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In order to resolve my dissatisfaction with desire, I ordered adult products on the Internet.

Ridiculous, right?I am a woman with a husband, but I have to rely on these mechanical tools to satisfy my physical desires.

It can only be said that the current products are really diverse, there are only things you can't think of, and there is nothing you can't buy.

I bought it through a website, and I was pleasantly surprised for a while after receiving that delicate little thing.

It is made of light pink transparent gelatin, it can rotate, expand and contract, and can also be heated. Hehe, I thought this thing was very interesting at the time. not bad.

Then when I, Deng Wenliang, was not at home, in the dead of night, I took out this little thing and played with it in the bedroom by myself, letting it meet the unspeakable needs of my emptiness and lack of desire and soul.

However, although this little thing can bring me a moment of joy, after using it, I feel a greater emptiness in my heart.

After each use, I wrap it in paper and hide it tightly, because I have a teenage daughter at home, I don’t want my daughter to find out that I use this kind of thing, and get a bad reputation .

I didn't dare to let Deng Wenliang find out, I was afraid that he would show that contemptuous and mocking face when he saw it. For some reason, I always have an inferiority complex in front of him that cannot be concealed. Excellent type, when our married life was still sweet, my feeling of inferiority was not very obvious, but since he had a lover outside and gradually neglected me, my feeling of inferiority from the bottom of my heart began to take root again.

I don't know where this inferiority complex comes from, it may come from my growing environment, or it may come from acquired encounters.

Not long after that was Christmas. On Christmas night, my daughter Tongtong was invited by her good friend. A group of classmates held a small Christmas party at Tongtong’s friend’s house. This traditional western festival is popular among children. There is a different kind of fairy tale romance in their hearts, and the arrival of Christmas every year is no different from a carnival for them.

The children's world is always so sunny and colorful, but I can only envy it in vain, because I myself had a poor and unhappy childhood.

So now, I readily agree with my daughter to go to this wonderful Christmas party. I hope that her youth will be full of romance without any regrets. This is the only thing I can do for my child.

That night, Deng Wenliang originally said he would go home to accompany me, but he didn't come back in the end. He called halfway and said that he couldn't come back because of something.

I didn't say anything. To him, I never forced anything. In fact, during that time, I was also at a loss, not knowing what to do next.

I went out by myself that night, put on my apricot yellow wool coat and calfskin boots, and put on a beanie. I had dyed my hair, a darker chestnut, and now it was long It looks beautiful when draped over the shoulders.

I was walking aimlessly on the street, and I found that there are so many people on Christmas Day, people who buy flowers and gifts are filled with flower shops and gift shops, even the bus is overcrowded, and the main road is even more crowded. It was blocked.

I didn't take a car either, so I just walked forward aimlessly, and finally stopped under the window of a gift shop.