"If you really want to talk about it, maybe I was wrong about this matter." She smiled bitterly in a low voice, "I was so infatuated with him back then that I lost all reason. Grandpa bestowed a marriage on him, and Yi Ningxiu, who never liked me, But I agreed, I was so happy that I married him without even thinking about it." She glanced at Xu Zui and shook her head, "Later he told me that he married me only because Su Qingqing refused at the beginning It's just revenge for her. If it weren't for me, Qingqing would have married a long time ago after returning from school after a year. "

Xu Zui stretched out his hand and patted her on the head, looking at her with hatred: "Silly girl, what are you talking about, they are the ones who did the wrong thing, what does it have to do with you? Qingqing, even your life's happiness has been sacrificed, this kind of man is so selfish, why are you blaming yourself? Su Qingqing herself rejected Yi Ningxiu, she went abroad for a year, why should others waste time waiting for her? She thought What is yourself? What do you want?"

Su Qian smiled and shook her head: "I don't blame myself. I just regret, regret falling in love with him."

Regret falling in love with a man who can't even see his own heart clearly, causing himself to fall into such a miserable situation in his life.

In the past, he might still be able to say to himself that he has never regretted falling in love with Yi Ningxiu, but now, this sentence is no longer true.

She really regretted it.

Her life became a mess because of that man, and in the end, there was nothing left.

She can't predict what the past would be like without Yi Ningxiu, but what she can be sure of is that it will never be worse than the present, and even her own life cannot be guaranteed.

Seeing the smile on her face, Xu Zui felt inexplicably distressed. The injury her good friend had suffered in the past may be much deeper than she imagined. The wound was still bloody and rotten after five years.

"Do you still love him?" She took her hand and asked in a low voice.

Su Qianqian looked away from the outside, looked at Xu Zui's face, and smiled lightly: "Loving him may be a habit that I will never be able to quit in my life. I used to want to find someone at random, Falling in love, getting married, having children, forgetting the past, and starting over..." She paused and sighed, "But I know, this is impossible. There is no past that can be returned, and there is no past that cannot be forgotten. love."

Her love is a scar carved into the bone marrow, life never dies, love never stops.

If he could be forgotten so easily, it would have been impossible to love him to death back then.

"Xu Zui, I have never hated someone so much in my life, but I will never love someone that much again."

Xu Zui stared at her pale face, Su Qianqian's eyes were so helpless, she couldn't speak to blame her, how lucky was the person she fell in love with, why didn't that person know how to cherish?

She held her hand tightly, and said in a helpless voice, "Qianqian...you fool."

Su Qianqian chuckled at her: "You too, Xu Zui."

Xu Zui shook his head: "How could I do what you do."

"It's just that it hasn't reached that point yet." Su Qian smiled, "When you reach my level, you will also..."

Before she could finish her sentence, the door was suddenly pushed open, and Mo Ling rushed in yelling, "Qianqian, I heard you were hospitalized again...uh..."

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