The Era of Masculinity: Ambiguous Getting Fired

Chapter 34 Compassion

Although the expression on Zi Han's face twitched for a while and became very ugly, but if he hadn't made up his mind to confess everything, he closed his eyes and blurted out: "Yes, I have to say, I have to confess to you right now, actually... actually I It's a man, I've been lying to you..."

"Enough! Don't say any more..." Zi Han roared, stood up and turned his back, clenched his fist in pain and slammed it on the glass wine cabinet. With a "crash", the glass of the wine cabinet shattered instantly, and blood flowed from the back of Zi Han's hand...

Ruofei was so frightened that he rushed over and hugged Zihan's hand, and shouted at a loss: "It's bleeding... it's bleeding..."

Zi Han stared straight at the bright red blood on his hand, and stood there numbly, motionless.

If he hadn't collected himself, he suddenly moved his mouth to suck the bright red blood on the back of Zi Han's hand, then spit it out, sucked it again, and spit it out again.

"It's good not to get glass shards on it, or you'll get infected..." Ruo Fei said while sucking, then frantically tore off a piece of white cloth from his white shirt and wrapped it around Zi Han's hand to bandage it up.He was a little relieved when he saw that the wound was no longer bleeding.

Zi Han stared blankly at Ruo Fei who was frantically holding his arm, as if that hand wasn't his own at all.It wasn't until the back of his hand was bandaged that he hugged Ruofei suddenly, asking incoherently over and over again: "So what, so what, don't you like me? Don't you love me? Don't you like me? Don't you love me? Don't you..."

"You know? So you knew? You already knew I was a man, didn't you?" Ruo Fei broke away from Zi Han's arm and looked at Zi Han in surprise, "Why are you not surprised at all? Why do you still hug me?" Me? Could it be that you are the same..., are you really the same sex?!"

If you don't really dare to think about it.Originally, she thought that she had been deceiving Zi Han, but she didn't think that Zi Han had been hiding it from herself.

"So what? So what if I know? I said that I like you, whether you are male or female, I like this person named Ruofei..." Zi Han shouted loudly, trembling all over.

"But...but...", if it wasn't for being confused for a while and not knowing what to say.

"Nothing but."

The two just looked at each other silently, staring at each other's inner struggle.

After a long time, Ruofei slowly came to his senses, "When did you know? It was... Xiaoli told you?"

"Xiao Li? She didn't tell me anything." Zi Han suddenly hugged Ruo Fei and said eagerly: "Actually, I knew it from the beginning... from the beginning, so you have to believe in my feelings for you, even from the beginning I knew your identity and gender from the beginning, but my love for you has never changed..."

If it wasn't for being really confused, it turned out that the person who was kept in the dark was himself? !But I don't know how to act one by one.Haha, it's ridiculous, it's ridiculous, what a crappy show!

"But how did you know?"

"From the second night when I saw you, I set up a telescope opposite the apartment building No. 17. At two o'clock in the morning, the window of Unit 14, Block B, 5th floor lit up flickering light spots, as if confiding Concerned about the master's thoughts... In the flickering light, a beautiful figure leaning against the window is gracefully raising her arm with a cigarette, and under the curling green smoke is a petite and thin face... That person Although her face is pretty, but her toned chest is bare..."

Zi Han looked out of the dark window with soft eyes, as if there was a handsome face gracefully holding an arm with a cigarette outside the window.

"But why didn't you expose me, why did you let me act in front of you like a clown...why?" Ruo Fei asked angrily.

"Why do I expose you? In my heart, it doesn't matter whether you are a man or a woman. As long as you are happy, I will be happy. If you are happy, I will be happy. Why should I expose you to deprive you of your happiness and mine?"

"But I'm not happy..." Ruofei closed her eyes in pain, tears streaming down her cheeks.He whimpered and said, "I'm a man, I want to be a man upright...but no one can accept me. As a man, I can't even find a job and can't survive, let alone love. I like Kerr , but she never treats me as a man...and Xiaoli, she only treats me as a tool to vent her desires...and you...you know that I am a boy but you still treat me like a girl...you say ...how can I be happy..."

"Today, let's confide all the suffering to the fullest." Zi Han sat on the sofa and hugged Ruofei who was curled up in his arms, and patted Ruofei's back lightly.

"I want to leave Binshi, I want to leave everything that makes me entangled in chaos, I don't want to cause you any more trouble." Ruofei straightened up and looked at Zihan.

"Then where are you thinking of?" Zi Han asked.

"I don't know," Ruo Fei lowered his head and said blankly, "I want to start over... I want to start over."

"What to do again? Don't you want to dance anymore, can you give up your dancing?"

"But...staying here, I really don't know how to face you and everything that is going to happen."

"If you don't listen carefully," Zihan looked at Ruofei affectionately, "I just need to see you every day, know that you are doing well, and know that you are happy. All other problems are up to me, you know?"

"But... if Kerr doesn't win this competition, she will tell everything, and she will spread everywhere that you and I are gay, and she will spread the awards set by this competition everywhere It's all fake and deceitful....I'm afraid it will affect you badly, and I really don't know what to do."

"I said you don't have to be afraid when I'm here. No matter what time, no matter what problem you encounter, I'm Zi Han for everything." Zi Han held Ruofei's hand, "Even if that Ke'er preaches everything she said everywhere, who would Will you believe it? All the public opinions in newspapers, TV and magazines are under our control. Besides, there are stars who are cross-dressing everywhere. Even if everyone knows that you are a man in disguise, they can only praise you for your good cross-dressing, just like Li Yugang... ..."

"Then you are not afraid of others saying that you are... homosexual?" Ruo Fei looked at Zi Han.

"I only listen to the voice of my heart, I only know that I like you, the rest... I don't care about anything..."

If not feel a little dizzy.For him, his age is just the age to yearn for beautiful love. At such a young age, he really doesn't know much about society, love, and people.He never thought that one day a man would confess his love to him.

Facing Zi Han, a gentle, elegant and charming mature man who is affectionate towards him, if he hadn't really felt dizzy and confused...

This feeling of dizziness and confusion has continued until several years have passed. Ruofei, who has gone from hell to heaven, seems to have been in a state of dizziness and confusion all the time. When standing behind Zi Han under the grape trellis, the dizzy and confused state almost killed Zi Han...