After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 354

After they finished singing, they walked down together holding hands.After walking down, Yao Yimei said to me: "Xiao Lin, click on what song you sing!"

I laughed, that smile was a bit far-fetched, and I said: "I won't sing anymore, I drank a little too much today, and my voice is not very good, you guys sing, I have something to do later, I'm afraid—"

Yao Yimei said, "What's the matter? What's the matter with you? It's already evening now, let's play more, come on, order a song!"

I said: "Let's live together"!" I didn't want to sing at first, but I wanted to leave after singing this song, otherwise I wouldn't even have the face to step down. If I wanted to leave suddenly, the family business would also see it.

The singing sounded, and I sat there quietly looking at the picture, I don’t know why, just after I sang the first sentence, the corners of my eyes were instantly wet, and the damn tears were not fucking obedient, “Drop your eyes and turn off the lights, look back This part of my life—” But in the singing, in the picture of my brother, I finished the song quietly, everything was quiet, I don’t think I’ve ever sung so emotionally, it’s not for anyone , not for anyone listening, maybe just for some personal memory.

"There's nothing for you, but with this song—"

Yes, if meeting is for harm, then parting must be for blessing.After singing, I stood there and looked at Yao Yimei with a slight smile and said, "I'm sorry, sister, I, I, a friend of mine sent me a text message just now, and I want to talk to him about something, I'm afraid it will be very late—so ,I'm sorry!"

Yao Yimei sneered and said, "Did you do it on purpose? Is it because of other reasons?"

I glanced at her, and then smiled and said, "No, I'm sorry, sister, I really want to go back!" After I said that, I walked up to Yirou and said, "Yirou, brother, go first, I have to be busy !" I saw that she didn't look at me, lowered her head slightly, and didn't speak, so I smiled at Jiaye and said, "Jiaye, you play, I'll go first!"

Jiang Jiaye shook hands with me, and then I walked out of the ktv, I felt relieved, although my heart was full of sadness, but what is that?I smoked a cigarette in one hand and put the other in my pocket and walked out quietly.That way, walking out of the ktv, I felt like I had been walking for a long time, and I seemed to have a feeling of wanting to escape.

I may have thought about this day, I really thought about it, but I didn't expect it to happen at this time, I just didn't expect it to be so sudden.

After walking out of the ktv, I took a taxi, and the driver said where to go.I didn't even open the room, but at this moment I didn't want to go back to sleep as soon as possible. I thought about it in the car and said, "Driver, go to Hong Kong Mandarin Hotel, that's where my brother's accident happened—" The driver smiled, and then I talked to me about some things about my brother. He is also a fan of my brother. We chatted very happily. He stopped by the side of the road and I bought a bouquet of flowers.

Sitting in the car, looking at the scene outside, when I was a child in a fishing village, I had a distant cousin, he was still early, and went to work in Guangdong, and later, he bought a machine that played tapes, and I often ran I went to his house to listen to songs with him. That was the first time I listened to my brother's songs. Later, I became a fan of my brother's music.

When I got there, some pictures of the past appeared in front of my eyes. After getting off the car, I walked there quietly with flowers in my arms. Wet, I think I was born to be the kind of boy who is more sensitive to some feelings or richer in thinking. Because of my withdrawn personality, I think more. Later, when I met these women, the emotional entanglements with them were probably all related to myself Personality is related to the living environment since childhood.

I walked there slowly, then put the flowers there, and then lit another cigarette, I remember my brother used to like to smoke, and then he quit, maybe he doesn’t smoke anymore, if he smokes, it’s like someone who never had a chance Meet fans smoke a cigarette.When I was young, I always wanted to be famous, and I hoped that I could go to my brother's concert with money in the future, but then I just graduated, and my brother left.

Standing there watching for a long time, suddenly the phone rang, I picked it up, an unfamiliar number, a Hong Kong number, I looked, I can't be sure who it is, maybe it is from the family business, that is not even the most basic Are all the manners gone?

I answered the phone, there was no sound on the phone, I gave two feeds, and then I didn't hang up, just stopped there, I heard the crying first, then "you, where are you?" It was whimpering The voice that came out of her was Yirou, her voice was suppressed in her throat, and then it was cut off, and then there was the sound of crying.

I didn't speak, I didn't know what to say.

After a while, she said the same thing again: "Where are you?" Still crying, I looked at the dark night sky and the bright lights, and said, "Yirou, what are you doing? Don't be childish, it's good , Brother, I feel relieved to see you like this, I hope you can live happily, don't think too much, the past is over, brother no, there is nothing sad or anything—"

"I ask you, where are you?" She didn't seem to want to hear what I was saying at all, and I said, "Does it matter where you are? You may be here today, maybe you will be there tomorrow. If we meet, it's good—"

"I don't want you to talk about this, I ask where are you, where are you? Where are you?" She was crying, completely out of control, crying and shouting there.

I thought for a while and said: "Don't ask, Yirou, it really doesn't matter where you are, live yourself well, life is, there is no turning back, let me tell you the truth, now I am not the past me, I am I have embarked on a road that may be dangerous at any time and cannot be turned back. Your family members probably know why, and I will not hide it from you. I must protect my family, children, and myself. I have no choice but this. Apart from you, your family members, even if I can bear it, it won't be as you imagined, this hatred has ended—"

"You, you—" Yirou cried and said, "Say one more thing, I will definitely take the elevator upstairs in the next second, and then jump off the stairs, I will never wait a second—" Thinking Here, thinking of what Yirou once did, she is forcing me, why is she so self-willed, what's wrong with her now?Why would she do this.Didn't she treat that man very well when she was singing earlier?Why do you want to do this again at this moment, it seems that you can't wait, you want to see me, but why should I see me?I don't want to ruin her, and I don't want to ruin her because of conflicts with her family.

I didn't dare to speak anymore, and she didn't speak anymore, just staring blankly like this.

"Where are you?" She lowered her voice.

I thought for a while and said, "I'm at the Mandarin Hotel, where my brother's accident happened!"

After Yirou heard it, she said: "Then, then you wait for me, you are not allowed to go, you don't go, if you go, I will jump off the building, and I will jump off from there too!"

I exhaled and said, "Well, okay, I got it!"

She hung up the phone, and I stood there quietly. There, I wanted to say a lot in my heart, and I wanted to ask my brother, was my life going the right way?wrong?But I also know that he is a very reasonable person, just like in the movie "Farewell My Concubine", "A person has his own way of life, and a person should fulfill himself!"

Yes, everyone has their own way of life, and people should fulfill themselves. From time to time, I watched the flow of people coming and going. After a while, I suddenly heard the sound of a sports car, and I turned around. The red Ferrari pulled to the side of the road quickly, and then the girl slammed the door open, and she stood there panting, panting and looking at me.

I stood there with my hands in my pockets, the wind blowing my hair slightly, I looked at her quietly, she stopped there for a while, then ran over desperately, then ran to me and started crying again, then He hugged me from in front of me, hugged me tightly, buried his head in my arms, grabbed me tightly and said: "I don't want you to go, I don't want you to go, I don't want you to go, I I don't want you to go, don't, don't, don't want you to go—" She kept repeating, crying like a child, crying so much that what she said was incoherent.

I was staggered down by her embrace, and then stood there, it was like warm cotton wool pressing heavily on my chest, I froze there, her body temperature, her chest, her crying, her Trembling, every feeling was conveyed to my body, and my mind went blank for a moment.

Maybe this night, this place, this person, those pasts have led me into an uncontrollable romantic and dreamlike situation.

The child who felt deeply repentant as if she had made a big mistake, she was still there whimpering and saying, "Don't you go, hit you, don't let you go, don't let you go, don't go, I'm damned, I'm a bastard, I was wrong Yes, I was wrong, I was wrong—”

No matter how ruthless a man is, he has to be moved at this time.

Just because of that beautiful, kind, affectionate and lovely girl who was born in an official family.

That girl's name is Yao Yirou.