Hunting Love Amnesia Beloved

Chapter 199 Hate

Lou Shaotang led Gu Yunqing to the lounge, closed the door, and opened the notebook he was carrying.

His actions did not arouse Gu Yunqing's curiosity.

Gu Yunqing leaned on the sofa, turned his head and looked out the window at night.

His eyes are not so much quiet as they are full of lifelessness.

After he released Tang Ruotian from the hospital, he became like this.

Nothing seemed to interest him.

Lou Shaotang sighed in his heart, why did Gu Yunqing bother?

Knowing that Tang Ruotian's departure would cause him such pain, he still insisted on letting her go.

And now it's even more for revenge, marrying a woman he doesn't love.

He stopped what he was doing, lit a cigarette, and handed it to Gu Yunqing. Gu Yunqing did not refuse, and took a deep breath on his lips.

Neither of them spoke, and when the cigarette was about to run out, Lou Shaotang began to say: "Yunqing, what are you going to do? Your wedding with Shangguan Minyue is coming soon, and now you still have room to regret it. "

"Why should I go back on my word?" Through the lingering smoke, Gu Yunqing asked lightly.

Lou Shaotang pursed his lips, and said for a while, "Don't you still love Tang Ruotian? I remember you once heard about Yunjue..."

As soon as Yunjue was mentioned, Lou Shaotang's heart was suffocated, and his eyes were full of bitterness.

He still couldn't accept Yunjue's death.

"When Yunjue was dying, he told you not to take revenge. Letting you live in his identity, I also don't want you to lose yourself because of revenge." He said slowly.

"Shaotang, I can't control it." A trace of confusion appeared in Gu Yunqing's eyes, "Yunjue died so badly in front of me, he told me not to take revenge, how could I possibly do it. During the middle of the year, I had nightmares every night, dreaming over and over again the scene of Yunjue and his parents being burned to death."

His voice was extremely sad, and the expression on his face was also extremely painful.

His fingers twitched unnaturally, trying to control himself.

"If I don't take revenge, I won't be at ease."

He can only go on like this, no matter what means he uses, he must take revenge.

Lou Shaotang said awkwardly: "Then do you hate Tang Ruotian every day for all these years? If it wasn't for her, maybe Yunjue and his uncle and aunt would not die..."

Gu Yunqing didn't speak, the expression on his face was extremely hard, like marble.

At the beginning, after learning that the young Tang Ruotian had drugged the drink, which indirectly caused the tragedy, he also hated Tang Ruotian very much.

If it wasn't for the doubts in his heart, maybe he hated Tang Ruotian even more than Gu Yunqing.

"Don't talk about her." Gu Yunqing stood up and walked outside.

"Yunqing, what does it mean that you don't even dare to hear her name?" Lou Shaotang suddenly stood up, and said sharply, "You still have her in your heart. Since you have her, why don't you and her?" Chances of her being together?"

"Tang Ruotian is having a bad time these days!~ She misses you so much! She never thought of getting rid of you and her child!"

"She lives alone in a small apartment. If she hadn't visited her every day, she might have starved to death!"

"So what? She misses me, and I love her too, so she just abandons everything and stays together without caring about anything?" Gu Yunqing turned around suddenly, with an unusually ferocious expression on his face.

He strode forward, grabbed Lou Shaotang's collar with one hand, and said coldly: "Lou Shaotang, don't rely on you being my friend to say something that is good for me!"

His voice became lower and lower, and he said coldly: "I recognized her immediately in the Dorsett Hotel. Her appearance has not changed much from when I was a child. Before I met her, I saw her every day I was thinking about her face, I was thinking that she had better not appear in front of me, otherwise I would never let her go!"

Every time he couldn't sleep late at night, he always thought of her when he was young, and he also thought that she was innocent and coaxed by her father.

But even if he is innocent, so what?

Will that be able to erase everything?Can Yunjue and his parents be resurrected?

No.

If he can't, then why can't he hate her and push everything on her?

Just because he doesn't take the initiative to find her doesn't mean he can forgive her.

Obviously, God likes to tease people the most, and let her break into his life again.

That night at the Emgrand Hotel, when he possessed her, listening to her begging for mercy in a daze, calling Yunjue's name, he intentionally hurt her and whispered in her ear that he was not Gu Yunjue.

She is very smart, even though he treats her very well, almost doting on her, but she is still not tempted by him, she is on guard against him.

At that time, he didn't know that her memory was erased. He almost hated her, hated that she left after taking the drug, hated that she didn't recognize her in the first place.

This seemed to give him a reason, a reason to use Gu Yunqing's identity to torture her.

On the other hand, when he appeared in front of her as Yunjue, he tried his best to please her.

He told himself that it was all about revenge, he kept saying to himself that he was not in love with her, no, no, absolutely not.

Yes, not at all.He didn't fall in love with Tang Ruotian.

Letting her go in the hospital was also because he knew that letting her live was more painful than letting her die.

Then why did he want her life?

Wouldn't it be more painful for her to be tortured by guilt for a lifetime than to let her die?

Guilt?

Thinking of this word, Gu Yunqing slowly let go of Lou Shaotang, "She misses me because of guilt. Even if I marry Shangguan Minyue, I will let Tang Ruotian come back to me, and be an unsightly ## #, out of guilt, she will agree. I don’t want her like this.”

Looking at Gu Yunqing's back, Lou Shaotang was speechless for a while.

He knew from Panpan that Tang Ruotian actually thought that Gu Yunqing loved Claudia deeply, but now Yunqing thought that Tang Ruotian stayed by Yunqing's side because of guilt.

The authorities are obsessed with each other, obviously they both love each other to death, but they both think that the other party doesn't love them.

"Okay. Let's count it as guilt. I don't think it's despicable to use guilt to keep the woman I love by my side." Lou Shaotang shrugged his shoulders and said his purpose for coming here.

"I'll show you something. After you've seen it, you're thinking about whether to bring Tang Ruotian back."

He sat on the sofa and found out what he had finally found in his notebook.

Gu Yunqing turned his head and looked at the notebook.

The scene inside caused the calm on his face to collapse quickly.

"Let go of me! I'm going to find my brother! Let me go!" The little girl was hugged in someone's arms. The princess hair that had been tied up before was now messy and the ends of her hair were burnt. He was very familiar with this.

It was the trace of being burned.

The little girl burst into tears and struggled with all her strength, "You are all bad guys! Bad guys! Let me go!"

The little nurse kept coaxing her to calm her down, but she was very irritable, which was shocking. She had such explosive power at such a young age.

Soon, the nurse gave her a sedative.

After being sedated, before she passed out, she murmured that she was looking for her brother.

Lou Shaotang didn't fast-forward, and the following scenes were still the same.

As soon as the little girl woke up, she cried and looked for her brother. Unless she was given a sedative, she would not calm down at all.

There were bandages on her arms and legs. Lou Shaotang said in a low voice, "I asked Auntie Moran, and she said that these were large burns. Tang Yonghui told her that Tang Ruotian was kidnapped at the beginning. ###, these burns are there. Now that we all know that the so-called kidnapping does not exist, then you can guess what these burns are from."

How the burn came from, you can guess from her crying and saying that she wants to find her brother.

Presumably, after seeing the villa on fire, she wanted to run into the villa to save him.

Gu Yunqing's hands on his thighs were tinged with veins, and his red eyes were staring at the notebook without blinking.

What follows is heartbreaking.

Lou Shaotang looked away, he had already seen it once and didn't want to watch it a second time.

He just learned that the word despair can be expressed in this way from a little girl.

He took another puff of cigarette. When Tang Ruotian committed suicide, he knew these things from Yunqing, and also knew that the person who hypnotized Tang Ruotian was Auntie Moran.

He knew that Aunt Moran had always had the habit of videotaping patients, so he thought of asking her for a copy.

But too much time has passed, and it took a long time to find this video.

After he found it, he watched it, but he was still hesitating whether to show this video to Yun Qing.

In fact, what can I do after seeing it?

Lou Shaotang sighed in his heart, and after knowing from Panpan's mouth that Tang Ruotian's life was very bad, he made up his mind to show this thing to Gu Yunqing.

No matter whether the two of them can be together or not, he wants Gu Yunqing to know that although Tang Ruotian was used by Tang Yonghui back then, she still wanted to do her best to find her when she was young.

If Tang Yonghui hadn't sent someone to forcefully bring her back, he had no doubt that Tang Ruotian would have died in that fire as well.

Time passed quietly, the sky had already darkened, and a large piece of moonlight cast over, cast heavy shadows on Gu Yunqing's face.

Gu Yunqing's face was very pale, the recording was over, and Gu Yunqing's gaze was already on the notebook.

After a while, he said hoarsely: "You show me these, what's the point? Nothing can be changed."

Lou Shaotang said softly: "I also know that nothing can be changed, I just hope you don't hate Tang Ruotian so much anymore. It's not a good feeling to hate someone you love the most."

Hate and love are originally two-sided swords.

Gu Yunqing didn't speak.

But at this moment, Gu Yunqing's phone call broke the silence. Seeing that Gu Yunqing had no intention of answering the phone, Lou Shaotang picked up the phone, and the number was called by Luo Jing.

He frowned, picked up the phone, and his expression changed immediately, "What? Tang Ruotian was brought to the Lan Club by Gu Yunming?"