After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 517 I really want to see Bai Ling

I took a taxi to the godmother's place, and the godmother was already home. I saw the door was open, and I bought some gifts for the godmother on the side of the road. When the godmother saw me, she rushed up to greet me and said, "Xiaolin——" I put the things down, walked over and hugged the godmother fiercely, as if I hugged the godmother as if I was hugging Bai Ling.I hugged my godmother for a long time. After the godmother left me, her eyes were moist. The godmother looked at me and said, "My dear son, you make me want to die. How are you doing?" Nodded and said: "Well, mother, I'm fine, are you okay?" The godmother nodded and smiled, in fact, I know that she must have a bad life, and she must miss her old daughter every day, I said : "Mom, sit down, I came in time, just buy something—" "Why are you buying these, let mother take a good look—" She looked at me and said: "You are doing things for your sister## #So much heart, mother knows, you say you are a silly child, why are you doing this!" I said: "Mother, there is nothing, I have not done anything, don't think about it, everything I do It's all what I should do, and it really doesn't take any effort. It's just a pain for my sister, but as long as it's less than a year, she will be able to come out, mother, don't worry, it's not a big deal, My sister is still young, after she comes out, we will stop doing business, let her live a good life and do nothing else, if she needs money or something, I will give it to her—"

The godmother felt uncomfortable when she heard that, she took my hand and said, "Xiao Lin, I'm really sorry for you, not for her, but for you. You make my mother think about you day and night. I can't sleep, your affection for your sister is rare in the world, she is in it, she should laugh, how can anyone have her such good fortune, mother is not sad, really not sad, so many years of windy and turbulent mothers have come here Do you still care about this? I don’t care, sit down!” She pulled me to sit down, and after I sat down, I looked at the house. Although this place has always been like this, there is no good decoration, and the house is old, but you do you know?It seems that everything is changing, but here remains the same, giving people a strong sense of belonging.

"Godmother, where's uncle?"

The godmother said with a smile: "He, he went out to the park to play chess with others. Originally, he asked me to go to Xiamen with him. Now that your sister is like this, it's not easy for me to go, so I didn't go—"

I said: "Well, mother, I have found someone for my sister's affairs. In this way, you can go to see her anytime in the future. It's okay. As long as you want to go, you can go-" Godmother said: "Xiao Lin , you said how much you did for your sister, and how are you doing?" She asked me this again, and I understood what she meant, she might know that I was married to someone else, and thought I must be Wronged myself, in fact, I have no grievances.I said: "It's very good, mother, can you promise me something?" The godmother said: "You tell me, mother agrees to you!" I said: "It's my choice to get married, and she is very good. Okay, she is also very beautiful, there is no grievance, and you go to see my sister, you must not talk about it, even if she knows in the future, you have to say that I have a good life, and it is indeed a good life. God, I will bring it for you to see, so there is no such thing as grievance, really!"

Mother heard it and said: "Well, Xiaolin, mother promises you, never tell, and if you really live well, mother will be happy too, after all, she is a little girl, and her family has such abilities, so mother will also be happy , That's right, I'm still afraid of you. If your sister comes out in the future, you have to live a good life. You can't let it go, your sister is worth it in this life, she is content, and you, just Don't think about the past anymore, what you have done for your sister is enough, you can live a good life, and have another child, it is best to have a girl, do you think it is okay?"

I nodded and smiled and said, "Well, yes, mother!"

Hearing what Godmother said, I felt very comforted. Yes, I should live a good life. We should all feel it is worth it. After all, I have loved and sacrificed, and it is all worth it. I have no regrets.

"Xiaolin, when your sister comes out, I want to take her to Xiamen. Your uncle said that Xiamen is very good. It is very quiet and the environment is good. The scenery on Gulangyu Island should not be too beautiful. Last time I went to see your sister, She said she likes it there too, and your uncle also wants her to go there. When the time comes, let her go there. If you miss your mother, you can go to see us if you have a chance. Anyway, it’s not too far from here—"

When I heard my godmother say this, I thought yes, that’s pretty good, and it would be nice if she could live in another place, away from the right and wrong place of Bincheng, it’s not suitable for her, and I don’t think it’s suitable for me either. , not suitable for us.

I said: "Well, mother, it's very good. When she comes out, you can let her go with you. If you have time, I will go to see you, and my sister is still young. If there is a suitable one, you can let her look for you." Personally, I feel that the environment in Xiamen is good, and the people should be good too, if you can find someone to accompany you until you grow old and live a good life, that would be great too!"

The godmother seemed to be very sad when she heard this, she wiped her eyes, and then said: "Xiao Lin, why do you love others so much, tell me, why do you feel so uncomfortable in your heart, Xiao Lin, you have to be good, you know I hate myself, if I let this girl be born a few years later and be as old as you—"I think the godmother will feel bad when she sees what I have done to Bai Ling because of our affairs, she is also a woman, She knows how good a man is to a woman. In many cases, this kind of kindness has surpassed everything. You feel uncomfortable but you can’t help it. Faced with such a cruel reality, you can only endure and bear it. Maybe nothing else Do, nothing can be done.

I said: "Mom, don't be sad, it's not a big deal, people always have to face a lot of helplessness in life, and I have grown up, I know more than before, and I can understand people better, of course Sister, she can also understand that she has actually paid a lot to me these years. We both know each other in our hearts. It is not so important whether we are together or not. In fact, we both hope that each can live a good life. Very good, really good, I live so well, I think if she knows, she will be happy too, after my sister comes out, we will basically end all the bad things in the past, and the future will be all Okay, you and your uncle will hold another wedding, and I will come to attend then, mother, do you think it's okay?" After hearing this, the godmother said embarrassedly: "It's so big, why do you want to hold it? But it's your uncle I have been talking about this all the time, and his children also hope to be like this. His children have come to see me once, two sons and one daughter came to see me, and they are all very good to me. They treat me like their own mother. Comfortable, son, don't worry, if mother still wants to do that kind of wedding, let me tell you, you can leave me a phone number, if you have time, you can go there to play, okay?"

I said: "Well, yes, mother!" I gave the phone number to my godmother. I think I gave it to her in such a hurry because I still want to see Bai Ling again?

Maybe I know best in my heart that I really want to see her, but maybe I won't go to see her, that's the reason I can't tell.

I told my godmother the phone number. After telling her the number, I helped her go to the kitchen to see if there was any unsafe place. There was no man in the house before. Sometimes the valve was loose and they didn’t know, and sometimes the gas was not Yes, of course it’s better now, it’s all automatic gong qi, which is much more convenient than before.

Godmother and I chatted casually, I walked to the room where Bai Ling lived, when I opened the door, I saw the scene in the room, everything has not changed, it is still the same as before, the quilt is neatly folded , there are some books on the table, there are some of her cosmetics next to the books, and her clothes in the closet beside the books——

do you know?How do you feel when you see these things from the person you love, women's things, and now she's not here, she's in prison?It was complicated and uncomfortable, but also a little warm, as if leaning against her clothes, lying quietly on her bed, it was like hugging her, being with her, that feeling would be beautiful and warm.

I quietly walked to her desk, looked at everything on the desk, I looked at the drawer, the drawer was not locked.When she was arrested for the second time, I was not with her. The godmother said that she was taken away at home. At that time, she could leave alone, even go abroad, but then I disappeared. How could she leave? , it is impossible for her to leave, if she leaves, it will not be her, she chose to stay and wait.

The godmother said: "By the way, let me tell you when your sister left. She said that the child was still there. One day someone wrote her a letter about it. This letter is here——" I Quickly said: "Where is it?" The godmother said: "I don't know where it is, and I don't know who wrote that letter. It just told her that the child is still there, and didn't say anything else——"

The godmother found the letter from the drawer, and she brought the letter in front of me. I took the letter abruptly, and then looked at the content of the letter. It was very short, just one sentence, and it said: I Knowing that your child is still alive, I can only tell you this. The child is very cute, and I really can't bear it.

There is no other word but this, and who is this letter writer, I suppose?And this little conscience, it seems that the characters are a bit like men's characters, not too much like women's characters.But there was no address on the letter, no contact number, no contact information, so why did this person write this letter? Could it be that he just couldn't bear it?Of course, no matter what, this news makes people happy. I think that if this child can be found, Bai Ling will have a very happy life with this child's company in the future. Even if the man she loves is not by her side, she must Would be very happy, I know her well.

I sat on the bed and put the letter into my pocket, and then said to the godmother: "Mother, don't worry, I will look for the child, and my sister will come out in the future. If you want to find the child, or what is the whereabouts of the child?" Do you want to tell me in time?" The godmother nodded, I meant that she didn't intend to see Bai Ling, I think the godmother felt it too, but she didn't say anything.I don't think I can go to see her, I go to see her, I can't face that scene, and she will definitely question me, in that case, I don't know how to answer, I can't face that.It's better not to see her, and never see her again. In that case, no matter what happens in the future, each of you will understand in your heart.

I sat at my godmother's house for a while, and then I was afraid that Xiaomo would wait too long and leave. My godmother wanted to keep me there for dinner, but I didn't stay. When I left, my godmother said, "Hey, look at me. I forgot all the important things. Your mother is hospitalized. I went to see her once. She didn’t want the things she bought, so she brought them back to me. Xiao Lin, you take this to your mother, your mother He is a good person. Although we sisters met for the first time, we are also destined—" I laughed and said, "Godmother, you said you let me take it, you are also my mother, and the other side is also my mother, then I will You should be filial, mother, no need, I will leave first, and I will come to see you in a few days, I am not in a hurry to leave this time, I will come anytime—" "Then you can come, if you come, you Bring my daughter-in-law here, then let's go to a big restaurant for dinner—" I smiled and nodded.

When I got out of the godmother's place, I didn't take a taxi to leave immediately. Instead, I went to the opposite park for a while. At the godmother's house, I began to miss Bai Ling a little. I wondered if I was going to see her. I really wanted to go. I really want to see her, but I am afraid to see her, how easy it is to see her, I can go anytime, but why can't I take those legs?I knew what kind of problems I would face when I went to see Bai Ling. I was really afraid of that scene. I was afraid of seeing her eyes. It can be said that I was very afraid.