The best ambiguous master

On the way to send Han Linger home, Zhao Xiaohan received a call from A Niu. On the phone, A Niu told him that A Gou had sent someone to deal with the matter of Liu Jinshui and the fat man, and the police had also come. His tone of voice didn’t seem to be a big deal, it seemed that the people sent by Agou were very powerful, and they had something to do with the nearby police station, so the ending was that Liu Jinshui, the big fat man and the group of little brothers were all locked in the small black room, waiting Their impending life is prison life.

After Zhao Xiaohan and Shen Bing sent Han Linger home, they took a taxi back home. On the way home, the two of them tacitly did not speak, just looked at the scenery outside the window, silently thinking about their own thoughts, opened the door , After changing the slippers, Shen Bing sat on the sofa, and Zhao Xiaohan also sat up with her.

"Xiaohan, tell me, will you leave here in the future?" Sitting on the sofa, Shen Bing turned his head and looked into Zhao Xiaohan's eyes and asked softly. leave here?"

"No, I think it's good for the two of us to live together, and we can take care of each other. Of course, if you have a girlfriend, you can also choose to leave. Don't worry, I won't keep you when the time comes." There was a smile on the corner of Shen Bing's mouth, although the expression on her face did not change when she said the last sentence, but the trace of loneliness in her eyes did not escape Zhao Xiaohan's eyes.

"Hehe, then I won't leave." Zhao Xiaohan smiled, looked at Shen Bing and said, "If I don't find a girlfriend for the rest of my life, won't you marry?"

"You want to be a monk, but I don't want to be a nun." Shen Bing smiled slightly, leaning on the sofa with her legs crossed, listening to Shen Bing's words, Zhao Xiaohan just smiled lightly and did not speak.

After a long time, Zhao Xiaohan turned his head to look at Shen Bing, but found that she was preoccupied, and immediately moved closer to her body, and said softly: "Sister, what are you thinking about?"

"I'm wondering if your current job is too dangerous." Shen Bing raised her head, looked into Zhao Xiaohan's eyes and said, "Although the salary is high, the danger is too high. Although it doesn't sound that dangerous, But my gut told me that would be a dangerous job."

Hearing Shen Bing's words, Zhao Xiaohan's heart trembled suddenly. No matter what time it is, this woman is always thinking about herself. From the first day she knew her, it seemed that she took her kindness for granted. , Shen Bing was the only woman who devoted herself wholeheartedly to Zhao Xiaohan without asking for anything in return.

"Sister, I think that as a man, if you just want to spend your life in an ordinary way, it would be too lonely. Maybe my current job is dangerous, but I like it very much. I can give full play to my best there. potential, sister, let me prove myself once, otherwise, I will feel that I can't do anything, danger, shouldn't it be a life that a man should experience?" These words were sent by Zhao Xiaohan He said from the bottom of his heart that he spent the first 20 years mediocre. He didn't want to waste his youth anymore. He boldly did whatever he wanted to do while he was young, and didn't leave too much for his future self. Much regret and regret.

Listening to Zhao Xiaohan's words, Shen Bing was silent for a few seconds, turned his head and cupped Zhao Xiaohan's cheeks, and said softly: "Xiaohan, you have changed, do you know?"

"I know." Zhao Xiaohan nodded and said: "I used to be a waste, but now I am the real me, but in front of you, I will always be the Zhao Xiaohan you know, this point, forever It won't change."

Seeing Shen Bing calm down again, Zhao Xiaohan smiled and said: "Sister, why don't you change the topic, this topic is too heavy, why don't you tell your story?"

"My story? What story do I have to tell?" Shen Bing turned her head, a trace of doubt flashed between her brows.

Zhao Xiaohan lit a cigarette, took a puff lightly and said, "Tell me about your youth, tell me about how you got here all these years, why didn't you find a boyfriend?"

"My youth, huh, my youth was basically spent on studying. When I was young, my family was poor. In order to support me in school, my parents sold everything, so I got a scholarship every year in school, and I was always the first in my grade. , In order to study, I have to stay up late every day to write notes, in order to study, I have used up all my youth, so I have very few friends, even the students in our own class are not willing to be friends with me.” Maybe Recalling the memories of his school days, there was a wry smile on Shen Bing's face.

"What about after graduation?" Zhao Xiaohan frowned and asked with raised eyebrows.

"After graduating, I started working and kept working. I wanted to make money to support my family. After years of hard work, I saved a lot of money. I bought a house and a car. After so many years, I just came here like this. It’s gone.” Shen Bing’s stories are few, not exciting, and even a little boring, but Zhao Xiaohan can deeply understand this kind of loneliness. A woman, in order to earn money to repay her parents, exhausted her entire youth time.

"Then why haven't you found a boyfriend? I think there should be quite a few men chasing you, right?" For some reason, Zhao Xiaohan suddenly flashed the man he saw in the bar in his mind, and his intuition told him that Shen Bing and that man A man should have an untold story.

"I've been too tired these years, and I don't care about finding a boyfriend." When mentioning boyfriend, Shen Bing sighed heavily, raised his head, glanced at Zhao Xiaohan, hesitated for a few seconds, and finally said: "Actually , when I was in school, I had a boyfriend."

Before Shen Bing finished speaking, Zhao Xiaohan hurriedly said: "Is it the person I met in the bar last time?"

Hearing Zhao Xiaohan's words, Shen Bing looked at Zhao Xiaohan in surprise, nodded and said: "Yes, but how do you know it's his?"

"Intuition, sometimes, a man's intuition is also very important." Zhao Xiaohan smiled lightly, but Shen Bing's words also proved that his intuition was not wrong. The man I met in the bar last time was indeed Shen Bing's ex-boyfriend .

"Hehe." Shen Bing smiled slightly, but the smile was a bit bitter.

"Why did you break up?" Seeing that Shen Bing just smiled without making a sound, Zhao Xiaohan asked again.

"When I was in college, I was the president of the literary club. At that time, he was also a member of our literary club. He was very talented. He helped write every paper for our literary club. Basically, our school's blackboard newspaper Every time it was done by the two of us. Later, he started chasing me. I was quite repulsed at first, but then he would cook for me every day, bring me hot water, and wait for me at the gate of our class on rainy days. , I will also find someone to bring me cold drinks in the summer, and I agree to associate with him."

Listening to Shen Bing's words, Zhao Xiaohan nodded and didn't make a sound, but he was thinking, why the man he saw in the bar last time, and the very talented man Shen Bing said, paid so much for Shen Bing The man, can't tell that he is alone?

"Later, the two of us dated for a long time, but later, my roommate in the dormitory told me that that person seemed to be dating a rich daughter from our school in secret. I didn't pay attention at the time, but later, more and more The more people told me, I went to him to question him, but the answer I got was not to make me think too much, there was no such thing at all, I believed it at first, until one night, I came down from the library I found him and that woman kissing at the door of the teaching building. I didn’t know until that moment that no one lied to me, but he was the only one who lied to me. I cried and went back to the dormitory. Why, why did everyone know, but I was the last to know? Why did you betray me? Is it because I am not as good as that woman?"

As he was talking, Shen Bing's eye circles suddenly turned red, and tears flowed across his cheeks, dripping onto his shoulders. Seeing Shen Bing sobbing softly, Zhao Xiaohan suddenly felt distressed, and silently took out a bag from his pocket. Handed a tissue to Shen Bing, and then looked at her quietly, because he didn't know how to comfort this woman who was hurt by love.

"Later, I finally figured it out. It's not that I'm not as good as that woman, but that woman can give him what I can't. That woman can give him a future, money, rights, and less struggle. For 20 years, I couldn’t give him anything. Later, he came to me, but I didn’t see him. He called me many times and sent me many messages, but I never saw him once. After a long time, I also forgot about him, and I didn't think of him until I met him in the bar last time."

Shen Bing was crying while wiping his snot, and Zhao Xiaohan also held Shen Bing in his arms at this time, looking at the woman who was sobbing in his arms, Zhao Xiaohan stretched out his right hand and gently She wiped away tears for her, and said softly: "Sister, don't cry, who hasn't met a scumbag in this life? Don't worry, he will definitely regret not cherishing you back then."

Shen Bing was still crying, crying on Zhao Xiaohan's shoulder, tears had already wet Zhao Xiaohan's sleeves, but he didn't know it, just reached out and patted Shen Bing's back lightly, hoping to ease her heart. pain of.

Seeing Shen Bing crying, Zhao Xiaohan lowered his head, looked into Shen Bing's eyes, and said softly: "Sister, let me take care of you in the future, okay?"

Hearing Zhao Xiaohan's words, Shen Bing stopped crying, raised his head, looked at Zhao Xiaohan's sincere eyes, and hugged Zhao Xiaohan's shoulders tightly, feeling Shen Bing's changes, Zhao Xiaohan also hugged her in his arms , snuggling on Zhao Xiaohan's chest, Shen Bing suddenly felt an unprecedented sense of security.