The Era of Masculinity: Ambiguous Getting Fired

Chapter 2 Speculation

Zi Han never cared about the girls' feelings, he didn't care about anything at all.Anyway, women are just clothes, and if you take off this one, you can change it into another one.He has never been short of clothes, and he has never been short of beautiful clothes.

After studying abroad for so many years, Zihan seems to have only had a little interest in a certain "clothes" once.He and Xiaoli were only a little short of accomplishing a good thing.

When I met Xiaoli, it was at a party of an Australian university class reunion, where a large group of men and women were drinking and frolicking.Most of these men and women are sons or princesses who have no worries about food and clothing. Their parents send them abroad with money in the hope that they can be gilded.

Of course, there are also some people who come here to study, and they are good children with good character and learning.For example, Xiaoli.

At the party, everyone was drinking and chatting, while Xiaoli was quietly reading a booklet.

So Zihan found out that she was different, walked over with a glass of wine and taunted her, "Why is this, you use this as a library? You went to the wrong place. Hard work is not only here and now, day and night. Bar."

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha……"

Unexpectedly, just as Zi Han's words fell to the ground, the little girl in front of her burst into laughter.

"It's ridiculous, let me tell you something." Xiaoli closed the booklet in her hand, put away her smiling face and said solemnly: "Dung beetles are in love with mosquitoes. Lang asked: What is your occupation?" Mosquitoes answered: Nurse , injection, how about you? The dung beetle smiled and said: "Fate, fellow, I am a pill maker in the Chinese Medicine Bureau. Haha, am I kidding, is it fun? And this, listen, 'farmers drive donkeys in When I met a rogue in the city, the rogue asked: Have you eaten yet? The farmer said he had eaten, and the rogue said: I am asking about the donkey. When the farmer heard this, he turned around and slapped the donkey: If there are relatives in the city, he would not even say a word'... Hahahaha .”

Zihan looked at the booklet in Xiaoli's hand in surprise. It turned out to be a Chinese version of "Complete Jokes".

Zihan didn't think Xiaoli's jokes were so ridiculous, but he was moved by Xiaoli's bright and innocent smile.

So that night, he didn't go anywhere with his glass of wine, and just sat in front of Xiaoli and listened to her tell jokes.Having participated in countless parties in Australia, Zihan felt that the night when he met Xiaoli was the most relaxing and happiest.

Since then, Zi Han has often invited Xiao Li to dinner.It is indispensable to listen to Xiaoli tell jokes during the meal.I don't know where this girl collected so many funny jokes, which often made Zi Han laugh very happily.

No matter when Zihan is depressed or anxious, as long as Xiaoli tells him a joke, he will become happy.

I don't know whether Zihan likes Xiaoli's jokes or Xiaoli's frankness and cuteness. Anyway, he and Xiaoli gradually get close, and he slowly began to try to hold hands, hug and kiss with Xiaoli like all male and female friends... …

Gradually, the line of defense in Zi Han's heart that is a "disaster" for women began to become blurred, and sometimes he even started thinking of Xiaoli, thinking of Xiaoli's innocent smile and the naughty and cuteness in her thin single eyelids, And her thin yet sexy pink lips...,

He even felt that when he was thinking of Xiaoli, clusters of flames would burst out restlessly from the depths of his heart, making his cold heart feel a bit of sweetness and warmth.As a result, my mother's advice about women's "disaster" is often forgotten.

So on a summer evening, Zihan took Xiaoli to his rented apartment.The romantic candlelight dinner and the hilarious jokes made Zihan feel good momentum, so he made up his mind to have sex with Xiaoli.

Zihan closed his eyes and tried to imagine Xiaoli's pure face and elastic, white and alluring breasts. He forced himself to temporarily put the word "disaster water" out of his mind.

So he gradually felt his desire.To be precise, it should be primitive #desire.

Zi Han worked hard and painstakingly to slowly awaken the desire that was sleeping in her body#.His heart became passionate, his heartbeat gradually accelerated and his breathing became short. He felt hot and unbearable, so he quickly stripped off his clothes without giving himself any chance to hesitate.

He kept his eyes closed to imagine Xiaoli's pure face, and tried not to let himself think about the hateful "disaster" and his mother's blood red. His eyes were suddenly stung by a smear of blood red on the white sheet. It turned out that Xiao Li had her period.

All efforts go to waste.As if returning to the original point, Zi Han's desire# that was finally aroused and the man's dignity were trampled to nothing by the touch of blood red, and his whole body was paralyzed and his mind went blank...

"It's okay...it's okay." Panting heavily, Xiaoli leaned over and continued to kiss Zihan.

Zi Han's little brother, who was originally ashamed to see others, was already dejected and powerless at this moment.He must not let people other than himself, especially women, see his incompetence and weakness. He must defend his dignity as a man.

So Zi Han violently pushed Xiao Li away, put on clothes indiscriminately and escaped from the room.

From then on, Zi Han completely blocked Xiao Li from his mind, no matter how Xiao Li begged, he never paid attention to her again.And the primal instinctive desire for women in the body that was finally aroused, also failed to dormant in this careful attempt...

Zihan thought carefully about every detail when he met Ruofei...

It was close to two o'clock in the morning, and Zi Han returned to the apartment after attending a dinner organized by his father's company. He suddenly felt so excited and bored that he couldn't go to bed, so he decided to go downstairs and drive for a couple of laps.Just as he stepped out of the elevator, Ruo Fei walked into the elevator.

So Zi Han showed Ruo Fei a very gentlemanly charming and elegant smile, this is his signature smile when he sees girls, especially pretty ones.

Under normal circumstances, Zi Han's smile is like sweet wine, which will definitely cause a series of physiological and psychological reactions in girls, such as blood circulation, heart rate, and hormone secretion. Sexy lips or wriggling charming figure or blushing half peach blossom...But Ruo Fei turned a blind eye and walked into the elevator with a cold face...

Wait a minute, what's going on, why is it in the early morning, and it's two o'clock in the morning.

A girl, and a young and beautiful girl at that, walked into the elevator of the apartment alone at two o'clock in the morning, wrapped in the darkness of the night...what does she do?

Zi Han suddenly remembered that besides smiling at that exquisitely painted face, she seemed to be shaken by something, yes, it was the shoes.Those rough patent leather eye-catching orange-red high-heeled shoes flashed past Zi Han's eyes like two falling oranges, and then disappeared in the elevator...

Zi Han is sitting on the sofa in the dark at the moment, holding a glass of wine, constantly speculating about the pair of rough patent leather orange-red high heels with various roles he can imagine.The moonlight outlined his sharp-edged face contours particularly clearly.

Nightfall, especially in the middle of the night, is the most active and exciting time for Zihan's thinking.Apart from going to the bar for a night of boredom, I just sit in a dark corner like this, imagining and speculating about various people and things.Sensitive and melancholy eyes appear brighter and more charming in the dark.

Two years ago, under the impact of the financial crisis, the performance of his father's company took a sharp turn for the worse. His father suddenly felt a little powerless. He missed his son.He needs someone closest to him to help him, and the "disaster" in the eyes of his mother is only a disaster after all, only a son, no matter how alienated he is, after all, his blood is flowing in his body.So my father quickly recruited Zihan back from Australia.

After all, Zi Han studied economics and has a very sensitive and strong judgment.After returning to China, he resolutely sold some of the company's existing houses in a clever way, and returned part of the funds.

Although a series of real estate policies such as purchase restrictions and increased housing loans have been continuously introduced, it is not a big problem for the company to have financial support.

After helping his father through this hurdle, Zi Han handed over the company back to his father, and apart from being responsible for some sales and planning work, he just went around as he wanted.He is used to living freely, and he doesn't want to be restrained.

Whether his father called him an unfilial son or called him an irresponsible man, he admitted it.Even if he goes to beg for food or wanders, Zi Han still wants to live a free life.

In fact, seeing his father's sad and helpless appearance, Zi Han was not feeling well.But for his father, he has always been conflicted.

He always believed that his father and the pool of "disaster water" were the main culprits who killed his mother. Love and hate intertwined, which made Zi Han's originally sensitive and fragile heart more entangled and dignified.

So on the one hand, Zi Han was originally a rebellious swinger, on the other hand, he deliberately kept a distance from his father and the pool of "disaster".

Houses, cars, tickets, and the basic material conditions for human existence are all there, and the rest is just boring.

Apart from drinking, gathering and chatting with friends, and then... just sitting alone in the dark like tonight, imagining and speculating about various people and things, in order to comfort his sensitive, suspicious, anxious and fragile nerves...

It is indeed difficult to find an unknown girl among more than 2000 households in an [-]-story apartment building.

But as if possessed by a demon, Zi Han's eyes were always shaking those rough patent leather and eye-catching orange red high heels, overlapping and appearing repeatedly, lingering, making him restless.So he must, he must find that pair of shoes and the owner of those shoes.

Zi Han felt that she was crazy, a feeling she had never felt before.