Raise a fairy to be a wife

Chapter 135 You Can't Die If You Want To Die

"It seems that everything is revolving around me. It seems that everything is the thoughts and characters in my heart. Jinxuan would say that just now, and she is so cute. Isn't it all Jinxuan that I shaped in my heart?"

He Yufei thought of this and said fiercely:

"It must be that nasty bead! But if this is a dream, how should I go back?"

He Yufei put the broom aside, then turned around and walked out. The moment he took a step, he saw that aunt walking over from a distance.

"It is estimated that the doorman will definitely smile when he sees me."

He Yufei thought so in his heart, and he paid attention to it every time he walked to the door. Sure enough, everything was exactly as he thought. He walked out of the school, ran again, and was so tired that he was sweating profusely again. At that time, by coincidence, I heard someone ask again:

"Would you like a bottle of water?"

"Hahahaha, An Ye, I'm afraid you don't know that what I understand is the way of heaven, I'm afraid your broken beads can't imitate the Dragon Emperor, right?"

After He Yufei heard a "harmonious" voice sounding next to him, he suddenly laughed wildly.

He can now be sure that he fell into a hallucination after hearing the harsh laughter in the dark night, or it was a dream. That bead is indeed a monster that can control people's hearts. It can not only simulate everything He Yufei thinks in his heart, but also make him The darkest side of your heart is brought out.

It may be that the realm of the Dragon Emperor itself is higher than the simulation level of the Bead of Extreme Desire, so after He Yufei was ticked off the most fearful thing in his heart, he was most worried in his mind, but the most terrifying thing did not appear, because the Dragon Emperor did not With this loophole that appeared, the dark side in He Yufei's heart gradually faded away, and he gradually returned to his original nature.

"Hmph, good calculation!"

He Yufei let out a cold snort and began to walk home. He continued to turn his mind upside down, and continued to simulate guesses. The final result should be when he felt the most fear in his heart, and then the Dragon Emperor appeared and took his body. At that time, someone or a force was willing to help me regain my body from the Dragon Emperor, so my brain controlled by the dark side would definitely accept it unconditionally. In the world, and in reality, I will become a person, a ghost and a ghost.

Therefore, after He Yufei avoided the catastrophe and the dark side was removed, it seemed that the set situation had become a story with loopholes and a story of flowing water, so after that, Jinxuan, Yaoluo and all the people in this fake world Everything has become what he thinks in his heart, so he feels that Jinxuan is different, passers-by are different, and everything is different, so he feels inexplicably irritated, because all these are what he thinks in his heart, perfect It's scary.

After figuring everything out, all he has to do is jump out of this world and return to his own body, but he doesn't know that he can escape the environment created by the Pearl of Extreme Desire, although there is a reason why the Dragon Emperor does not appear, but He was able to get out of the dark side, and now he can think clearly about all this, relying on his insignificant way of heaven, otherwise, even if the Dragon Emperor did not appear, even if he could jump out of the darkness and fear for a while, he would not be able to appear in that inexplicable way later. Even though he couldn't turn into a monster, he might have to stay in this place for the rest of his life.

"boom"

After kicking the door open, he saw that Du Jianfang and He Dongping had already returned. After seeing him kick the door open so violently, they both looked at He Yufei in surprise.

He Yufei looked at Du Jianfang and thought in his heart that his mother would definitely scold him soon.

"Stinky boy, you are sick, do you have itchy skin again, do you want to hit the washboard?"

Sure enough, the next moment Du Jianfang roared and said, while He Dongping on the other side looked like I didn't get involved with either side.

"It's exactly the same."

When He Yufei heard Du Jianfang's words, he actually laughed softly, then ignored the surprised expressions on Du Jianfang's and He Dongping's faces, turned and walked into the kitchen.

Looking at the small knife next to him, he smiled in his heart and said:

"It's over!"

Then he picked up the knife in an instant, and was startled by the screams of Du Jianfang and He Dongping, and stabbed his chest with a knife. If this was a dream, he should have woken up. He Yufei only felt a pain in his chest, and his body began to It became cold and fell to the ground. Looking at Du Jianfang and He Dongping whose eyes were full of tears, He Yufei sighed at the last moment of losing consciousness:

"Even if it's fake, I'm still moved."

Everything in the dream is illusory but real. When you are happy in your dream, you can’t help but smile. When you are in pain, you will frown and feel sad.During nightmares, I will sweat again and again, and be terrified, and when I lose a loved one in a dream, or when the softness of my heart is pricked, I will unconsciously cry and murmur...

Some people say that dreams are the second world, you can see what you can't see, and do what you can't do; Seeing the future and seeing the past, inadvertently in a dream, the places I have been to or the things I have done will appear or be performed in a certain day in the future. I always feel familiar, but I am sure that I have never been here or never before. I have done it, and thinking about it carefully, it turned out that the dream was as I saw it. The moment Pan Ran woke up was still filled with disbelief and fear, and the places he had walked or the things he had done inadvertently appeared behind his dreams. There will always be sighs, nostalgia, or pain.

Dreams are like mirrors, reflecting yourself; dreams are like wings, flying yourself; dreams are like notes, recording yourself; dreams are like gods and demons, watching yourself.

No matter whether it is good or bad, one must wake up from the dream, otherwise, wouldn’t one be able to live forever after dreaming for a thousand years?

"It hurts, am I back?"

When He Yufei felt himself conscious again, bursts of pain came from his chest. He wanted to speak, but he couldn't speak. He just felt like something was stuck on his mouth. Yoyo opened his eyes. He Yufei saw He realized that he was lying in a white room with many tubes inserted into his body, and he was wearing an oxygen mask on his mouth.

He Yufei opened his eyes and hadn't finished looking at everything in front of him when he heard a female voice coming from beside him. He turned around and saw a middle-aged woman in a nurse's uniform.

"Are you awake? This time it's your fate. The knife just passed the heart, and the main blood vessels were not injured. The doctor said that your luck is not so good..."

When He Yufei heard this, there was a loud "boom" in his head, and he couldn't hear what the nurse said behind him, but his mind kept echoing:

"Luck is not so good, not so good..."

"boom"

After a long time, the sound of closing the door brought He Yufei back to his senses. He Yufei shouted in his heart:

"Fuck, I don't want to live in a dream, I want to go back!!!"

He looked at the sign that said Intensive Care Unit, and shed tears silently...

He knew it was a dream, but he couldn't go back. He couldn't bear this depression anymore. He felt like he was back in his childhood. When he and Du Jianfang went shopping in the street, he accidentally met Du Jianfang The feeling of being lost, he suddenly felt that the whole world was so strange, and suddenly felt a fear and fear that he had never had before. He cried, howled, and kept shouting:

"Mommy mommy…"

No matter how angry and shouted he was, the time in this world was already ticking by. He Yufei was discharged from the hospital after lying in the hospital for three months like a log.

"Xiao Fei, go to school when you are in better health. It's time to go to university this year."

A few days after picking up He Yufei from the hospital, Du Jianfang talked to He Yufei.

"Go to school, go to school, go to fucking school, it's all fake, fake!"

He Yufei roared.

"You child, are you demonic? Anyway, if you are in better health, go to school for me, or I will break your leg."

How could Du Jianfang be afraid of He Yufei, and said to He Yufei with cold eyes.

When He Yufei was about to speak again, he suddenly closed his mouth, stopped talking, turned around and walked into his room, and Du Jianfang's dissatisfied voice came from behind:

"I'll feed you and clothe you. If you don't go to school well, you actually commit suicide like others. I'm really mad at you."

Closing the door, He Yufei leaned against the door. In fact, he knew that what Du Jianfang said just now was the appearance of Du Jianfang in his own memory. As long as he didn't want to or thought of something good, Du Jianfang would definitely not say that. Everything is in his mind.

Originally, after he realized that he could not escape this world even if he committed suicide, he stopped talking to some people around him, and naturally no one would talk to him when he thought so, but gradually, he began to feel restless and uneasy in his heart. The more he wanted to recall those things, when he recalled the good times, the people around him were what he imagined, but he became more irritable instead, and his thoughts often began to appear irritable, just like Du Jianfang's expression and words just now, in fact It's all Du Jianfang that He Yufei imitated in his heart.

"Luck is not so good? Hehe."

During the three months that He Yufei was in this world, he repeated these words repeatedly. He knew that this was not luck, but the world he made for himself with broken beads. He couldn't die even if he wanted to die now, so what's the point of luck?

"Maybe you will fall in love with this Pearl of Extreme Desire too, hahahaha..."

His thoughts turned back to that night, the last sentence An Ye said, He Yufei knew everything now but there was nothing he could do about it, he also thought in his heart that at that moment he suddenly gained supernatural power, trampled to death with two "frames" *, but none of these appeared in this world.

He Yufei is now like a game character who entered the game and found a loophole. He is not controlled by the game itself, but he can't escape the game's program. He also wanted to destroy it, but found that he couldn't do it.

"what!!!"

He Yufei yelled again, and Du Jianfang's cursing voice sounded outside the door again:

"What the hell, the neighbor will knock on the door again in a while."

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