, and I can really feel that kind of love.

For a long time, I didn't speak, neither did Da Mao.

From that day on, there seemed to be a slight pain in my heart hidden there, and I carried it with me all the time.

Da Mao was holding the photo, and Da Mao was also crying at the time. He showed the photo to me. I saw it was on the reverse side, and there were words on it. Da Mao didn't mean to see it.

I looked at the reverse side, and there was a sentence written on it:

You came and came with your body; you left and left my body and left!

This word was written by Bai Ling, but I don't know if it was written before or when it was written. The handwriting is not that long.

This sentence made my heart tremble again.

You came and came with your body; you left and left my body and left!What does that mean?Did you say it to your children?The child took her heart away, didn't she?Yes, the child was born, gave her a small body, and then left, taking her heart with her.

When I read this sentence, I couldn't control my grief again.

And I wonder if there is something else?

How did we meet?Will I know how to love?Maybe she didn’t understand, but she said that she started to see me as innocent and handsome, so she wanted to treat me badly and bully me badly. If we were together because of something not simple in the beginning, then I left She is gone, has her heart been taken away by me?

How many men and women in this world didn't know each other in this way, but in the end they took each other's hearts away?After all, she is not a little girl anymore. After that age, even if she is not innocent, who can deny that there will be no sincere feelings in that kind of understanding?

This sentence rolled in my mind repeatedly, and I thought it would be something I would remember forever. If she didn't feel the pain deeply, how could she have such a deep feeling?

I picked up the phone, looked up her number, and dialed her.

I didn't want to do that in my heart, but I didn't know what happened, as if a god was around, I dialed her phone in a vague consciousness.

Staring quietly at the photo, Bai Ling's eyes were full of laughter, and the child's eyes were full of cuteness and naughtiness.

Those happiness are gone, only empty-handed and scarred are left.