marry a foolish concubine

"Don't call me by this name!" An Qixi interrupted Xiao Ya suddenly excitedly and angrily: "Do you think I don't know what this name means? Unfortunately, what is not expected is the meaning of this sinful name! You don't need to use this sinful name to remind me again and again, I am an existence that is not expected by you, you don't want to see me, you don't want me, why did you give birth to me back then? Why didn't you want me when you gave birth? "

"Don't look at me like that! Don't use the most beautiful word in the world to call yourself 'mother'? Are you worthy?" An Qixi sneered and shouted, but tears were streaming down her face.

Xiao Ya's figure flickered and she almost staggered. She looked at the extreme An Qixi in grief, and felt that her heart was about to break. Did her daughter actually look at her like this?Yes, she is not worthy. Over the years, she has not fulfilled the responsibility of being a mother, so what qualifications does she have to ask this child who has suffered so much to accept her?

Even if she has a thousand reasons, but in her daughter's mind, her incompetent mother has left a scar that can never be repaired because of her own fruits, and she can never go back!

"Enough!" Seeing the master's painful look, Bei Tangxian felt his anger rising, and blurted out for a while: "An Qixi, you are too much! Apologize to the master immediately!"

An Qixi's whole body froze, did she go too far?Only at this moment did she truly feel the pain of being alone, helpless and inconsiderate, and the person who gave her this sense of sadness turned out to be her favorite Bei Tangxian!The ice-coldness on An Qixi's face shattered layer by layer, shattered into hideous scars, blood dripping with desperate pain, she shed tears, but she stubbornly refused to speak.

So what if you are not forgiven?Anyway, she and Beitangxian are also going back to the bridge today, and she doesn't need Beitangxian to take care of it.

"I want you to apologize!" Seeing that An Qixi didn't respond, Bei Tangxian took a few steps forward, grabbed An Qixi's arm and pulled her over to face him, but at the moment when he was actually facing him, Bei Tangxian But his heart trembled violently, and the sharp words shattered instantly, leaving only distressed panic: "Xi'er!"

An Qixi looked at Beitangxian expressionlessly, her delicate little face was pale with shining tears, she just looked at Beitangxian so strangely and alienated, she looked at Beitangxian from the bottom of her heart Chilled, chilled, Bei Tangxian couldn't stand An Qixi's strange and cold eyes at this moment, he even panicked, and growled angrily: "An Qixi, don't look at me like that!"

Don't look at me like that, why are your eyes so strange?Do you know how afraid I am of seeing you like that?Your eyes seem to be far away from my soul, Xi'er, the sadness that I see you, the sadness that makes my soul tremble...

"Beitangxian, I just came here today to say goodbye to you. From now on, my affairs have nothing to do with you, and you have no right to control me." An Qixi said indifferently, and indifferently drew her own from Beitangxian's hand. The arm, the indifferent turn, everything, turned into indifference.

Beitangxian's face turned pale and colorless!

"Farewell? Where are you going? Who allowed you to go? Why has nothing to do with me? An Qixi, you are my wife!" Bei Tangxian roared furiously, his fists were clenched by his side, and his eyes Almost crying blood.

Her indifferent to cruel appearance really made Beitang Xian confused. He had never felt flustered and short of breath. The confusion and panic made Bei Tangxian unable to calm down at all. He was so depressed that he forgot everything and only knew that He wants to save An Qixi, and if he can't let go, he won't let go even if he dies!

"From the day you betrayed me and our oath, we have nothing to do with each other anymore, Bei Tangxian, we are not children anymore, and we have to pay for our mistakes." An Qixi calmly seemed to be a private person. , finished speaking indifferently, no longer looked at anyone, turned around and was about to leave.

This place made her feel too much sadness and despair, if she didn't leave, it would hurt her even to breathe.

"Don't go!" Watching her leaving footsteps, Bei Tangxian grabbed her viciously with red eyes, but looking at her impatient eyes, Bei Tangxian spoke incoherently like never before: "An Qixi, there is no betrayal, I just, I thought we were... brothers and sisters, that's why I did those things, but now it proves that we are not, so we don't have to separate."

"Why didn't you tell me what you guessed at that time? Bei Tangxian, this only proves that you don't trust me enough, and I can't be the woman you talk about everything. If you think it's not enough, you will start hurting me without any scruples." Me, do you know how painful and desperate I was at that time? Can't you see? My waiting and anticipation, what did you give me? A complete blow and separation, Bei Tangxian, have you ever thought about, If at that time I couldn't think about it and died, what qualifications and face do you have today to say that we can be together?" An Qixi mercilessly accused him of being extreme.

Every time Bei Tangxian heard a sentence, his face became ugly, and in the end it turned out to be ashen, but his hand was still firmly grasping the corner of An Qixi's clothes, and the pained expression on his resolute face was undisguised.

"Xi'er, give me time, and I'll tell you everything. Can you understand me? I was really helpless at the time..." Bei Tangxian looked at An Qixi almost pleadingly.

"But why can't you also understand me? When you yelled at me because of this woman, did you ever wonder if I would feel sad and flustered? When you defended this woman and asked me to apologize, Have you ever thought about all the hardships I have experienced in the past? To whom should I tell my resentment and grievances? If you want me to understand you, how much do you understand me? You can’t even do it, so why ask me? Do it?" An Qixi screamed and asked Bei Tangxian angrily, pointing at Xiao Ya.

It's not that she is heartless, it's just that she has been a child who has been abandoned for too long, she is too lonely, she is too lonely, she is too scared, she really has no sense of security, no matter how good a woman is, there are many, but in her heart , Xiao Ya is just a stranger, a woman who is so strange that she is unwilling to resent, but can't help but resent for what happened to her, but the man she loves most attacks her when she is most vulnerable and helpless. "Don't call me by this name!" An Qixi interrupted Xiao Ya suddenly excitedly and angrily: "Do you think I don't know what this name means? Unfortunately, what is not expected is the meaning of this sinful name! You don't need to use this sinful name to remind me again and again, I am an existence that is not expected by you, you don't want to see me, you don't want me, why did you give birth to me back then? Why didn't you want me when you gave birth? "

"Don't look at me like that! Don't use the most beautiful word in the world to call yourself 'mother'? Are you worthy?" An Qixi sneered and shouted, but tears were streaming down her face.

Xiao Ya's figure flickered and she almost staggered. She looked at the extreme An Qixi in grief, and felt that her heart was about to break. Did her daughter actually look at her like this?Yes, she is not worthy. Over the years, she has not fulfilled the responsibility of being a mother, so what qualifications does she have to ask this child who has suffered so much to accept her?

Even if she has a thousand reasons, but in her daughter's mind, her incompetent mother has left a scar that can never be repaired because of her own fruits, and she can never go back!

"Enough!" Seeing the master's painful look, Bei Tangxian felt his anger rising, and blurted out for a while: "An Qixi, you are too much! Apologize to the master immediately!"

An Qixi's whole body froze, did she go too far?Only at this moment did she truly feel the pain of being alone, helpless and inconsiderate, and the person who gave her this sense of sadness turned out to be her favorite Bei Tangxian!The ice-coldness on An Qixi's face shattered layer by layer, shattered into hideous scars, blood dripping with desperate pain, she shed tears, but she stubbornly refused to speak.

So what if you are not forgiven?Anyway, she and Beitangxian are also going back to the bridge today, and she doesn't need Beitangxian to take care of it.

"I want you to apologize!" Seeing that An Qixi didn't respond, Bei Tangxian took a few steps forward, grabbed An Qixi's arm and pulled her over to face him, but at the moment when he was actually facing him, Bei Tangxian But his heart trembled violently, and the sharp words shattered instantly, leaving only distressed panic: "Xi'er!"

An Qixi looked at Beitangxian expressionlessly, her delicate little face was pale with shining tears, she just looked at Beitangxian so strangely and alienated, she looked at Beitangxian from the bottom of her heart Chilled, chilled, Bei Tangxian couldn't stand An Qixi's strange and cold eyes at this moment, he even panicked, and growled angrily: "An Qixi, don't look at me like that!"

Don't look at me like that, why are your eyes so strange?Do you know how afraid I am of seeing you like that?Your eyes seem to be far away from my soul, Xi'er, the sadness that I see you, the sadness that makes my soul tremble...

"Beitangxian, I just came here today to say goodbye to you. From now on, my affairs have nothing to do with you, and you have no right to control me." An Qixi said indifferently, and indifferently drew her own from Beitangxian's hand. The arm, the indifferent turn, everything, turned into indifference.

Beitangxian's face turned pale and colorless!

"Farewell? Where are you going? Who allowed you to go? Why has nothing to do with me? An Qixi, you are my wife!" Bei Tangxian roared furiously, his fists were clenched by his side, and his eyes Almost crying blood.

Her indifferent to cruel appearance really made Beitang Xian confused. He had never felt flustered and short of breath. The confusion and panic made Bei Tangxian unable to calm down at all. He was so depressed that he forgot everything and only knew that He wants to save An Qixi, and if he can't let go, he won't let go even if he dies!

"From the day you betrayed me and our oath, we have nothing to do with each other anymore, Bei Tangxian, we are not children anymore, and we have to pay for our mistakes." An Qixi calmly seemed to be a private person. , finished speaking indifferently, no longer looked at anyone, turned around and was about to leave.

This place made her feel too much sadness and despair, if she didn't leave, it would hurt her even to breathe.

"Don't go!" Watching her leaving footsteps, Bei Tangxian grabbed her viciously with red eyes, but looking at her impatient eyes, Bei Tangxian spoke incoherently like never before: "An Qixi, there is no betrayal, I just, I thought we were... brothers and sisters, that's why I did those things, but now it proves that we are not, so we don't have to separate."

"Why didn't you tell me what you guessed at that time? Bei Tangxian, this only proves that you don't trust me enough, and I can't be the woman you talk about everything. If you think it's not enough, you will start hurting me without any scruples." Me, do you know how painful and desperate I was at that time? Can't you see? My waiting and anticipation, what did you give me? A complete blow and separation, Bei Tangxian, have you ever thought about, If at that time I couldn't think about it and died, what qualifications and face do you have today to say that we can be together?" An Qixi mercilessly accused him of being extreme.

Every time Bei Tangxian heard a sentence, his face became ugly, and in the end it turned out to be ashen, but his hand was still firmly grasping the corner of An Qixi's clothes, and the pained expression on his resolute face was undisguised.

"Xi'er, give me time, and I'll tell you everything. Can you understand me? I was really helpless at the time..." Bei Tangxian looked at An Qixi almost pleadingly.

"But why can't you also understand me? When you yelled at me because of this woman, did you ever wonder if I would feel sad and flustered? When you defended this woman and asked me to apologize, Have you ever thought about all the hardships I have experienced in the past? To whom should I tell my resentment and grievances? If you want me to understand you, how much do you understand me? You can’t even do it, so why ask me? Do it?" An Qixi screamed and asked Bei Tangxian angrily, pointing at Xiao Ya.

It's not that she is heartless, it's just that she has been a child who has been abandoned for too long, she is too lonely, she is too lonely, she is too scared, she really has no sense of security, no matter how good a woman is, there are many, but in her heart , Xiao Ya is just a stranger, a woman who is so strange that she is unwilling to resent, but can't help but resent for what happened to her, but the man she loves most attacks her when she is most vulnerable and helpless.