After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 521 We Are By The Sea

She lay there not talking, I said: "Yes, it's not fair to you, I'm just a little unwilling, I'm a little scared, I don't want you to talk to others, you are so good, I'm so afraid that you will be cheated by other men , yes, I am lying to you, for so many years, I managed to get you, you are so innocent, how afraid I am that other men will take you away, and then treat you like that, I—” I gasped more and more In a hurry, my eyes looked fiercely at one place, I thought I was going crazy, I couldn't bear it, I couldn't accept it, I couldn't think about it, she was there and didn't speak.

I looked back at her, she took off her clothes, she continued to take off the inner clothes and said, "Come on—" she whispered.I looked at her, and I hurriedly said: "Don't do this——" I leaned over and hugged him and kissed her, and said, "Baby, I don't want it anymore, I was wrong, I can't let you bear the pain alone, I'm an asshole , good——" I kissed her, and she said: "It's not a few times anyway, maybe it's the last time, that's fine, after that, we won't contact each other again, this is the place where we had our first date, Then let’s keep it as a commemoration, it’s so good, maybe there will be no future in this life, start here and end here, at the beginning, that girl was so stupid that she was going to die, and at the end, this woman was still so stupid to die, I just got hurt by you, under your spell, I can’t live without you for the rest of my life, come on, want me, fuck me, I want you, I want you, do you hear me?” She grabbed me.

I looked at her, I was so uncomfortable, that kind of interest was aroused by her, she started to take off my pants, I pressed her excitedly, it felt so good, I hugged her, she was also extremely excited, she It's crazy, she hates too many things, she grabs my arm like that, hits me, keeps hitting me, grabs me, and keeps talking.I think I have no way to resist Xiaoxuan, so a man like me will cheat after marriage, it is inevitable, there is no way, I can't control myself, since I love smoking so much, I know, I am Can't even quit a cigarette, let alone a woman, let alone the woman I love.

That was the craziest time I've ever seen her, she kept hitting me, and she bit me later, but she stopped suddenly, I think she still understood subconsciously.I actually didn’t want to be like her that day. I knew that the two of you would be miserable afterwards. It doesn’t seem particularly difficult for a man to have sex with a woman, but when you are no longer purely in physical contact, it becomes very difficult. , and even cause pain because of this later.

Later, Xiaoxuan kept crying. I comforted her and helped her get dressed. When she came again, she hugged me suddenly and said, "Jiayi, we are gone, we are gone, and my sister is gone too." , it’s all gone, don’t do this anymore, you go, live your life well from now on, I will find someone to marry, if you do this again, you will have trouble, I don’t want to hurt you, okay, Last time!"

I did something sorry for her, she didn't hate me particularly, on the contrary, she still did the same with me, and she can still think about me, I think, sometimes a woman's love is selfless that a man can't do And greatness, that is really difficult to achieve in your whole life, it is not such a simple thing to think about.

I said, "Do you really want to get married?"

Xiaoxuan said: "I don't know, I feel that if I can get married again, it will be good to each other, and my mother said the same way—" I will feel pain when I hear it. In fact, you know, when I feel that I have done something for Bai Ling After all this, I actually have an idea. I know that Bai Ling and I have a hard time getting along. I love her very much, but in fact, if I were to say that the person I am most suitable to marry is Xiao Xuan, but Xiao Xuan is also impossible. .Bai Ling is the pain of my life, Xiao Xuan is also the pain of my life, it is all my pain.

In this life, I am destined not to be able to get them. They love me so much, and I love them so much, but there is no such fate in fate. When you do not have this fate, fate will always arrange for you such ordeals to separate you. Don't let you be together.

I said: "If there is a suitable one, that's fine—" I don't want her to get married, but what else do I expect?I am like this myself, I am married, and if I don’t let her get married again, am I still human?What kind of man am I? That's really unfair. She is also a woman, and she also has needs. How can she live alone? If I continue to live with Xiaomo in the future, what will Xiaoxuan do when she gets older?How would she live if she didn't even have someone to take care of her?

She nodded and kept looking at me, and I also looked at her. Finally, she said harshly: "I really want to kill you!" The look in her eyes at the time was also quite weird, I asked her: "Is it true, do you really have this urge?"

Xiaoxuan said: "Well, it really is. When I was dreaming, I would eat you—" She narrowed her eyes and said, "Eat you!" Then, if you have genetics, you will be in trouble—" She sneered and said, "Look at the way you are afraid of death, you cowardly man, ahh!" She opened her mouth to me, and I was really scared One jump, she laughed, and I laughed too.

She leaned there and closed her eyes and said, "Go back, it's getting late, I'll take you back, I'm a little tired, Xiaoxuan is tired, Xiaoxuan is very angry, Xiaoxuan is so tired as a young woman with her son, Xiaoxuan is an idiot, so many men like Xiaoxuan, why do you like him, Xiaoxuan, you are a fool, youareafool!" She finally said something in English, which was very nice.I said: "I owe you too much in this life, you took care of our son so well, really, Xiaoxuan, I will be a cow and a horse in the next life, I can hardly repay you, really!"

She smiled, looked back at me, then reached over and grabbed me and said, "Farewell, do you want to fuck the cow and mare next door?" What she said made me laugh, she Also laughed, she was mocking me.

I said, "You're so cute!"

She said: "It's okay, don't talk about it, I don't want to talk about it, I'm going home to see my son, you are comfortable and enjoying it, and others will give you what you want—" I said: "I'm sorry, don't say that!" She said, "Then don't say it, I want to go back—" I looked at her and said, "Xiaoxuan, let me ask you, are there really many men who like you?" She listened She seemed very happy. It seemed that I was jealous when I asked her this way. She said: "Yes, what's the matter? Too many, too many, dinner guests, friends of friends, not too many—" I said: " Now society is very tempting and impetuous, so have you made good friends of the opposite sex?" I was very scared and wanted to know.

Xiaoxuan looked at me and said, "What do you think?"

I said, "I asked you before, and you said no. I don't know, but there is nothing. It's normal. Now this society is much more open than before. Let's talk about it, right?"

She said, "Go ahead and see if you're right?"

I said: "There is no handsome guy? There must be. People like you, such as flattering you, calling you elder sister, or younger sister, coaxing you, will it be very happy?"

She narrowed her eyes and said, "What do you want to ask? Do you want to ask if I have slept with other men?"

I stopped talking immediately, feeling a little bored, actually I was really scared, I was really scared of her like that, why would I worry about this, I didn’t before, but now I do, because I don’t have the right to ask her now, she He also said that he wanted to find someone to marry. Anyway, because of these, I will think about it.

I didn't speak, she said: "Want to know?"

I said, "Maybe I see—"

She turned her head and said: "It has nothing to do with you, don't think about it so much—" After hearing this, I said, "Yes, maybe it really doesn't matter, I understand what you mean, you mean you have it, right? ?” “Do you care?” she asked me.

I said, "You say I don't care, of course I do, tell me who he is, tell me, I'm going to kill him now—"

She said: "You are so domineering, how can you do it?"

I said suddenly: "I can do it, but you can. What are you comparing with me? Are you more interesting than life with me?" I moved close to her and said, "Tell me, are you talking to others, don't talk about me, I am domineering, I have always been like this, I was like this the day I met you, so I will ask you!"

She closed her eyes and said, "Are you real?"

I said: "Do you think I am real? I just don't allow you to be with others. Don't blame me for hating. I am a bad guy and I am overbearing. If you dare to be with others, see how I deal with you. I will kill you." ——" Xiaoxuan gritted her teeth and said, "You, you bastard, you are very bad, I am afraid of you, you are so bad—" She suddenly hugged me and said: "I don't love them, I don't Dare, I don't love them, are you going to hit me?" I said: "Be good, why did I hit you?" She said: "I really like you domineering, I can't do without you, no man has you Well, I'm crazy, I miss you, I'm sick, I miss you—" She grabbed me and started hitting me again.I said, "Baby, hit it hard, hit it as you feel comfortable, listen to me, if you want to find someone, you have to get married, just for fun, I won't allow you!"

She nodded, hugged me and said, "I'm not looking for anything, I'm not looking for anyone, okay, okay!" She hugged me and curled up in my arms.