we are bad boys

I listened to the conversation between Brother Xu and Li Meng, I was stunned for a moment, reflected for a long time, frowned and asked: "That old Zhang??"

"Just make you lamb chops?!" Brother Xu paused, looked at me and replied.

"He?? Chemotherapy??!" I paused for a long time again, and asked in amazement.

"Well, four months ago, my daughter-in-law was diagnosed with esophageal cancer. Two months ago, Lao Zhang was taking care of his daughter-in-law. She often coughed, and then coughed up blood! Check for lung cancer!!" Li Meng sighed, babbled, and said slowly.

"He has cancer???" My tone became a little more serious.

"What's wrong with him? Isn't he an ordinary person too!!" Brother Xu wiped his hands with a tissue, lifted the cup again, and said to me, "Take a whole mouthful!"

I picked up the wine glass numbly, bumped into the two of them, and then did it.

"Fei, man, don't talk about life and death lightly. You think you are young and still have a long way to go in life. In fact, if you think about it carefully, you really don't have much time. Maybe in a blink of an eye, you will be there. At the end, I really can’t figure it out, you’re looking at me, when you met me, I was in my 20s, I was in great shape, and it’s like playing with a half-box of beer by myself, now you’re looking at me, and my stomach is full Wrinkles are getting more and more day by day. Your sister-in-law set up a hospital VIP for me and Li Meng, hehe, I saved a [-] regular physical examination card and let us go every day. Every time, I feel very disgusted. Mengzi scolded his mother directly, but we didn’t go there that time? If I say, I’m trying to perfuse your sister-in-law, but is it necessary for Mengzi?? Let me tell you, he’s just scared!! Fear of this kind of life every day really gave him the whole Terminally ill!!" Brother Xu's face was slightly rosy, and he said as if chatting.

"Get out, I'm not scared, I can live to be a hundred years old!" Li Meng was a little unhappy.

"Well, the people in your family have a long lifespan, and it takes a thousand years to be considered an adult! Hehe!" Brother Xu bared his teeth and scolded.

"I don't care about you!" Li Mengkuang rolled his eyes.

Listening to Brother Xu's words, I asked, "Did you buy this bath for Lao Zhang?"

"No, I'll give the money, but he doesn't want it, so I'll lend him 15 yuan to rent out this bath. Hey, he was at our house when you were here. You forgot, the one who delivered wine on three wheels!! "Brother Xu said something to me.

"...The one who gave the wine??" I recalled a figure, and I was stunned.

"Yes, that's him!"

"How did you make it like this?? It looks like sixty now!"

"It was built during this time, it used to be pretty clean!!" Li Meng checked.

"Fei, do you think it's difficult for him? If I don't say I will help him, he and his wife will not be able to take care of each other before they die!! But do you think he looks like someone with cancer?" Brother Xu He put a cigarette in my mouth, lit it for me, and continued to ask.

"...Brother, my situation is different from his. He is facing life and death. It is the same, so he can be calm! But I...!" I took a puff of cigarette, looked down at the table and said One sentence.

"Want to talk about regrets? About guilt??" Brother Xu looked at me with an inexplicable gleam in his eyes, and asked plainly.

"Shh!"

I looked up at him.

"Fei, do you know? Brother, when you were younger than you, you should have become a father... If... the child was born at that time, he is more than ten years old now...!" Brother Xu was silent After a long time, he sighed, picked up the glass again, and said slowly, "Fuck, I haven't mentioned it in so many years, come on, my third brother, let's make a glass!"

I looked at Brother Xu in a daze, then at Li Meng who was pouring the wine, and asked, "Why didn't you give birth?"

Li Meng's palms trembled for a moment. Hearing my question, Brother Xu paused for a moment, raised his glass abruptly, and took a gulp. Then he stood up suddenly, turned around, staggered a little, and patted my shoulder. Gritting his teeth, he said, "I'm going to the bathroom!"

I looked at him and seemed to guess something...

"Did you say it's easy to be a brother? In order to heal your wounds, I opened my scars. Come on, don't think about jb, drink, drink to death!" Li Meng let out a long breath, and handed the wine glass to me .

I drank the wine and didn't ask any more questions. Brother Xu came back after going out for 10 minutes. It was no different from when he left. The only difference was that his eyes were a little red. When he came back, he smiled and asked, "Fuck, shit, you The two are not short!"

"Come on, how does the fish and chicken taste?!" Lao Zhang came over with two large iron pots and put them on the table.

I picked up my chopsticks and sang, nodded fiercely and said, "Sweet, sweet, bitter, spicy, all of them are there!!"

"Man, this is what it's like to live!" Brother Xu nodded.

"You two are so sour!! Fuck!" Li Meng cursed vulgarly, took a piece of chicken, gnawed it, and greeted Lao Zhang: "Okay, don't worry about it, sit down and have a bite! "

"Forget it, eat some food!" I looked at Lao Zhang who didn't look like him at all, and said something.

"Hehe, I won't get better if I don't drink the disease. What are you afraid of? Come, give me some white food!" Lao Zhang waved his hand indifferently, and sat down to eat with us.

At this time, the table was a little strange. I was in my 20s, Brother Xu was in his 30s, Li Meng was in his 50s, and Lao Zhang was in his [-]s. Four generations and four different lives, it’s pretty cool to be able to sit on the same table and drink. interesting.

Everyone is out of control, the beer is white, but I can greet you vigorously. I have the title of alcoholic. Master Xu is not drunk for a thousand cups. I have never seen him too much. Li Meng usually drinks adulterated wine. But it was completely white when it came up, and it was obviously a wine barrel.

For the four of us, today's meal can at least save a small winery.

At eight o'clock in the morning, the sun had completely risen. I was lazily basking in the sun and looking up at the sky with my eyes closed. Brother Xu had a drink and kept wiping the sweat running down his face with a towel. He asked me: "You came to me, it's just a decision?"

"Yeah!" I was silent for a long time, then nodded resolutely.

"Are you willing?" Li Meng looked at me and asked with straight eyes.

"I'm extremely bored, I can't say I'm reluctant!" I said slowly.

"What's wrong with the people below?? Is there any arrangement??" Brother Xu asked again.

"I didn't think about making arrangements. I have my own way. I've made up my mind, and I'm still in charge of other people's chores!" I said again.

"Well, that's fine!" Brother Xu nodded in agreement.

"Brother, up to today, have you ever had the feeling of seeing the future at a glance..." I didn't know what I was thinking, and suddenly turned to look at Brother Xu and asked.

He was stunned for a moment, paused for a long time, met Li Meng, and said with a smile: "Have you seen it? What we can see, Brother Fei can also see it now!"