Sworn not to be a wife: the arrest of the young wife around the world
Chapter 3775 【3775】Let go of all that
Moran looked down at the little finger of her left hand, but did not continue after all.
"Not to mention anything else, just the number of times you hit me, do you know how many times?"
"..."
"A thousand times, ten thousand times? Have you counted them?" She looked at him lightly.
"Every time you treat me like that, I think, why don't you beat me to death once, and I don't have to worry about it every day when I die. Do you know what I live every day? Fear, humbleness, a little bit When the wind blows, I will tremble with fear. Every time I hear the sound of a car, I am afraid that you are back. When I hear the servant say that you are back, I wish I could disappear completely. You know what supported me to resist Is this yours?"
Qi Ruigang's stomach churned, and he felt like he was going to vomit.
"Stop talking..." he said with difficulty.
Moran's bright eyes looked into his eyes: "It's death! It's death that has been supporting me! I've been preparing to die, I think I'm going to die, what am I afraid of. Until now, I still I need this belief to support me. Now I finally see a little hope, and feel that I am living upright. If I marry you, I am afraid that I will continue to support myself with such a decisive belief. Qi Ruigang, tell me, who would Is it okay to prepare for death every second? That is really tiring. If I live so tired, I might as well die..."
"do not talk--"
Qi Ruigang stood up abruptly, stepped forward and hugged her body tightly.
"Molan, please don't say it... I know I'm sorry for you, I was wrong, I really know I was wrong..."
Moran was held in his arms, motionless.
Soon, she felt a cold liquid on her shoulder.
Qi Ruigang buried his head in her shoulder, and said sullenly: "I swear I will never hurt you again, I really won't. Moran, don't do this, I would rather you hit me, scold me, or kill me I, I don't want you to live like this either. I really don't know that you will live so tired. "
Moran lowered his eyes slightly: "Actually, I'm used to it."
Qi Ruigang's body froze, he slowly let go of her, knelt down and picked up her skirt.
Then help her dress carefully.
Pushing aside the bangs on her forehead, Qi Ruigang said with deep eyes: "I know I'm selfish in saying this, but I still want to say it. Forget about the past, don't think about it anymore. I don't want you to live in those In pain... Also, I will find you a psychiatrist tomorrow, and he will help you let go of the pain."
Moran's eyes flickered: "Do you think I'm sick?"
"You're not sick, I just hope you can live a little easier."
"Since I'm not sick, there's no need to see a psychiatrist!"
Qi Ruigang held her shoulder tightly, and said seriously: "Don't you want to let go of all that? Not for anyone, but for yourself!"
"If you let me and Evan go, I will naturally let go of everything."
"really?"
"certainly……"
"Look into my eyes!" Qi Rui just increased the volume, "Can you really let go? Even if I set you free, even if you can lead Evan to live the life you want, can you let go?"
Moran's emotions suddenly became a little excited: "I can!"
"You lied! I also let you go free. When you lived alone with Evan, you never thought about everything in the past?"
"Not to mention anything else, just the number of times you hit me, do you know how many times?"
"..."
"A thousand times, ten thousand times? Have you counted them?" She looked at him lightly.
"Every time you treat me like that, I think, why don't you beat me to death once, and I don't have to worry about it every day when I die. Do you know what I live every day? Fear, humbleness, a little bit When the wind blows, I will tremble with fear. Every time I hear the sound of a car, I am afraid that you are back. When I hear the servant say that you are back, I wish I could disappear completely. You know what supported me to resist Is this yours?"
Qi Ruigang's stomach churned, and he felt like he was going to vomit.
"Stop talking..." he said with difficulty.
Moran's bright eyes looked into his eyes: "It's death! It's death that has been supporting me! I've been preparing to die, I think I'm going to die, what am I afraid of. Until now, I still I need this belief to support me. Now I finally see a little hope, and feel that I am living upright. If I marry you, I am afraid that I will continue to support myself with such a decisive belief. Qi Ruigang, tell me, who would Is it okay to prepare for death every second? That is really tiring. If I live so tired, I might as well die..."
"do not talk--"
Qi Ruigang stood up abruptly, stepped forward and hugged her body tightly.
"Molan, please don't say it... I know I'm sorry for you, I was wrong, I really know I was wrong..."
Moran was held in his arms, motionless.
Soon, she felt a cold liquid on her shoulder.
Qi Ruigang buried his head in her shoulder, and said sullenly: "I swear I will never hurt you again, I really won't. Moran, don't do this, I would rather you hit me, scold me, or kill me I, I don't want you to live like this either. I really don't know that you will live so tired. "
Moran lowered his eyes slightly: "Actually, I'm used to it."
Qi Ruigang's body froze, he slowly let go of her, knelt down and picked up her skirt.
Then help her dress carefully.
Pushing aside the bangs on her forehead, Qi Ruigang said with deep eyes: "I know I'm selfish in saying this, but I still want to say it. Forget about the past, don't think about it anymore. I don't want you to live in those In pain... Also, I will find you a psychiatrist tomorrow, and he will help you let go of the pain."
Moran's eyes flickered: "Do you think I'm sick?"
"You're not sick, I just hope you can live a little easier."
"Since I'm not sick, there's no need to see a psychiatrist!"
Qi Ruigang held her shoulder tightly, and said seriously: "Don't you want to let go of all that? Not for anyone, but for yourself!"
"If you let me and Evan go, I will naturally let go of everything."
"really?"
"certainly……"
"Look into my eyes!" Qi Rui just increased the volume, "Can you really let go? Even if I set you free, even if you can lead Evan to live the life you want, can you let go?"
Moran's emotions suddenly became a little excited: "I can!"
"You lied! I also let you go free. When you lived alone with Evan, you never thought about everything in the past?"
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