The Era of Masculinity: Ambiguous Getting Fired

Chapter 42 The Primal Passion

Xiaoli followed Zihan closely and walked out of the gate of Shengda Commercial Bank to Zihan's car. With tears in her eyes, Xiaoli said aggrievedly, "Are you so unfeeling to me?"

"I don't know what's the deal between your father and my father, and I don't care how many conflicts of interest there are between our company and your bank, but please understand that everything can't be used as a bargaining chip for you to catch me , Absolutely not!" Zi Han said emotionally.

"I don't. I never have any chips in my hand. On the contrary, all the chips are in your hands." Xiaoli's tears flowed down, "I call you and you don't answer, I will go to your apartment to find you, are you okay?" Open the door for me. I went to your company and you avoided seeing me... What bargaining chip do you think I have in my hand? What else can I do except say some angry words. I am Wang Xiaoli, the general manager of a commercial bank My daughter, in terms of appearance and knowledge, she is not bad at all, how many people are rushing to pursue me, but I just want to lose all my self-esteem for you... for you..."

"I'm sorry," Zihan looked at Xiaoli with tears in her eyes, her heart softened, and her tone softened, "I said it's not your fault, it's my fault if I'm not good. But... I really can't change it. Myself...so, please forgive me."

After Zi Han finished speaking, he got into his car, and the moment he closed the door and started the car, tears flowed from his eyes.

Why are my emotions so paranoid, why do I feel afraid of the opposite sex, even a opposite sex who has a good impression?why is that?Whose fault is it?

Zihan shed tears in pain. He understood that he really couldn't "hold", not only "hold" everything that happened in the past, but also "hold" everything that was happening now, even his own emotions. Destiny can't "hold" everything he owns. "Hold" can't live!

Ruobu was about to go to bed when she received Xiaoli's call.After practicing dancing for a whole day, I was exhausted as if I was about to fall apart.

Originally, if it weren't for that, Xiaoli's phone call would not be ignored at all.Because she has always regarded herself as a tool to satisfy her desires, which makes Ruo Fei feel that her self-esteem is very hurt, and she always feels that she has no dignity in front of Xiaoli and cannot hold her head up.

So every time he had sex with Xiaoli, Hou Ruofei always made up his mind in his heart not to pay attention to this woman in the future, and to leave this woman who he didn't like and she didn't like him either.

But tonight Xiaoli's voice on the phone startled Ruofei, she was no longer as domineering and domineering as before, but sad and complaining like never before.

"Could you please come and stay with me? I really feel wronged and sad now..." Xiao Li said with a sob.

"Ask me?" Hearing Xiaoli's choked-up, beautiful and soft voice, Ruofei became nervous instead, "You...what's wrong with you? You're not playing tricks on me again, are you?"

"What's the matter with you men? I just want you to come and stay with me, why do you always think so much..." Xiaoli complained.

Hearing what Xiaoli said, if it weren't for that, she might have thought too much, and couldn't help but slapped her head and smiled, because she always said that she was a man, and what kind of man was she if she was afraid of a woman.

So Ruofei opened the closet, found a white t-shirt to put on, and put on a pair of jeans.When he opened the shoe cabinet, if he hadn't subconsciously glanced at the quietly waiting orange red, he found a pair of white sneakers and put them on without hesitation.

If she hadn't been drunk when she saw Xiaoli, she was sitting barefoot on the floor of the room leaning against the bed.Seeing Ruofei walking in, she couldn't wait to rush forward and hug him, saying incessantly, "Zi Han, don't treat me like this? Don't..."

Ruofei broke Xiaoli's hands apart forcefully, "I'm not Zihan, I'm Ruofei."

"Ruofei?" Xiaoli stared blankly at Ruofei, "Ruofei?! Why does he like Ruofei? Tell me why Zihan likes Ruofei? Why would he rather like a big man than me? Didn't it mean that the same sex repels each other? , but why do they...not repel each other?"

If it wasn't for being speechless, silently watching Xiaoli's distraught appearance, she didn't know how to comfort her.

"Tell me, why does he like Ruofei and why does he like you? Why are you together? Tell me..." Xiaoli grabbed Ruofei's clothes emotionally, raised her weak fists and slapped him non-stop.

In order to appease Xiaoli's excited emotions, Ruofei had no choice but to kiss her lips and wrap her lips around Xiaoli's chaotic nonsense mouth...

Xiaoli quickly responded, she embraced Ruofei passionately and kissed frantically. "Zihan, I love you..."

The two kissed for a long time, Xiaoli suddenly broke her mouth out, and kept slapping Ruofei's mouth willfully and yelling, "Why why why is this..."

If it wasn't for letting Xiao Li's hands pat on his body, it took him a while to murmur, "Zi Han...maybe he has his own difficulties."

Although he doesn't fully understand what kind of difficulties Zi Han has in his heart, as a man, he intuitively feels and understands the pain in another man's heart.

"Even if he has reasons, he can't treat me like this..." Xiaoli looked at Ruofei as if she wanted to find the answer from his face, "Why can't he like men and women like you? Why can't you Can he do it but he can't? Why doesn't he like women when he's a good man? I really don't understand..."

"I..." Ruo Fei admits that he still likes women in his heart, but he does not reject Zi Han.Sometimes he even feels that he will be more attached to Zi Han, not his body, but his emotion towards himself.Whenever I think of Zihan, if I don't feel the warmth from the inside out, but when I think of Xiaoli, I feel restless all over my body.

Men and women bring him two completely different feelings.This kind of contradictory and completely different feelings made Ruofei, a young man who was ignorant of love, become more confused and confused about the word "love".

"Promise me to leave Zihan, okay, if you leave him he will fall in love with women again and he will fall in love with me again..." Xiaoli began to kiss Ruofei crazily while she murmured, "I'll get closer to you, he He will stay away from you, then he will like me a little more and love me a little more. He will be like you kiss me and love me now...kiss me...love me..."

Ruofei's body was quickly aroused by Xiaoli's crazy kisses, and he didn't care about listening to Xiaoli's murmured words, but eagerly took off his clothes indiscriminately while responding to Xiaoli's kisses, Then he took off Xiaoli's clothes indiscriminately...