good morning, sergeant

What can I do?

Zhan Yiyang's face is full of indifference, mountains and rivers are full of doubts and there is no way out, there is another village in the shadows, and things will always be resolved, so there is no use in worrying.

Zhan Yiyang was very unhappy about his wife Xu Rongrong's staying up all night and talking about his son Zhan Tianning.

I had to use practical actions to punish her slightly, but Xu Rongrong dared not speak out about such a punishment, lest the man's mind grow bad and he would think of even more terrible ways to play with her.

Xu Rongrong didn't wake up for breakfast. For a woman of her age, sometimes a small punishment can be overwhelming, and she is so tired that she is sleepy.

Fortunately, they were the only couple living here, so even if Xu Rongrong couldn't get up, no one would know.

But even so, Xu Rongrong was still depressed and embarrassed.

Zhan Yiyang is also in his 50s, why is he still so vigorous in his intercourse?

Zhan Yiyang finished the meal and asked Xu Rongrong to get up to eat. He took care of the two children first, then cleaned up the room, and put the two little guys in the walker to learn to walk.

Fortunately, the son, mainly the daughter, who is seven or eight months old, is still the kind who sits motionless in a walker and is too lazy to kill others.

When Xu Rongrong got out of the quilt, he saw Zhan Yiyang teaching his daughter how to walk. The daughter was sitting in the walker with her little hands open and asked her father to hug her, but her father couldn't help but hug her.

Xu Rongrong shook his head while sitting on the bed, teaching a child to learn to walk like this, she will pass you before she walks, how could she learn to walk.

After getting dressed, Xu Rongrong went over to pick up his son, then went to the dining table to eat, and fed his son a little, while Zhan Yiyang hugged his daughter, and the two of them fed the child while eating.

"Why don't we go to the army to have a look, maybe if you say something to him, he won't want to come back?"

In fact, Xu Rongrong's inner world is also very contradictory. On the one hand, he hopes that his son will come back to take over the family business. After all, doing business is not dangerous in the army. , Paying taxes is better than being a soldier.

The soldier looked heroic, but Xu Rongrong really couldn't see anything good except for the military uniform he was wearing.

The problem is that if you become a soldier, you regret it for three years, but if you don't, you regret it for a lifetime.

Those who have never served in the army do not know, but only after serving in the army can they understand that the persistence they once had is an honor that they will never find in this life.

She is not a soldier, but she has a man who has been a soldier, and she knows that this man has given up unremittingly for her.

So knowing this, she has deeply blamed herself.

If time could be turned back, she would not be so firm in her request, she would rather accompany him through those glorious years.

Now that her son has grown up, she doesn't believe that his four-year career in the army can be abandoned with just one sentence, and she doesn't believe that his son is a person who can't even bear grievances.

There must be some reason why the son couldn't give up, so he did that.

But she always felt that there was one less person to enlighten her son now. If someone could come out to enlighten her, she might change her mind.

Although going home is a good thing, but compared to regretting in the future, Xu Rongrong hopes that Zhan Tianning can see his heart clearly and know what he wants.

Zhan Yiyang fed his daughter a mouthful of rice porridge. Although the child is still very young, he seems to like all kinds of grains and grains, and he eats everything. I don't know if the child has enough milk.

"It's better to buy some milk powder for the children." Zhan Yiyang said suddenly, Xu Rongrong was stunned for a moment, and almost threw the chopsticks in his hand. She talked about her feelings for a long time, but the man in front of her didn't hear her, and she was so mad.

He gave Zhan Yiyang a fierce look, got up Xu Rongrong didn't eat anymore, hugged his son in the room and got angry, pouted, watching his son raised his small hand to grab her, Xu Rongrong opened his mouth to scare his son, and moved towards his son The little hand took a bite, and the son immediately retracted his hand in fright. His big black eyes seemed to be blaming his mother. What a scary monster!

Xu Rongrong played with his son in his arms for a while, and then went back to ask Zhan Yiyang: "Are we really not going back?"

"It's useless to go back now. He will be responsible for what Tianning wants to do." Zhan Yiyang said while feeding his daughter a mouthful of rice cereal, and got up to wipe her mouth.

Remembering that when I was my son's age, I also acted like him, so naturally I wouldn't feel so strange.

Inside the heads of young people, not everyone can understand.

Xu Rongrong was a little angry, snorted coldly, turned around and coaxed her son to play, but she didn't feel comfortable all day.

In the evening, after dinner, both children went to bed.

Xu Rongrong went to the bed to find Zhan Yiyang to be soft and soft.

If you don't want to go, you can call your son, why do you have to ask, if you can't come back, why did you say you came back?Do you really want to go to your company? Besides, there is Bai Yi in the company. Ah Nuan also said that after graduation, she will do nothing but go home and help Bai Yi. Have you ever thought about it. "

Xu Rongrong leaned down beside Zhan Yiyang and asked, Zhan Yiyang looked at her: "Bai Yi will go back to help Bai Sheng in the future, it's not that you don't know about this matter, as for Ah Nuan, she is not a business person."

Zhan Yiyang has seen through these children, he still dare not say anything about the two young ones, but Tianning doesn't have to worry about doing anything, even if he comes back and doesn't take over the company, he will have his own career.

Seeing Zhan Yiyang's appearance, Xu Rongrong completely gave up, he just didn't want to help, right? Well, I don't need him, she made the call by herself.

At first, Zhan Yiyang slept and Xu Rongrong slept too, but she got up again when Zhan Yiyang fell asleep, picked up the phone and went to another room to call her son Zhan Tianning.

She was fast asleep most of the night, even Zhan Tianning was already fast asleep at this late hour.

Zhan Tianning was slightly stunned when he received the call, the call was from his father.

"Dad, it's so late, what's the matter?" Zhan Tianning asked after picking up the phone, without thinking too much.

Then Xu Rongrong's voice came from the phone: "It's me, your father is asleep."

"Mom called me so late, do you have something to say?" Zhan Tianning came out from under the quilt, leaned on the head of the bed and asked casually.

Xu Rongrong was not very happy when he asked Xu Rongrong: "Are you just talking to your mother like this? It's not big or small, why am I calling so late, do I miss my son, do I still have day and night? Can't I?"

Xu Rongrong's tone, to Zhan Tianning's ears, sounded like a child's, making trouble out of no reason.

But Zhan Tianning didn't get bored at all, probably because he heard her voice since childhood, so he was used to it.

"No, it's just a little strange. Mom doesn't use her own mobile phone to make calls, but Dad's."

"My battery is out." Xu Rongrong said, and Zhan Tianning smiled.

Following Xu Rongrong, he talked about Zhan Tianning's leaving the army, and asked him: "It's not worth it to go home just because of that. The neighbors around me know that I have a very capable son. The army has become the head of the regiment. When you come back, how can I tell the neighbors that my mother is so embarrassing."

"Then if I don't go back, no one will know if no one sees me." Zhan Tianning said with a smile, Xu Rongrong said with a bitter face: "It sounds good, if someone asks me, can I still lie to them?

As the saying goes, good things don't go out and bad things spread thousands of miles, and we will know when the time comes, where do you want me to put my face.

Besides, you're coming back at this time, aren't you a deserter? "

Xu Rongrong didn't seem very happy, Zhan Yiyang from the room inside took out a thick coat, looked at it and went to help Xu Rongrong put the coat on, then took the phone over and put it next to his ear.

"I will take care of your mother and do your things." Immediately, Zhan Yiyang hung up the phone, and without waiting for Xu Rongrong's reaction, he bent down and hugged him horizontally.

After all, Zhan Yiyang was old, Xu Rongrong was terrified, one was afraid that he would fall and fall, and the other was that Zhan Yiyang didn't have so much strength to show off in front of her.

For a while, Xu Rongrong didn't care about other things, he was so busy pulling Zhan Yiyang's shoulders that he didn't dare to hug her.

Lowering his head, Zhan Yiyang said, "I can't fall."

While speaking, Zhan Yiyang hugged Xu Rongrong upwards, turned around and walked into the house.

When the weather is not so warm, it is normal that the outer room is not as warm as the inner room.

Xu Rongrong looked at Zhan Yiyang, and then leaned into his arms, still a little worried and muttered: "The more you grow up, the more troublesome you are, the more difficult it is to get Enxi back, but this is the result when you come back. .”

Xu Rongrong couldn't accept such a development situation for a while. She thought that the two children could develop smoothly, and her son would be able to do well in the army, but the result was like this.

She is not a mother who insists on taking care of these things, but she is afraid that her son will regret it when he looks back many years later, leaving regrets that he will never let go of in his life.

Just like the man in front of me.

Some things, if you have never experienced it, you will never know it. It turns out that regrets will leave a gap.

Zhan Yiyang never said it, but she knew better than anyone else that the road she had traveled could not be turned back, and she had no chance to start over from the beginning.

Those regrets can only gradually fade away as they get old, instead of disappearing in smoke, but reduced to memories that cannot be let go.

Like the snowflakes outside the window, so beautiful and so cold——

Looking at the woman in his arms, Zhan Yiyang hugged her back and said: "The more you force something, the more he doesn't want it, and the more you let things take their course, what you get may be what he wants.

We cannot use our past to measure their tomorrow, their tomorrow is in their own hands.

No one can bear the consequences for anyone's future.

Rong Rong—"

Zhan Yiyang put Xu Rongrong down, put Xu Rongrong in his arms after going to bed, covered her with the quilt, and called her softly, Xu Rongrong hummed, Zhan Yiyang smiled lowly, and kissed her to show his piety And Nostalgia put his hand lightly on the back of Xu Rongrong's hand, rubbed it and said: "Use the most reckless time of your youth to measure their tomorrow, and you will feel that they are better!"