After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 59: Just to Treat You Like This

I rushed to pour the wine again and drank many glasses. I thought I was crazy. Overbearing, she doesn't love me, why should I force her, why?I drank one cup after another, and I turned my head suddenly, and I saw that she actually took off her clothes and said, "Come on!"

I frowned, tears seemed to come out, I suddenly turned around and said: "Put the clothes back on for me!"

"Didn't you let me take it off?" she whispered.

I yelled, "Put it on!" I shook my head and said, "What do you mean? Do you often undress like this, don't you?"

When I turned around again, I saw that she was putting on her clothes again, and she looked aside after getting dressed.

"I love you, I fucking I love you, do you know that?" I think I've had too much to drink, why am I telling her this, why.

There she raised her eyebrows slightly and said, "Thank you, but I don't love you!"

I nodded and said with a smile: "I know, in your eyes, I'm just a beast. I have nothing. I wasn't like this before. Really, no. At that time I thought you liked me. I didn't. All the things I do are not for the salary, not for the promotion, not for myself, no, I just want to help that woman, I feel that she is very pitiful and helpless, I don’t think of her as the boss, really not, and I don’t Being a sister is just a woman I like, I don’t know why, I like her, I know a lot of things about her, many of which make men collapse, but I still like her, I feel that she doesn’t think that way in her heart Yes, she can't help it. She wanted to save her father. There's nothing wrong with it. For a woman, there's nothing wrong with it. I thought that one day, she would be different, and she would live a good life. After all, she is a woman, right Isn’t that right?” I said to myself there: “But, I really didn’t understand women, I thought women wanted to live a good life and find someone who loves themselves together, I never Think about it, women don't care about themselves like this, heh!" I shook my head.

I cried, I wiped my eyes suddenly and said: "I'm not because you don't like me, I'm sad, no, these don't matter at all, it doesn't matter if you like me or not, I just hope you can live Okay, really, this is the biggest thought in my heart, I am not reconciled, really, Lin Jiayi is not reconciled, come, have a drink with me, come!"

I gave her the wine glass, her head was turned to one side, I took her arm and smiled and said: "Don't be angry, I'm not good, I'm a little bastard, I shouldn't be such a hooligan, come, drink with me A glass, okay?"

Without looking back, she took the cup in my hand, took it and drank it abruptly, then put it on the table, and I drank my own cup too. Passed my wine bottle and said: "Don't drink it, be obedient!"

I said, "Thank you!" I lowered my head and said, "You go, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, my brain is hot, I'm nervous, I'm not normal, you go!"

"I haven't eaten yet," she said.

I smiled and said: "Hurry up and eat, I'm leaving, I'm sorry, actually when you said you don't love me, I knew it was meaningless!"

"Is this important? Didn't you say you don't need this? You just want me to listen to you, don't you like that?" she said.

I stood up and looked at a place and said: "I don't like it. The person who gets you can't get your heart. It's meaningless. Goodbye!"

She suddenly came up and grabbed me and said, "Don't hurry away, leave after dinner!"

"There's nothing delicious, I don't want to eat, you can find your lover to eat, bye!" I walked out very smartly, but she suddenly grabbed me again and said, "Don't go, okay?"

I was already drunk, I shook my body, then leaned against her ear and said: "I drank too much, I'm afraid I can't control myself, in case I do something to you, there's no need!"

She said, "Nothing!"

I bit her ear and said, "Do you want to sleep with me?"

"I can listen to you if you want!" she said.

I shook my head and said, "I don't want it anymore, I don't want it anymore, take care of yourself!"

"I want!" She suddenly grabbed me and said, "I want, I want!" She actually said this, I bowed my head and said: "We are not the same way, what I am looking for is someone I love, if I love her , she doesn't love me, I won't be like this, understand? You don't understand men, to be precise, you don't understand men who treat you well, what am I, a poor boy, who has nothing and can't help You can allocate a piece of land for you, but you can’t give you a bank loan, heh, don’t be stupid, you have money, and there are many handsome guys, right? Don’t be stupid!”

"How did you become like this now?" she asked me.

My head was almost cracked by the wine, and I couldn't support my body, so I leaned on her suddenly, she staggered and then supported me and said, "Are you okay, do you want me to take you to the hospital? It's okay." Bar?"

I leaned on her chest, put my head against her body and murmured: "It's okay, nothing, Lingling, I'm going back to Xiliang in a few days, I'm not in Bincheng anymore, I'll go home and talk to my dad Fishing together, be a fisherman, if one day you want to go to Xiliang to eat fish, remember to go to the fisherman's restaurant opened by Lin's family, I will give you free of charge, there is nothing else, maybe it will be like this for the rest of your life, just be a fisherman Little fisherman, but I still have this ability, I will fry fish for you personally, remember, Xiliang Linjia Yuxiang shop, I will always remember this experience, remember, remember!"

I felt that my body sank suddenly. Actually, it wasn’t that I was drunk, but that I was emotionally drunk. There, she took my hand and seemed to cry and said: "What are you, are you stupid? You little bastard, what do I like, I don't deserve your likes at all, I don't deserve it, you What do you like about me? Do you know how stupid you are? You drink so much, you are young, and you still have a lot of bright futures, why are you torturing yourself like this?"

My brain has long been out of order, and I don't know what I'm talking about, but I still have some awareness of what she said, but I can't judge clearly.

I said: "I'm not stupid, if you love someone, why care about her past, but if the person you love can't change for you after knowing that you love her, then there is no need, I am not stupid, not stupid !"

She seemed to touch my forehead with her forehead and said: "Don't be like this, what do you want me to do? I really don't know what to do. If I have a little way, I can do it, but there is nothing I can do. You believe me, what you lost today, I will make up for you one day, okay? You should find someone to date and marry, the little girl you met when you learned how to drive is pretty good, by the way, and Xiaoni is also pretty good Okay, really, they are all very good, dating well, getting married well, and then having a child, how happy you are, look at my sister, I have no children until now, how much I want a child!"

I later recalled what she probably said, but I was confused at the time. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

When I woke up, I opened my eyes. I was alone in the hotel room. My clothes were taken off and I was only wearing a pair of underwear. There was a piece of paper on the cabinet with words written on it, and I picked it up immediately, and it was written by her to me.

That piece of paper reads: Xiaolin, I know you hate me, you blame me, you hate me, and I also know that no matter what I say, you will never forgive me, and you will never forgive me, in fact, in my eyes , I regard you as my younger brother, first of all, my younger brother, I hope you are well!You are excellent, motivated, active in thinking, and a boy who can accomplish things.Promise me, okay?Don't drink like this in the future, and take good care of your body. Your body is more important than anything else. If you lose your body, you will lose everything. I don't deserve you to spoil yourself like this. If my sister is a little girl today, a pure girl, you It's all worth it, but today my sister is like this, you also know, my sister knows that you know everything, so why bother?Don't be so stupid again, be obedient, okay?You said you were going back to Xiliang, and my sister supported you. It is a place with a particularly beautiful scenery, and only such a place can grow a good boy like you. No matter what you do, in my sister's eyes, you are excellent Yes, she is a kind, pure and beautiful child, but you are still too young, and you can't see many things clearly. One day in the future, when you grow up, you will understand all of this, and you will also know what my sister is doing today. Everything is right. My sister asked you to leave the company. It is actually very good for you. You are not suitable for this place. , rather than letting you be a man who has been worn out by society and can't find edges and corners, I would rather you do what you like, love the person you like, do what you like, and in your own simple world, justice To grow up better in this world, to become a useful person to society in the future, to have a happy family and love life, this is what I hope for, and I believe that when you see this, you will understand, sister Knowing you, my sister is very proud. I am lucky to know a younger brother like you in this life. I am very content. Although my sister regards you as a younger brother, but, but, but, but what?There is a lot of helplessness in life, helplessness is needless to say, in short, I have thought clearly, I will not do that after all, I will never do that, forgive me, maybe you will say it is cruel, what else It's all right, but let me treat you like you, I can't do it, forgive me!

After you read this letter, I hope you don't come to me and don't contact me, okay?I know this is also very cruel, but this is what I hope, if you understand my sister, I hope you can do this, whether you stay in Bincheng or go back to your hometown Xiliang, it will definitely be Is a bright future, I sincerely wish you, brother!By the way, under your pillow, my sister put 5 yuan for you. Don’t think it’s too little. This is what you should take. You have helped me in the company for so long. Without you, this project in Donghai would not be where it is today. , from the beginning of the idea to the current project is in full swing, all of this is due to you, you have paid a lot for it, it is not measurable by money, this is my first big project, and I will remember you for the rest of my life, Take the money and live well!If you can do some small business, I believe you can do it. If you tell me to go to Xiliang to eat your fish, maybe I will not go. I am afraid that I will be embarrassed if I see you, but if one day You are married, if you invite your sister to attend your wedding, yes, I am willing, and I will be very happy. The paper is almost gone, so I won’t write any more. Take care, Xiaolin, take care!