My romantic roommate with a long-legged stewardess

Chapter 421 My mother left me with eternal pain and shadow

After finishing speaking, this Shu Xin seemed to be in some pain and tightly grasped her hair with her hands, with a look of incomprehension and pain.

I can see that this Shu Xin seems to be blaming herself, and also seems to be lamenting the tragic fate of herself and her mother.

So, I gently persuaded: "Don't be like this, after hearing what you said, actually, I really feel a little unbelievable, and I also think you shouldn't follow in your mother's footsteps. "

Unexpectedly, at this time, Shu Xin still said with some pain: "But I have already done it, I have done this job before."

At this time, I persuaded: "That is in the past. As long as you live a good life in the future, you will have a bright future."

But Shu Xin sighed softly and said, "Huh, a good future? I never thought about it, because I have lived in prison."

Seeing Shu Xin's heavy expression, I asked again: "Then what are you going to do in the future?"

At this time, Shu Xin said coldly: "What else can I do? Now my only family member in this world has gone, and my current home has long since been taken over by them. What else can I do as a little girl, let's live here first."

At this time, I said with a sullen face: "Then your aunts and your grandparents, aren't they your relatives?"

But Shu Xin said with a cold smile: "Dear, I have no relatives. My aunt the day before yesterday told me that I was a bastard born to Miss ### that my father was looking for outside."

Seeing Shu Xin's calm expression, I asked again: "Did they say that about you when your father was alive?"

At this time, Shu Xin smiled coldly and said: "Then they dare not, but since my father and mother gave birth to me outside, my father's relatives have almost completely severed ties with my father. My father's ex-wife also divorced him. In fact, when I grew up, I realized that they disliked my father. He married a lady who used to be a stage outside, and then gave birth to me. Therefore, in the past twenty years, my father's relatives and friends here have hardly had any contact with my father. In the past twenty years, the only thing my father has is the real estate in the small courtyard you have seen."

Hearing this, I finally understood that I went to the small courtyard of Shu Xin's home twice, and I felt that the inside was eerie. Why did that small courtyard make people feel that no one had lived in it for a long time? Why? That small courtyard will be so deserted.

At this time, Shu Xin said lightly: "But isn't it all because my mother was outside ### as a young lady? Isn't it because my parents and mother gave birth to me outside? Sometimes I feel that I am really It's redundant, if there is no me, maybe my mother and father can live a little longer, but everything has changed, everything is not what it used to be."

Having said that, Shu Xin still has a sad face.

Then, she glanced at me, and then said: "Let's talk about my grandparents' family, although my mother gave birth to me after my grandpa left, and the relationship between my mother and my grandma eased a little bit. , because although my mother made mistakes outside when she was young, she is my grandmother's own daughter after all, they can't live their whole life because my mother was outside ### when she was young, they can't live forever No contact, after a few years, the relationship between my mother and my grandmother seemed to be much better. I still remember that when I was five or six years old, my mother took me to see my grandmother. real."

Speaking of this, Shu Xin suddenly became happy and happy.

And when I saw such a sudden happy look on her face, I was really happy for her.

Then this one said comfortably but lightly: "Actually, I feel that my mother and I went back to my hometown to see my grandmother in those years. It was the happiest thing for me. Although I don't know what happened before, Although these things were told to me by others later, I felt that I was really happy and warm at that time. But after two years, my grandmother also passed away, and my mother started again Feeling depressed, alas, now when I think about my mother, she is really pitiful, really, if it wasn’t because she chose the wrong way and walked on that way, if my grandparents didn’t If she is allowed to work outside, maybe my mother is not only living a happy life, but also may have been a grandmother or a woman long ago, but, alas, let’s not talk about it.”

Speaking of this, this self-comfortable self shook her head, and then shook her head alone with a look of sadness, and then rubbed her red and swollen eyes with her hands.

At this time, I also said silently: "Yes, one person's inconspicuous decision or one person's wrong choice may cause the whole family to follow her in pain for a lifetime."

Shu Xin looked at me at this time, she didn't smile, she just sat there alone with a sad look.

At this time, I said softly: "Since this is the case, since your mother chose to go to ### to become a young lady and brought so much pain to the people behind, why did you do it a few more times?" God that?"

At this moment, Shu Xin sighed and said, "Because I hate my father, I hate my home, and I don't want to go home."

In fact, when I went back to her home with Shu Xin that day, I could already see that the father and daughter really had a lot of grievances and enmities. This Shu Xin hated her father, but She never said to me why.

Seeing that Shu Xin suddenly hated her father again, I asked softly, "I know this, but why do you hate your father so much?"

At this time, Shu Xin sneered calmly and said: "Actually, after the relationship between my mother and my grandmother eased, my mother and father decided to start a small business here, and decided not to do stealing anymore. I'm going to be a thief again."

At this moment, I asked back with some doubts: "Then did your grandmother know about your mother becoming a thief?"

At this time, Shu Xin was also a little uncertain, and sneered: "Maybe I don't know, but, since my grandma passed away, my unsatisfied father started stealing outside again, and every time he stole it, he came back." Just had a big fight with my mother, and since then, my childhood has been spent in the quarrel between the two, and so my grandmother passed away, and my father got married again In addition to my mother’s successive blows, I later found out that my father and my mother stopped arguing, but as I told you before, every time I go to school When I came back from school or came back from school, when my teacher asked my parents, I would always say that they were probably at the police station. In fact, I didn’t know until then that my mother was also with my father when the two were arguing. Bewitched by her, they resumed their old business, and then the two of them became male and female thieves in the Jianghu with peace of mind, ha ha."

Hearing this, I finally understood why Shu Xin hated her father so much, and why she didn't have any feelings for her parents.

However, I still don't understand why this Shu Xin has been in prison for two years, and why the hatred for her father is not the usual kind, so I asked back: "Is it because of this that you hate your father?" Mother hates it that much?"

At this time, Shu Xin smiled calmly and said: "This may be one aspect of it. In fact, I really don't want to see my parents quarreling and fighting every day. Later, I naturally dropped out of school. I was Maybe there was a ** year old. After I dropped out of school, my parents not only refused to let me continue to read, they actually taught me that reading is useless, and they actually said that reading so many books is not as good as Learning a technique, I still clearly remember the first time I was a thief, when I stole the purse of a woman with a child, the little girl beside her was crying. Secondly, at that time, I might It’s only a few years older than her, maybe that child also saw that I stole her mother’s wallet, but she didn’t point it out to me, and then I wondered if this little girl was giving me a new life Even though I was ** years old at the time, I knew everything. However, from that day on, my conscience might have been eaten by a dog. From that day on, I was no longer a normal person. And the technique they taught me is to steal, to be a thief."