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Chapter 71 I Love You Baby

Chapter 71 Child I Love You

Qin Sesur nodded affirmatively, "I remember, I liked small animals very much at that time, so you let me raise a puppy, but after only half a year, the puppy got sick and vomited whatever it ate. It went to get an injection, but the veterinarian said it couldn’t be cured, and could only wait to die. After I heard about it, I hugged it and cried every day, but...in the end, Mom, you forced me to throw it away..."

A trace of reluctance flashed across Cheng Yufen's face, "Yeah! Mom still remembers how sad she cried when she lost that puppy, and she ignored me for three days. You've been questioning me, it's about to die It's dead, why throw it away? You said you just want to keep it by your side and take care of it for the last time, isn't that not enough? You still quietly blamed your mother for being cold-blooded..."

Qin Sesur couldn't help chuckling, "It looks like I've always been willful..."

Cheng Yufen shook her head slightly, "When every child is self-willed, I believe that no matter how precocious a villain is, his willfulness must have given you a headache. But Sese, I hope you can understand now, the reason why I let you throw away That puppy is not because of its mother’s cold blood. Maybe you think it is going to die, you must keep it by your side, give it the warmest nest, give it the best food, and accompany it for the last journey, But child, you are still not that puppy, you can’t make any decisions for it, so you can’t keep it wishful thinking that it’s best for it. Do you remember where it died in the end? It’s the front At that time, it was guarding a Labrador by its side..."

"Mom..." After hearing this story, Qin Sesur was shocked! "You..." She shook her head emotionally, "...I always thought that it was because of my father that you loved and hated me. I know that you have always loved me since you were young. Don't you You will buy me a lot of beautiful clothes, but each piece is a famous brand, and you must wash it clean and tidy. You don’t earn much, so you find various part-time jobs just to afford this house. In order to let me live under superior conditions, I have always felt your love for me, but after I went to college, you seldom cared about what I was doing every day, what thoughts I had, until I With the opportunity to study abroad, you just sent me abroad silently. After I arrived in Singapore, you refused to let me come back to see you. I used to think that you were insincere, but every time I think of you sending me The look on my face when I left, the look in my eyes looking forward to my departure so earnestly, I really..."

Bitter tears rolled down Cheng Yufen's face, and she said heartbroken, "Thurse, a puppy, my mother still cares about its own thoughts, let alone my own child? In fact, my mother never told you about my past. Things, you only know that your father was addicted to gambling, took away the few remaining property of the family like a hooligan, divorced me, and abandoned us, but you don't know why I married you dad……"

"Actually, I've always wanted to know, but Mom, you are usually unsmiling, and I dare not ask..." Qin Sesel can finally speak her mind calmly in front of her mother.

Cheng Yufen nodded understandingly, "I understand, it's because your grandma, that is, my mother, has spoiled me too much since she was a child. She will give me whatever I want, even if I want it I don't want it. She would only say a few words to me about what she wanted, but she would still get it for me in the end, and I developed a character of being spoiled and proud. Although the family is only at an average well-off level, it is not very rich. But she lives like a rich lady. And my mother regards me as her heart, her treasure, and even her whole life!"

Never heard Cheng Yufen talk about this past, Qin Sesel listened carefully, and felt even more emotional in his heart, presumably all parents in the world should be like this?

But Cheng Yufen's face was more sad, "Because of this, at the age when I should get married, your father appeared in our lives. He was a well-known contractor in our area at that time. Although It doesn’t sound like a decent job, but he is rich, which is well known. There are even many girls my age who, regardless of face, take the initiative to deliver food to your father on the construction site to show his kindness. I I dismissed it, but your grandma was interested. She wanted to leave the best for her daughter, including men. So she found someone to match your father. Your father almost saw my photo. He just fell in love with me, and even secretly ran to our door to see me several times, and finally directly offered a dowry to propose marriage."

"I didn't know the inside story at all at the time, but your grandma strongly supported her. Even the dowry was set by herself, so when your father came to my house with great fanfare, my mother was already full of approval. However, your grandma kept silent and only acquiesced. I was the only one who looked at all this blankly and wanted to express my opinion, but was held down by your grandma until she sent your father away. She said to me earnestly, 'My child, what is the purpose of raising you so hard? It's not so that you can find a good family. Your mother spoiled you since childhood, and you grew up in a honey jar. , if you don’t find a rich man, how will you live in the future? You have only met Qin Day once, but you still don’t know what he is like. After getting along with him for a long time, you will know how he is.’ I was young at that time, I don't have enough ability to judge right from wrong, especially since I grew up under the umbrella of my mother, I feel that what she said makes sense, so I agreed to the marriage in a daze."

"But your grandma is right. I really didn't know Qin Dayou's character. At that time, everyone only knew that Qin Dayou was a well-known contractor with money in his family, and that he treated those workers very well on the construction site. Strict, even beating and scolding, but it is only regarded as a man's responsibility. No one has married him, so no one knows that he likes to drink heavily, and he likes to beat women when he is drunk..."

The sadness on Cheng Yufen's face has begun to turn into remorse, which is a kind of penetrating remorse, "Although I am arrogant, I am also a highly educated person, and your father...he is the only one who can be an adult because of his rough personality. The subcontractor, to put it bluntly, is just a gangster who bullies others and collects all the money he gets. Therefore, I don’t know how to deal with his domestic violence. I have no way at all. Go back to my mother’s house When I cried to your grandma, your grandma didn't believe it at all, because he seemed to hurt me to the bone in front of my mother, and even gave my parents a lot of money in private. Apart from being a different person, it does hurt me on weekdays, so I can only endure it."

"Perhaps Qin Dayou's subordinates were dissatisfied with him, and later someone encouraged him to gamble. With his personality, he quickly fell in love with that kind of thing that kills people, and he was so obsessed with it that he didn't go home all day and night. , the family money was quickly lost by him, and I was forced to go out to look for a job, but in exchange he went to my work place to advance my salary. I finally couldn't bear it and filed for divorce with him. He didn't like it at first. Yes, but I was pregnant with you at the time. He saw that there was a sudden extra child to raise, and he couldn't get money from me, so he proposed that as long as I promised to leave him the house and all the property, he would be willing to follow me. Divorce, I agreed without even thinking about it, so I left the house and took you away."

"When I first brought you out, we couldn't even eat, because noodles were the cheapest, and I would buy a bagful of pickles every time... My arrogant personality also made me suffer a lot when I was looking for a job. But When people are in a desperate situation, they always have to work hard to find life. I gradually realized my problems and corrected them a little bit. Thanks to reading a lot of books, I gradually found a decent job. I was enough to support you. Later you Growing up slowly, in order to give you a better growth environment, I chose to leave. With work experience, it is much easier to find a job. Just to find a house here, I can only do more Two part-time jobs, it was a bit bitter at the beginning, but fortunately, after so many years, life has finally become easier and easier."

Speaking of this, Qin Sesu couldn't help but interject, "Have you received all the money I sent you in the past few years? Have you paid off the mortgage?"

Cheng Yufen nodded affirmatively, "It's all paid off, it's all paid off. Thurse, mom didn't mean to snub you, it's just that mom was hurt by doting, and mom doesn't want you to make the same mistakes. There is no mother who doesn't love her children, I see that you hurt more than yourself when you fall, but I can only watch you stand up by yourself, when your mother sent you to the plane...you don't know that your mother cried and became ill with eyes, but my mother knows that you have longer The way to go, you have your own choice, I insist on not letting you go back to the country because I know you can't go back to the country, I don't want you to have to face problems you don't want to face because of me..."

Qin Sesur couldn't help crying again, "Mom..." She threw herself heavily into Cheng Yufen's arms and hugged her tightly, "Why didn't you tell me...why didn't you tell me... everything I'm not good, it's because I don't understand your good intentions, it's because I don't understand you, it's because I'm sorry for you..." She didn't understand her mother's true thoughts until today, it turns out that everything is love, but it's all love...

Cheng Yufen showed a kind smile, her face was full of warmth, without any trace of resentment, "Also, Thurse, Mom wants you to remember that I never hated you, even though you are the child of me and Qin Dayou, I hate you so much I love that man, but I don't hate you. You were brought up by me and have nothing to do with Qin Da. I have long regarded you as my own child, do you understand? "

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