Policewoman crossing: Abandoned concubine is very happy

Chapter 120 VII I Want to Save You

"Miss Leran, please say something more." Xia Xiaoyu watched Zhu'er go out, and then said softly, "Playing the piano is for yourself, playing your own emotions, joys and sorrows, if you play the piano for others, It also loses the original value of the piano.”

Le Ran heard the words, and looked back at Xia Xiaoyu blankly, as if thinking that what she said made sense, but it was true, but after a long while, she sighed heavily.

"Happy because of his joy, angry because of his anger, sad because of his sorrow, and happy because of his joy." Le Ran said softly, "So, can you still play the piano for yourself?"

Xia Xiaoyu was also stunned, and only sighed: "Miss Leran, she has deep affection for a man who doesn't treat you wholeheartedly, and she still loses everything because of his emotions, so... does it worth?"

"Whether it's worth it or not, it's still hard to get over it." Le Ran replied, her expression still so indifferent, as if she was talking about someone else's application, "I no longer play the piano for myself, and everything is meaningless, just keep doing it mechanically That's all."

Xia Xiaoyu was very helpless, facing Leran, she even had an urge to slap her. Sure enough, Leran had given up on herself now, and fell into an extremely entangled stage, as if what she said was useless, because she herself was also meaningless .

Lose confidence in life, lose confidence in yourself, she said, if it is just a walking dead, no wonder you are so depressed and unhappy all day long.

I also lost my parents, which was the first blow. Later, I found out that the love for Han Jinruo was just like a bubble. I couldn't accept this situation, but I couldn't get rid of it. So, I fell into this situation slowly .

Like a trapped animal, maybe he fought for it at first, but after finding out that the fight was futile, he became in a state of numbness, seemingly mechanically repeating the movements of fighting, but in fact, his heart was already darkened, without any feeling.

"Is it hard to get rid of the water..." Xia Xiaoyu repeated this sentence softly, "If I, whoever spilled it, would not want to take it back, I will go to find if there is any water that can fill this basin. Let him go to cover the water, why bother to struggle."

For Xia Xiaoyu, the love she gave to Chu Li is hard to get back, but she knows how to fill her heart, whether it is with goals, fighting spirit, or other things.For example, Xing'er, Xiaobao, Xiao Taohong, and even, if you want to save Leran, don't let her live in this tangled and lifeless life.

This time, Le Ran didn't speak, and looked at Xia Xiaoyu thoughtfully, as if she was thinking about whether her words were right or not, her expression struggled for a moment, but she quickly returned to her usual cold feeling, and now her heart felt a little worried. Let it sink down like it used to.

Xia Xiaoyu is not in a hurry, for a person like Le Ran who has been in this state for a long time, she doesn't expect to convince her overnight, she can only take it step by step, step by step, fortunately, she has time a lot of.

Even, Xia Xiaoyu had the urge to inquire about Xing'er's whereabouts first, and if Xing'er was safe and sound, she would not go to find Xing'er, and if she could help Le Ran more, she would help Le Ran more.

Xia Xiaoyu felt that after Chu Li's death, the Holy Mother's emotion in her heart seemed to be aroused, and she wanted to help and rescue everyone she saw.It's not entirely limited to Lord Yan's goal of saving nine hundred and ninety-nine people. She feels that she can't accomplish this goal at all.

She just does it by her side, what she can do, what she can save, that's fine.

Well, there is another premise, that is, only if you treat yourself well, if you treat yourself badly, she will not repay you with virtue in a foolish manner.

"Miss Leran, the piano is ready." When neither of them spoke, Zhu'er came in, "In the piano room, when will the girl go?"

"That's it." Le Ran got up slowly, looked at Xia Xiaoyu, hesitated slightly, and then said, "Are you interested in listening to me play the piano?"

"Okay." Xia Xiaoyu nodded, she almost didn't say it, she had this intention, and Le Ran's attitude towards her made her often lose her sense of being a slave.

"Playing the piano for myself, I can't do it, and I can only do it for him." Le Ran suddenly said another sentence, "Otherwise, I won't even be able to play the piano."

"Did you use the piano to express his feelings because of his emotions?" Xia Xiaoyu still shook her head and said softly, "Where is he now? Is it joy? Is it anger? Is it sorrow? Is it joy? Do you know?"

Le Ran's footsteps paused, and after a while, she said in a low voice: "Do you want me to not even be able to play the piano? I used to love playing the piano so much..."

"I just hope that girl, you play the piano for yourself." Xia Xiaoyu said desperately, even though Zhu'er was watching, she still blurted out, "You don't even know where he was born at this time, whether he is happy, angry, sad or happy." I don’t know, is it really worth playing for such a person? In fact, we all know the answer, you are afraid to face it, you are afraid that after losing this layer, you will no longer have other beliefs in life.”

"Yes, I'm afraid." Le Ran turned around suddenly, her expression was filled with anger, "Pearl, stand back, you won't play the piano today."

"Miss Leran..." Zhu'er looked at the two of them in a daze. Didn't she just go to burn incense and then set up the piano? Why did the two of them become like this in a blink of an eye? Miss Leran always There are no turbulent emotions, and now, there are faint signs of delivery.

"Go out." Le Ran repeated in a cold voice, looking at Xia Xiaoyu with a pair of beautiful phoenix eyes, and then said, "What do you want to do? At first, I took pity on you and put you in my yard, thinking I can give you a place to protect you and make your life easier. I also think about you everywhere, now, why do you want to disturb my mood and life?"

"Yes, it was you who protected me, took pity on me, and gave me a chance to live a good life. I hope I can live a good life, and I can feel it." Xia Xiaoyu also said honestly, since Le Ran pretended to be with her She made it clear, so she said it bluntly, "So, I want to repay, I don't want to see you live so listlessly, I don't want to see you accept your fate, no, it's almost like waiting to die, So, I want to give you confidence and give you some of my courage to face life."

Le Ran was dumbfounded, she didn't expect Xia Xiaoyu's explanation to be like this.

"I don't have anything, and I can't repay you. At least in terms of material, I can't give you anything. I believe it won't touch you, girl. The only thing I can help you is spiritually, to change your pathological state." , a life without self and without hope." Xia Xiaoyu said it out of nowhere, "I am just a person who has lost everything, parents, husband, nothing, I can continue to define myself Start a new life, why can't you."

"Do not……"

"Why can't you choose a new way of life and insist on drowning yourself in the grief of losing your parents?" Xia Xiaoyu interrupted Le Ran, who wanted to explain something, and raised her voice, "I can't understand, I don't want to see it either. The thing I hate the most in my life is that a group of women only know how to siege and please a man, and this man is still the kind who hangs around in this yard today and rests in that yard tomorrow. A man who is not dedicated is not worth it!"