Powerful and romantic

(' It was getting late. When Xu Junran entered, Lin Yuqing was cooking in the small kitchen. She had no place to live, so the commune arranged her in a house not far from where Xu Junran lived. Individuals count as neighbors.

"What delicious food?"

When Xu Junran entered, he could only see a slender figure busy in the kitchen, and couldn't help asking.

"You're back. Let's rest for a while, and the food will be ready right away." When Cao Junwei returned from the capital, he privately gave Lin Yuqing a lot of food coupons, meat coupons, etc., and gave her 500 yuan. The euphemistic name is the random money.Originally, Lin Yuqing planned to refuse, but after thinking that Xu Junran didn't have any extra income, and usually had to pay for food and clothing, she simply accepted it.

The meals she cooks now are just purchased from the supply and marketing cooperative.

Xu Junran smiled, walked straight to the bed, threw the clothes on it, sat down by himself, smelled the delicious smell of vegetables, and looked at the beauty in the kitchen who was spooning for him.

"This kind of life is really comfortable." Xu Junran shook his head and smiled.

After dinner, it was getting late, but Xu Junran had no intention of leaving at all, Lin Yuqing blushed, and whispered: "Well, you should go back."

Xu Junran was half lying on the bed comfortably, as if he didn't hear Lin Yuqing's words, but just looked at her face silently, because there was no electric light at this time, so he could only light the oil lamp, under the flickering light, this woman had a A hazy beauty.

"Why should I go back?" Xu Junran smiled, and suddenly said something that made Lin Yuqing's heart beat faster.

Lin Yuqing looked at Xu Junran helplessly, looked at the man in front of her seriously, and finally said: "Of course you have to go back, because I'm going to sleep."

"Sleep, I'm sleeping here too." The man's voice was a little rascal.

"It's not right for you to do this."

"What's wrong?"

"Have you ever thought about it, my reputation is not good, it's fine outside, if someone finds us together in the commune, then your reputation will be ruined."

"Fame is sometimes like a brothel in ancient times. It is clearly a skin business, but it has to be arty. I don't know how to be a bitch and set up a memorial archway."

"Can you not be so vulgar? Fortunately, you are still a educated person."

"Scholars are also human beings, they also have to eat and drink, and they also have emotions and desires."

Xu Junran's words suddenly stopped, looked at Lin Yuqing, and asked word by word: "Do you think that being with me will hurt someone?"

The reason why she asked this question was because Xu Junran felt that Lin Yuqing seemed to think that there was something between herself and Yuan Xiaoh. She had shown this since she was in the capital, and she would say nice things about Yuan Xiaoh in her ears from time to time. I don't know, but I thought she was going to be the matchmaker between him and Yuan Xiaoh.

Sitting not far from Xu Junran's seat, Lin Yuqing hesitated a little, but still nodded honestly: "I'm not the kind of woman who is too smart, I just feel that if I hurt others with you, it seems No. Besides, do you think we are suitable?"

Xu Junran's answer was quick: "Why is it inappropriate? Where is it inappropriate?"

Lin Yuqing felt that she was going crazy now, why did Xu Junran suddenly become so stubborn?

"Jun Ran, listen to me. Now that we are the one, it doesn't mean that I must marry you. My sister will never have another man except you in this life, but for your future, you absolutely cannot Stay with me." Lin Yuqing looked at Xu Junran and said word by word, obviously she had made a lot of determination and thought for a long time before she came to such an answer.

Unexpectedly, Xu Junran just nodded, glanced at Lin Yuqing and continued: "I'm sorry, I refuse."

Lin Yuqing didn't understand Xu Junran's words at the beginning. Although they were all the kind of people who were so single-minded to death, it didn't mean she could know Xu Junran's thoughts.So she asked Xu Junran back: "Don't you know what people outside will talk about if we are together?"

This was a question that had troubled her for a whole week.

Xu Junran sat up straight, looked into Lin Yuqing's eyes, and nodded under her strange gaze.

Lin Yuqing was at a loss when she saw his attitude. Compared with girls of her age, she was precocious, but she still knew very little about men.To her, Xu Junran is like a fun and beautiful toy. At first, she thought that there was only some intersection between the two of them. As long as she worked hard to suppress her possessive desire for this man, she could let this relationship go away with the wind. After all, Xu Junran is sure to become famous in the future, and I'm afraid he will even forget who he is.

But it's a pity, it seems that the development of the matter is a bit wrong with my estimation, Xu Junran is a different person.

Lin Yuqing was a little dazed, looking at Xu Junran's puzzled face.

Xu Junran smiled, and said calmly: "You should already know that I was not happy when I came back from the capital. My girlfriend who has been in love for three years turned to someone else because she disliked me for not being able to give her the life she wanted. And The person she was looking for had a great background, big enough to affect my future, although I could also ask my elder brother for help, but at that time I gave up that opportunity because of ridiculous pride and self-esteem, and fled back from the capital like a lost dog When I came to Wude, I hoped to hide in the deep mountains and old forests to lick my own wounds."

"But sitting on the train, watching the mountains pass by in front of my eyes, I gradually began to think about what I have done in the past few years."

Xu Junran muttered to himself, as if he was telling Lin Yuqing, or telling himself: "I am doing one thing wholeheartedly, I want to go further but Ignore the many beautiful scenery around me, wait until I have the opportunity to stop At that time, I found that I hadn’t grasped anything, so I told myself at that time, I must grasp every happiness around me that I can grasp.”

He smiled softly, with a hint of lightheartedness in his voice: "Later, I returned to the county and started to work. Because I wanted to do something for the folks, I thought about starting a project and met you. I took you to the capital because you belong to the kind of person who has nothing to worry about like me. I hope you will be my spokesperson in Pengfei City. I didn't expect that after being with you, I feel that I should give you happiness. "

"Thank you for being willing to believe in me."

Thinking of this sentence, Lin Yuqing remembered the first sentence Xu Junran said to herself when she woke up that morning.

She said softly: "I didn't know it would develop like this. If I knew, I would definitely not go to the capital with you. I'm sorry Xiao H."

Hearing her mention of Yuan Xiaoh, Xu Junran was stunned for a moment, and then said: "You don't have to blame yourself, I have nothing to do with Xiaoyuan."

Lin Yuqing shook her head: "You can't lie to me, the way you look at her tells me that you care about her. She likes you too!"

Xu Junran was silent, women's intuition is sometimes so scary, they can see the essence through the phenomenon.

But he couldn't tell Lin Yuqing that his feelings for Yuan Xiaoh stemmed from a debt he owed in his previous life.

"sorry."

For the first time, Xu Junran felt that it was so uncomfortable to say these three words.

Lin Yuqing smiled sweetly, walked to Xu Junran's side, and said softly: "Don't say sorry to me, you are my man, I chose it myself. For us women, this is life, no matter what happens, I will always be by your side, as long as you don't dislike me, I will follow you for the rest of my life."

Xu Junran was stunned. He originally thought that Lin Yuqing would use the trick of crying, making trouble, and hanging herself. After all, this is one of women's weapons. Who would have thought that instead of crying, she would comfort herself.Such a change made Xu Junran a little unprepared, even extremely surprised.

Lin Yuqing's eyes were like water, reflected in the moonlight enchantingly: "Anyway, you are my first man, even if you don't want me, I have to follow you. You have been entangled by me, a vixen, for the rest of your life. Unless I die, I will go wherever you go!"

Xu Junran smiled wryly, it's really unreasonable for a woman to get nervous, doesn't Lin Yuqing know that there is no humility in such things as feelings?

Before he could speak, Lin Yuqing snorted coquettishly: "Go aside, I'll spread a bed sheet."

Xu Junran was startled, and then found that Lin Yuqing blushed, and her voice gradually lowered: "Actually... I have always liked you... I liked you the first time I saw you... I am not a good woman ...I have a bad reputation, and I have killed my family members...Thank you for letting me work in the commune...I have always wanted to repay you...don't think about me...what should I do..."

With a helpless wry smile, Xu Junran realized that he had really underestimated Lin Yuqing. This woman was very thoughtful. He originally thought that she was forced by him, but he didn't know that she had already had feelings for him.

"Why are you bothering?" Xu Junran sighed and said helplessly.

Lin Yuqing blushed, and said in a low voice: "When I was young, my mother told me that if I can meet a man who is willing to fight for me and others in this life, then follow him, even if he has a family, it doesn't matter, because a man If it is for me to fight with others, it means that this man is worth my life for him."

Xu Junran just remembered that he seemed to have heard someone from Yuan Xiaoh once said that Lin Yuqing's biological mother was pregnant out of wedlock, and before she died of illness, she entrusted her to his relatives, who were also betrothed for Lin Yuqing. that family.

An unnatural expression flashed across his face, and Xu Junran said in a low voice, "Sister Yuqing, I'm not worth what you're doing."

Lin Yuqing leaned lightly on Xu Junran's shoulder, and replied as if talking to herself: "At least once in a lifetime, you should forget yourself for someone. Don't ask for results, don't ask for companionship; don't ask for what you once had. , I don’t even ask you to love me; I just ask to meet you in my most beautiful years.”

PS: The last sentence is actually a poem by Xi Murong. Chen Guang really likes it so much, so I use it here.Sometimes, we will really meet a person who is willing to give wholeheartedly for ourselves, maybe they will become a husband and wife, maybe they will become a beauty, but no matter what the final result is, it is worth cherishing and remembering.

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