Assistant God of Life in Another World

Chapter [-] Self-nature is bright

Morrissey at this time should be the same as me at that time.

Pat respected the teacher very much and was very grateful to the teacher.But at that time, he felt that he had to offend the teacher a little.Not for anything else, not even for Morrissey, just for the dream I had when I was a child.

He had to do it once, the little bug he had dreamed of appearing beside him countless times.

That is the most beautiful thing in this world.

That was something he had always wanted to see but hadn't seen after all.

He thought to himself, to play it once.Even if it was just once, it would let him know that that thing did exist, he hadn't encountered it before, it was just that he was unlucky.

Morrissey should have had a little more luck than him.

Because he is Morrissey's eldest brother.

If the big brother who has been trusted can't even do what a small bug can do, then what is the big brother doing?

If he himself can't do what that little bug does, when he was a child, the self standing in the dark, with so many hopes and dreams, so many longings day and night, what is he longing for?

Do you yearn for an existence that you don't even believe in?

So he said to Morrissey, "Don't worry, I'm your elder brother. I'll take care of your affairs for you."

Thinking about it later, I was really too naive at that time.

It wasn't that he naively took over this matter, but that he naively thought that he was really important.Even if the teacher is not very happy with his behavior, he will help mediate it for the sake of being his "proud disciple"?few words

After that, just make a good apology to the teacher.

But in the end, I didn't expect that the teacher didn't even see his face, and directly announced to the outside world: "Pat is a rebellious son. He is not my disciple's choice. He will be kicked out." At that time, when I heard the news, I really felt like this Hear a thunderbolt from the blue sky.

How did that happen?

Could it be that the teacher's "valuation" of him all the time is false?Is it true that "you are my most proud student" that the teacher often talks about is false?

he doesn't believe

But the facts, soon finally convinced him.

When his limbs were broken and his face was pressed to the ground, he finally realized that these ten years of "genius" had finally passed once again.Even after he was expelled from his disciples, the teacher he had always pinned his hopes on finally completely abandoned him without even a little bit of protection, just like the teacher-student relationship in the previous ten years, Like never before.

Is the teacher too cruel or is he a failure as a disciple?

Pat thought about this question for many years to come.Of course, there is no answer.

After that incident, in order not to continue to implicate himself, Morish finally chose to leave.

And he couldn't stay in that mercenary group anymore, so he chose to return to the family.At this time, perhaps, only the family can bring some warmth.

But he was still too naive.

The father who had been "understood" by him looked at him as if he was looking at a stranger: "Why are you still coming back? Don't you know that your coming back may bring great disaster to the family? It's ugly I won’t say anything, you go now, and don’t come back in the future. In the future, you will not have this home.”

Hehe, it's really funny to think of his appearance at that time.

Ridiculous, if he tries to understand others, who will understand him?Those who are connected by blood do not mean that they are relatives.Or should he "understand" his father generously again?

But, whether he understands it or not, his father will never give him this chance.Whether he understands it or not, that family has nothing to do with him since then.

The world went dark again.

Different from Hour, Hour's gloom has an end, and his life still has a calm and acceptable arrangement.At that time, he was a grass chicken, and even a grass chicken had his own life.

But now, he is just a goshawk with broken wings.

When a goshawk breaks its wings, it is no longer a goshawk.But he is no longer a grass chicken, he can't go back to the grass chicken, no grass chicken will accept him.At that time, he realized that the goshawk with broken wings was an existence that even grass chickens would laugh at heartily.

He even laughed harder than those goshawks. In a trance, he actually thought that they were more arrogant than those goshawks.

From ten years of gloom, to ten years of pride, and then to ten years of gloom, the ups and downs, and many things that happened during this period are really interesting, but it's a pity, he can only reminisce.

He even thought about it many times, rewinding time, going back to the moment when Morrissey said goodbye to him.

If given the chance, would he make the same choice when faced with that situation again?Will he trade the bleakness of his life for the chance to fulfill his childhood dream?

He didn't know, really didn't know.

However, he thought, if Morrissey still stood in front of him and called him "Big Brother", at that moment, he would probably still turn into that little bug.

Although you may regret it later.

But if you regret it, let it regret it. What should be done is still to be done. ——He can betray his own life, but how can he betray his dream?

Isn't it because of staying in the cold and gray for a long time, is it so longing for warmth and light?

So, how can you make yourself cold and gloomy after gaining warmth and light?If I really do that, I'm afraid that even I will feel disgusted with myself?few words

So, eight years ago, Pat, who finally figured it out and thought through the ins and outs, said to himself: "I regret it. But if things happen again, I will still choose to regret it."

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Past dust, past dust...

After meeting His Highness Fang Tian, ​​Pat finally stopped suppressing himself and finally learned to let go. From the beginning to the end, from childhood to later, little by little, as if reading someone else's story, he looked at his own story. past.

But he still couldn't do what His Royal Highness Fang Tian said:

"One is that you will be completely destroyed from body to heart in the pain that pierces your heart day after day. The other is that you will destroy your body and your body in unbearable suffering Put your mind, read you, and your posture into a furnace like material, beat and exercise, unite your body, mind, mind, and posture into one, and form a sharp sword that can pierce everything."

He didn't know what to do.

Therefore, he can only trudge along in the past, unable to see where he can settle down, and where he can carry his dreams.So, he could only continue to remain silent...

But on this day, in what His Highness Fang Tian wrote, he suddenly saw endless light.

Followed that disciple, step by step, and walked a long way, until the disciple finally said the last sentence, "I have a pearl, which has been locked away by the dust for a long time. Now the dust is gone, and the light is born, shining through the mountains and rivers. Duo."

Pat suddenly grinned, and before he knew it, tears dripped down his face.

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