Powerful and romantic

"You, you are not a good person!"

Looking at Xu Junran with drunk eyes, Cui Xiuying couldn't help but glared at him.

Xu Junran simply ignored Cui Xiuying's sour tone, leaned comfortably on the sofa, and said slowly: "I don't ask you not to tell others about these things, you just need to leave your experience, and then help me to remain anonymous." OK."

"I know, you think I'm not a good person, I'm a politician. In fact, sometimes I hate who I am now, because I find that I am no different from those old foxes who have been in the officialdom for many years. I used to watch from college to today. Before I got that information, I felt that I was special, that I deserved something that others could hardly get, and that I should also have some privileges. Even the woman who fell in love with me should be different. First of all, she had to be excellent, Second, we both need to be smart enough to avoid the problems that other couples have. It's kind of like a respectful life where everyone knows what they're supposed to do and does it as if I shouldn't be in Just like political mistakes, deliberately digging holes for others is not counted, it is a simple mistake."

"Tell me, am I a bit of a mental cleanser?" Xu Junran looked at Cui Xiuying and asked suddenly.

"Spiritual cleanliness?" Cui Xiuying looked at Xu Junran suspiciously, obviously not understanding what he meant.

It was only then that Xu Junran suddenly realized that no matter how considerate and smart the woman in front of her was, she was just an intellectual woman from the 80s. For her, mental cleanliness, a word that only became popular in the late 90s, was undoubtedly heavenly. Night Tale for some.

"Well, it's just that I have a lot of demands on myself and the people around me spiritually." Xu Junran thought for a while and gave such an explanation.

Cui Xiuying shrugged.Nodding his head, he said, "If that's what you mean, you fit the explanation very well."

Xu Junran laughed: "After graduating from university, I chose to return to my hometown to engage in politics due to some personal reasons. Since then, I have told myself to work hard to do what I should do. With the help of some people, I have come to the present step by step. I always thought that I could do things in accordance with the principles of fairness and justice, but the reality does not allow this, as if everyone is happy and life will be boring. I have a problem now. Or, you say That's right, I'm really a little bit confused now, because I don't know whether what I'm going to do next is right or wrong."

Cui Xiuying listened to Xu Junran's words.She understood Xu Junran's meaning, she was silent for a while, and suddenly asked: "Do you think Qi Santai is a good person?"

Xu Junran shook his head: "A person's good or bad is not judged by anyone, but by the results of what he does."

Stretching out his hand and knocking on the armrest of the sofa, Xu Junran said slowly: "Being an official is the same as being a human being. There is never anything you should do. It will develop naturally. Playing politics is not noble or tolerant." And the heart of a Buddha. The honesty of a politician is equal to stupidity, and the kindness is equal to weakness. I understand these principles, but we have not experienced some things, so many real situations of things may not be what we see. If we don’t think carefully, We're going to be in a very bad situation. And we can't extricate ourselves from it..."

Xu Junran didn't know why he told Cui Xiuying these things, it was like a warning to himself, it was the first time he felt this way after he was reborn, so that Xu Junran didn't even notice, Cui Xiuying didn't know when it faded Xu Junran was the only one in the room talking, talking about a lot of things he wanted to say.

I don't know how long it took, but when Xu Junran waited, he suddenly felt that the rain outside the window had stopped.

"You won't become like them, will you?" Cui Xiuying suddenly asked Xu Junran in the darkness.

"Maybe, I don't know what I will look like in the end, because I thought that I would be the one who is drunk and sober, but now I find that there is not much difference between me and them. Today you When you asked me if I was a good person, I was really a little confused. You know, I have three girlfriends, and I like each of them very much. But I can’t marry each of them. Tell me, am I a A complete jerk?"

Xu Junran said with some self-mockery, he suddenly found that no matter what he went through, he seemed to be able to get a blessing in disguise.I don't know if this is a kind of deal with fate, what is easily obtained will not be cherished, this is human nature.He gently shook the wine glass, turned his head and saw the girl's side face, she lowered her head slightly to look at her own wine glass, the white wine in it seemed untouched for a long time.

Girls are beautiful.

As soon as this kind of message appeared in his mind, Xu Junran immediately blinked hard, trying to wake up.

"It's already reached the level of evasion. It seems that you have paid a lot of price, not the kind of depressing success for no reason." Cui Xiuying gently swung the wine glass left and right, and said to Xu Junran lightly.I have to say that her low-browed, pleasing-to-eyes look has a bit of a quiet taste: "I have always wanted to be a teacher since I was a child, because I think being a teacher is a very noble profession. But my parents chose to use stinky old Nine and other words to teach me, even my uncle who has always loved me since I was a child no longer supports me. You have also seen what I was like at that time. If I hadn’t met you, I’m afraid I would be thrown in Lianhe Village now gone."

"I read a book when I was a child. It said that the real reason that finally forced a person to make the decision to give up was not to work hard and do everything possible to earnestly and meticulously pay nothing in return, and it was not to fail one after another. It’s not about the anxiety of bumping into walls everywhere, but about the unprovoked success that others can achieve without any sweat or effort.”

"Isn't it ironic?"

Cui Xiuying sighed, looking at the wine glass in her hand, depressed, she drank it like a man in a movie playing handsome.As soon as I took it in, I felt a flame-like irritation burning from my chest, but I still frowned and swallowed it. Now the stomach was ignited, and my forehead started to ache from being stimulated.

Colorless liquid, slightly frowning eyebrows, the flowing liquid keeps disappearing, white neck rolling, hair fluttering back silently, this side face is perfected for a moment, arousing Xu Junran's inner body Some kind of substance caught in them made them start to function, flashing and flashing, emitting a dim and ambiguous soft light.

He suddenly felt that the girl in front of him was very beautiful!

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