love is inevitable

"Zhang Ju, this wine... Is there something wrong with this wine?" My head was heavy, my body sank unconsciously, I wanted to raise my head, but I felt my body fall on the table little by little, I told myself silently, Hold on, hold on, but the body that had just been propped up lost its balance again and quickly fell down on the chair.

Suddenly, a big hand reached out to me, quickly climbed up to my waist, pulled me hard, and pulled me into his arms.

I looked up and saw that the figure in front of me was already blurred, and I couldn't tell if it was a dream or real.

I feel my body being slowly surrounded, my body is tightly attached to that person's body, the chest is pressed against a solid piece, and there is a hard and powerful arm on the back, hugging him tightly. Me, the tip of my nose is a faint strange fragrance, which immediately makes my heart panic.

Xia Haoyu doesn't smell like this, I know, he has been covered with the smell of green tea-flavored soap in the bathroom recently, which is quite different from this smell, but why is he hugging me so tightly?

"Let go..." I snorted softly, feeling my body being gently hugged and moving slowly, my steps unconsciously followed his steps forward, I didn't want to move, almost I was dragged away by him, he was so careful when he dragged me, this kind of care reminded me of Xia Haoyu again.

"Brother Yu..." I couldn't help shouting out, I just felt a little bit startled by the arm that hugged me, and slowly moved down, until my body was lying on the soft sofa, I felt a slight pain in my heart. stability.

"Duoduo..." A voice stopped me, I slightly surveyed my face, but the figure in my eyes was still blurred, he knelt on one knee on the side of the sofa, his eyes looked at me deeply, let me Feel a little sick.

"Duoduo, tell me who I am..." There was a trace of temptation in his voice, but this voice was a bit different from Xia Haoyu's. Xia Haoyu ordered me habitually, and rarely spoke to me so gently.

I shook my head and responded.

"Duoduo, I'm sorry, I know it's wrong for you, but I... really can't control myself." The figure beside the sofa slowly stood up, bent down to look at me, suddenly, one of his The hand unbuttoned my clothes and reached into my clothes.

"Ah!" I panicked and wanted to stand up, but my body was so heavy that I couldn't stand up at all. The hand stretched out to my chest like a snake, and stroked it vigorously.

"Don't..." I cried out in horror, but found that my body was getting hotter and hotter, and the heat in my lower abdomen was getting stronger and stronger. I was a little scared, and the fire was burning my will little by little, making me unconscious shrank his body.

"Duoduo..." That face suddenly stuck in front of me, I took a closer look, and my mind instantly cleared up, this...isn't this Zhang Youze and who is it?

"Zhang Youze..." I felt a hint of hoarseness in my voice, like a woman in courtship, the fire burned me little by little, making me unconsciously want to grab Zhang Youze's body.

"Duoduo... I got to know you first...I admit, I was really... testing you before, but Duoduo, it's been four months, I thought I could fool myself, but I couldn't... "Zhang Youze's face was only a few centimeters away from mine, his eyes looked at me affectionately, and in the next second, they were printed on my mouth...

"Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..." but the sofa is so big that I can't move at all.

"Duoduo, I really like you... For so many years, I have never told anyone about my life experience or my truest feelings in my heart, but in front of you, I really want to be the truest me, Xia Haoyu Why should I get you? His hands are full of blood, he doesn't deserve to be with a pure girl like you... Dodo, will you please give me?"

Zhang Youze kissed my cheek while speaking the words in his heart, but for me, I really don't want to, my heart has been given to one person, and there is no way to care about other people...

"A lot..."

"Don't...Zhang Youze, I beg you...don't..." I pushed Zhang Youze's body hard, but he pressed tightly against my body, his kiss fell on my lips, my face, On my neck, pieces fell rapidly, I seemed to hear his rapid breathing, I knew I couldn't resist, I only had one way to go...

So, I let go of the hands that resisted Zhang Youze, and lay quietly on the sofa without any resistance. I never thought that the man I trusted would be like this, never doubted, never.

My clothes were lifted layer by layer by Zhang Youze, his lips fell on my waist, moving slowly, his fingers stayed on my waist, and finally took off my pants...

My tears burst at this moment, his lips fell on my waist, I gritted my teeth silently, finally couldn't hold back, and opened my mouth: "Zhang Youze, you can have me, but... I I will absolutely hate you forever."

If you really want me, I think, I will never stay in this world, never!

Zhang Youze's lips were attached to my waist, his lips were tightly attached to my skin, his movements did not continue, he just stuck to it quietly, my tears were also left drop by drop, but the words Words could not be spoken.

"Duoduo, I..." Zhang Youze moved from my waist to in front of me, his hand gently stroked my face, and slowly wiped my cheek with his cuff, I heard him say: "It's me I'm sorry, I was too impulsive..."

"I want to leave..." I raised my sore arm and wanted to get up from the sofa, but I was too tired, and the heat in my lower abdomen was still swaying. I was afraid that if I stayed any longer, I would not be able to bear it. hold him down...

"If you go back now, there will definitely be some clues. I'm sorry... I... I'll take you back to my place... Don't worry, I won't take you..." Zhang Youze gently hugged me, and I , I was hot all over but couldn't move, I didn't know what to do?

Are you calling Xia Haoyu?If he knew what I am like now, he would definitely fight Zhang Youze desperately, or... find Wei Liang, find someone else?No matter who you look for, there's no guarantee that Xia Haoyu won't know about it...

"Thank you..." I whispered, thank you for not taking advantage of me, thank you for helping me think of this, but I'm sorry, if you don't love me, you just don't love me.

It was dark in front of my eyes, Zhang Youze covered my face with his coat, and walked out of the Sichuan restaurant with me in his arms. He treated me so carefully, until he arrived at the downstairs of his house, he was still so Be careful.

I hate myself, I hate myself for almost failing to protect myself, I hate me for almost getting Xia Haoyu into trouble again, but I don't hate Zhang Youze, after all, he didn't want me.

We didn't talk all the way. When Zhang Youze put me on the bed, I still didn't have any reaction. The flames in my body burned me so badly that I knew that this medicine must be taken, but no, I can't let it go. Xia Haoyu knew about this...

The footsteps in the bedroom were getting farther and farther away. I opened my eyes and found that the whole room was bright. It turned out that I hadn't entered hell, and the world was still bright white.

The sound of "squeaking" water flowed into my ears, and there was the sound of footsteps outside the door. I closed my eyes and bit my lip, only to find that the flames had already soaked my clothes...

"I'll carry you over...soak it in warm water." Zhang Youze asked softly while standing by the window.

I opened my eyes and took a look at him, only to find that he looked haggard in front of me. Water droplets fell from the ends of his hair and landed on the bed sheet, making a small smudge into one piece, which made me feel a burst of pain in my heart. , Restlessness.

"No, you avoid it first, I can go over by myself..." I turned my head away, not daring to look at him again.

"Duoduo..." Zhang Youze called my name, "I... don't want to do this."

"You dodge first, I'll pass right away." My voice was extremely cold, and I heard his footsteps walking out of the door, and added: "If you didn't stop, I might choose to die..."

Zhang Youze's back was startled suddenly, and he quickly walked out of the bedroom. I heard a loud closing sound outside the door, and then the room returned to calm.

Zhang Youze left, but he didn't stay. I carefully got down from the bed, walked to the bathroom, slowly took off my clothes, and walked into the bathtub...

This is a secret that I must keep until I die. I can't tell Xia Haoyu, absolutely not, but my heart really hurts... Zhang Youze's words are turning back and forth in my mind.

The murderer, the murderer, the police, all of these make me feel like there is a time bomb beside me, which may blow us to pieces at any time.

I don't know why I felt so dazed that week, I shouldn't have asked Xia Haoyu, something must have happened, Zhang Youze is not kidding me anymore, I believe he wouldn't if it really didn't happen Made it up randomly, but Xia Haoyu, what did he do without telling me?

After getting dressed, I walked out the door, raised my eyes, and saw the clothes on the sofa. I lifted my feet and walked in, and saw new underwear, socks and shoes. There was a note on the clothes. Looking down, his chest suddenly seemed to be stuffed with a ball of cotton, which was very uncomfortable.

"There are traces of tearing on the clothes. It is recommended to change them. After taking a bath, the body will feel weak. Leave after 10 minutes. There are mouthwash and some things on the table. Don't embarrass yourself. Also, if the word "sorry" is in the You still have a little place here, please allow me to say sorry, Zhang Youze."

I silently glanced at the things on the sofa, but the phone rang at this moment, and when I saw the words "Ruffian Xia" on the screen, my nose felt sore.

"Hello." I controlled my tone, trying not to hear anything unusual in my voice.

"Where did you go, Lin Duoduo? Did you forget that we are going to the movies tonight? Where are you now? Come to me quickly, or you will die!"

Xia Haoyu began to speak ferociously, and there was Lin Kejia's voice next to him: "Brother-in-law, I have already said that my sister is a pig brain, what is a pig brain, a pig brain... Hehe, brother-in-law, when I don't know anything I didn't say anything, I didn't say anything..."

"Lin Duoduo, come here quickly, we'll wait for you." Xia Haoyu said, controlling his tone.

"I see, I'll go right away."

But Xia Haoyu didn't tell me that there were other people besides the three of us.