My romantic roommate with a long-legged stewardess

Chapter 418 I'm a Bad Girl

Seeing Shu Xin let out such a long sigh at this time, and since I came in, I have always felt that she has a faint sad look on her face. To be honest, I am really not very comfortable in my heart, and I am also very upset. Small waves and twists.

So, I calmed down my emotions at this moment, then stood there, took another look at the beautiful ribbon on her head, and said resentfully: "What did you just say, You moved in yesterday?'

At this time, Shu Xin sat down on her large and comfortable bed with a look of worry, then she glanced at me with a hint of sadness in her eyes and said: "Yes, I just moved here yesterday. "

In fact, when I entered the room just now, I saw that this girl was so fresh and comfortable. I really forgot to ask her a lot of questions, so I remembered it at this moment, and asked in a flat tone: " Isn't the small courtyard of your house quite peaceful? And in such a big city, it's really nice to have such a small courtyard. "

At this time, Shu Xin looked at me calmly, and then asked back: "Do you like it there?"

I sneered and said: "Well, I think that at night, although the small courtyard of your house hidden in the deep alley is a little eerie and eerie, it is so quiet, so quiet, and it is full of people. A place of self-cultivation."

At this time, Shu Xin sighed weakly and said: "But I can't live in that place now, and I won't be able to live in the future. I can't go back in this lifetime."

Hearing this, I didn't quite believe what Shu Xin said at first, and felt that she was lying to me at this moment, so I laughed and said, "Who are you lying to, didn't you have a good life a few days ago?" , what the hell is going on here?"

At this time, Shu Xin sighed in a low voice with some sorrow: "Oh, it's hard to say."

After she finished speaking, she lowered her head a little sadly, and remained silent.

Seeing this, I knew that something must have happened in the past few days, and it was very likely to be a major event. Otherwise, this Shu Xin would not have such a sad and resentful look, a very Looks sluggish.

So, I pulled a stool and sat down opposite Shu Xin, and then asked her in a soft and rainy voice: "What happened these few days? I saw you when I entered the room just now. The look of sluggishness, the look of a touch of sadness, did something happen?"

At this time, Shu Xin didn't look at me directly, but gritted her teeth with her mouth sullen, and then tears rolled in her eyes, and then two bean-sized teardrops fell straight down.

Seeing that this girl, who was only a few months old after she was released from the prison, was so sad that she was in tears, I hurriedly comforted her and said, "What's the matter? What happened? Is it? You are so anxious."

In fact, when I saw her like this at this time, I also felt a little distressed and anxious, and I also felt that Shu Xin was really sad, she seemed to have a lot of thoughts.

At this moment, Shu Xin raised her hazy eyes, glanced at me, and sobbed softly: "He's gone."

"What?" I couldn't believe my ears at first, but when I heard what Shu Xin said, I was a little stunned.

At this time, Shu Xin chichi said: "He left the day after you left my house that day."

Although I don't want to see or believe that what Shu Xin said is true, but at this moment, I can guess who she is talking about, so I asked in some panic: "Lung cancer is just like that." Serious? Wasn’t your father sitting there that day still doing well? It’s impossible to just leave.’

Unexpectedly, this Shu Xin seemed to be unable to restrain herself at this time, and actually cried out with a wow, and the cry was earth-shattering, like five thunders crashing, all the grief was immediately digested in her heart In the crying of mourning and weeping.

At this time, I was a little at a loss and didn't know what to do, so I walked forward a little excited and at a loss, and then came to her side. I originally wanted to comfort her, but I didn't expect Yes, she hugged my waist suddenly at this time, buried her head in my arms, and cried loudly and presumptuously.

Seeing that Shu Xin suddenly lost her emotions and burst into tears, I was also standing there right now, speechless for a long time.

About half an hour later, this Shu Xin straightened up from my arms, and while wiping her red and swollen eyes with her hands, she sobbed and said, "Actually, when I called you that day, I I really didn't know that he was telling me about his funeral, I really didn't know that he was telling me his will, and I didn't expect him to do such a thing at night."

Hearing this, although I knew it all happened too suddenly, I still asked in a low voice, "What happened that day?"

At this moment, Shu Xin rubbed her red and swollen eyes, and cried in a low voice: "That night, he took a rope downstairs and hanged himself."

After finishing speaking, she actually lowered her head and began to cry for a while.

At this time, I looked at her remorseful face. I originally wanted to comfort her, but I didn't say anything, because I really don't know what to say about the sudden change in Shu Xin's family. Yes, I can only silently wish in my heart that the deceased will have a good life in heaven, and that the living will no longer suffer.

However, at this time, Shu Xin didn't seem to have come out of such a sudden family change, but still sobbed and said: "When he was here, I really hated him very much. The time I was in prison For two years I have dreamed of hating myself for having such a father, but now that he suddenly left and left me, I really can’t hate now, and I don’t know what hate is, I feel And I didn’t fulfill my daughter’s responsibility.”

Shu Xin said this in a sobbing voice, with tears of sadness and regret on her face.

At this time, I also followed her and sighed softly: "Yeah, people, when people are around, they don't know how to cherish and treat him well, but when others are not around, she will I will regret it endlessly, and I will regret why I didn't treat him well during his lifetime."

At this moment, Shu Xin rubbed her crying eyes, looked up at me again, and then twitched all over her body and said, "Well, I really regret now why I didn't take good care of him while he was still alive, I clearly know that he has reached the terminal stage of lung cancer , why didn't I get out of prison and go home and fulfill my responsibility as a daughter, why did I still hate him so much at the beginning. "

Seeing that Shu Xin was crying alone and complaining to herself, I sighed softly at this moment and said: "Let's forget it, I think the current things are probably over, don't worry too much about it." Blamed myself.'

Actually, I really can only say this now, because I really don't know what language to use to comfort this Shu Xin.

At this moment, Shu Xin glanced at me, sobbed again and said, "Are you saying I'm a bad girl?"

Seeing Shu Xin asking me this again, I really didn't know how to answer.

At this moment, Shu Xin still sobbed and said: "I think I am a bad girl, unkind and unfilial."

Seeing Shu Xin blaming herself fiercely at this time, I feel a little speechless at this moment, because I really can't judge whether she is a good girl or a bad girl, or just like she said. It is a person who is not benevolent, righteous and filial. After all, he has been in prison and worked as a prostitute, but is a girl who has been in prison and worked as a prostitute really not a good girl?