My romantic roommate with a long-legged stewardess

Chapter 711 I Believe in Fate

About half an hour later, Zhu Dongling and I waited outside for a long time, only to see Concubine Lin Zhao come out of the ward with a clouded face.

At this time, Zhu Dongling walked up to her step by step, and asked with concern: "What's going on, Concubine Zhao, what's going on with him?"

At this moment, Concubine Lin Zhao slowly sat down on a chair in the corridor outside the hospital, and then said lightly: "It seems that the situation is not very good, it's all my fault, why should I be so selfish, why should I be so What to do, if I found out earlier, maybe he wouldn't have such a thing happen, if I had prevented it earlier, he wouldn't have done such a stupid thing, really Blame me."

As she said that, Concubine Lin Zhao was sobbing silently by herself, looking at her unstoppable sobbing, and her incomparable self-blame in her heart sounded a little incomparable The sad voice, I have some sadness at this time, I don't even know what I am going to do now, I am even blaming myself.

So, I walked in front of her gently, and said like a child who made a mistake: "Concubine Zhao, I'm really sorry, it's all my fault, what happened today is all my fault, I was really wrong, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have forced you like that, I shouldn't have gone to see the Han people, it was really my fault."

My heart was extremely complicated and painful at this time, and I even wanted to kneel down in front of Concubine Lin Zhao like a child who made a mistake, confess my mistake deeply to her, and express my inner apology to her.

I didn't expect Concubine Lin Zhao to act a little indifferent to my apology, but she kept bowing her head and refused to face me. After a while, she used her red and swollen He glanced at Zhu Dongling with his eyes, and sighed: "Now, the Han people don't even want to open their eyes and look at me. I know, it's all because of my fault, and it's all because of my self-inflicted crimes. If I had Be firm, if my heart is no longer so weak, nothing like this will happen."

Actually, I understand the meaning of Concubine Lin Zhaofei's words, that is, if she was determined to leave me, if she was determined not to be with me, if she was determined not to take me to see the Han people that day, maybe there would be no Then so many things happened.

And the ultimate culprit that caused all of this is me, my attachments.

At this time, Zhu Dongling gently persuaded: "Concubine Zhao, you cried all night because of this matter last night. In fact, I told Wang Ding on the way just now. For someone like you One person has endured such a life silently for six or seven years. I really feel that God is sorry for you. I really feel that God has treated you badly. Your fate is too bad. Well, really, with your conditions, your appearance, your career, everything about you, and your character, you can definitely find your true love, but I just can't figure it out. How did you get here in the past seven years? I really don’t understand how you have supported this family by yourself in the past six or seven years. You are such a beautiful and gentle woman, how could you commit yourself to it? Under such a man, I really can't figure it out, why?"

At this time, Zhu Dongling was facing Concubine Lin Zhao face to face, telling her about her inner displeasure and imbalance.

However, Concubine Lin Zhao gently rubbed her red and swollen eyes at this time, and then said softly: "But, maybe you really can't understand, after all, he is the father of the child, after all, He saved me when I was most difficult and helpless. After all, Jing and I were married, and we were certified. You know, I am such a person. As long as I marry someone in my life, I will never leave him for the rest of my life, because he is my legal husband, he is my closest person in this world, why should I abandon him , how can I count as committing myself to him."

Hearing what Concubine Lin Zhao said, I really feel some heartache, and even some incomprehension. I don't understand what she said when she was in the most difficult time, it was the Han people who saved her. What exactly does it mean in there?

At this time, Zhu Dongling sighed and said: "Concubine Zhao, I didn't say what's wrong with you, nor did I say that there was anything wrong with what you did, but I just felt that there was something out of balance in my heart. I just feel that God has some regrets for you."

Concubine Lin Zhao looked sad and said with tears streaming down her face: "I believe in fate. For us women in this world, the things you are destined to do, there is nothing you can do about it. You cannot change the things that are destined to you. Yes, because it’s all because of fate. Since fate has decided that you can’t make the choice you want to make, then you can’t change it and control it with your own strength. I know you are treating me well, but what can I say now, I can only accept my fate."

Concubine Lin Zhao spoke so softly, from her tone, she seemed to be unable to struggle or resist her own destiny, as if she had given her own answer to her own life now, and looking at Seeing such a look of helplessness or self-sacrifice, my heart felt like a big rock was pressing down on me. I was even thinking, what happened to you women? Don't you really just accept your fate? Don't you have any other thoughts in your mind?

Zhu Dongling said at this time: "If you really want to think this way, I really have nothing to say."

Concubine Lin Zhao finally wiped away the tears in her eyes at this time, and then said softly: "However, I still really want to thank you, thank you for being able to treat me like this when I was most difficult and lonely. Me, you can still support me like this."

Unexpectedly, Zhu Dongling said with some distress at this time: "I want to tell you, I am not supporting you, but I want to reserve my opinion, anyway, a good person like you can't just be like this It's over."

At this time, Concubine Lin Zhao also heard the meaning of Zhu Dongling's words, and saw that she slightly turned her lips back: "However, what I want to tell you is that I know you are good to me, but the Han people are The man I love the most in this life, at least we have loved each other sincerely, at least I want to repay my kindness, I can't do unkind things, because no matter what time, he is my current husband, this I It is a fact that cannot be changed no matter what.”

Seeing that Concubine Lin Zhao is still so stubborn, Zhu Dongling glared at her at this moment and said, "Okay, whatever you say, anyway, I have to reserve my opinion anyway, yes, there is nothing wrong, he is your My current husband, you are a legal couple, this is a fact, but, Concubine Zhao, you are such an excellent, beautiful, excellent airline stewardess, what kind of man you can't find, I still don't understand why you Don't choose to leave him?"

Hearing this, Concubine Lin Zhao smiled and said, "Dong Ling, actually, I knew you were because of this incident when you left yesterday. Why marrying a man who has been paralyzed in bed for ten years and is older than me may be unacceptable to anyone, but you don't know the story inside, and you also swallow I don’t know what happened here ten years ago, so what I want to say is that I really appreciate you for treating me like this, but since I have chosen, I will not give up, as I said , no matter what a person does, he must first be worthy of her own conscience. Really, I really hope you can understand.

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Concubine Lin Zhao's words were so sonorous and forceful, they were resounding.

This made me and Zhu Dongling a little unexpected.

Zhu Dongling said at this time: "Okay, I won't ask, and I won't talk about it, no matter what you have been, as you said, no matter what happened to you ten years ago, no matter what you have experienced, these I don't think you want to say it, and you don't know how to say it, but I agree with the last few words you said. A person's life must first be worthy of his own conscience, yes, conscience."

Concubine Lin Zhao sighed a long time at this time: "Yes, it's not that I don't want to say it, but I don't want to say it, because let him pass on the past, I just want to treat the person in front of me well, I just want to treat the person in front of me well. I want to live such an ordinary life with the man in front of me."

Seeing that Concubine Lin Zhao seems to have planned her own life, my heart is bleeding at this time, and my heart is extremely sad, because after hearing this, I feel that I am really from now on, it is impossible If I get a little more love from Concubine Lin Zhao, it would be impossible for me to give her love.

At this time, Zhu Dongling glanced at Concubine Lin Zhao and said, "Concubine Zhao, you are my best friend, I also had some impulsiveness just now, don't mind, I just really don't want to see you suffer alone like this Such pain, and what I want to say is, what should he do now?"

As she said that, Zhu Dongling raised her eyes and looked at me, while Concubine Lin Zhao glanced at me at this time, and then sighed softly: "I don't understand, why did you bring him with me today?" Come to this occasion, he is here, what do you think of me, am I a third party or he is a third party, I am a married woman, Dong Ling, you, alas, what do you say I say Woolen cloth?"

Seeing Concubine Lin Zhao blaming Zhu Dongling, I said softly at this moment: "Concubine Zhao, if you are angry, don't blame Dongling, you can blame me. If you want me to disappear now, I'll go now, okay ?"

In fact, I now also feel that what Concubine Lin Zhao said is absolutely right, what is it that I am here at this time, am I Concubine Lin’s boyfriend or a third party, because Bi Jing is now a married woman, I What the hell is going on here?

Concubine Lin Zhao sighed slightly displeased, she didn't pay attention to me, and she didn't speak.

However, at this moment, the old woman just rushed out of the hospital ward all of a sudden, just like before, she grabbed my collar all of a sudden--- ----