Lovely Husband's Night Pet

Chapter 245 The selfishness of the year led to the pain now

The three of them sat in the coffee shop, each of them drank a cup of coffee, and Li Ruoqi was caught in the middle, looking a bit embarrassed, maybe, that's not what she wanted to see.

"Yaonan, do you want to stay for a while when you come back this time? It's so inconvenient to stay in a hotel. Listen to auntie and stay home. You are also your father's son. If it spreads, others will say you Dad treats you badly." Qin Caifeng took the initiative to speak.

She came here just to persuade Li Yaonan to go back to the villa. It is easier to say something when the family is at home, but outside, it is noisy, and if someone sees it, she will lose face.

Li Yaonan didn't refuse, nor did he agree, "Auntie, it's dinner time, why don't we talk about it after dinner."

Li Ruoqi also pulled Qin Caifeng up, "Mom, don't you still want to go home to accompany Dad? You go home first, and I will just go with my brother."

"It's better to eat together, Yaonan, right?" Qin Caifeng didn't want to go back alone, even if she wanted to go back, she would make Li Yaonan willing to go back too.

Su Yujing sat by the window alone, and she saw from the news that there was a problem with Li's company.

She always had a premonition in her heart, maybe she shouldn't care about these things anymore, but Li Yaonan's actions were beyond anyone's understanding.

Mrs. Su came out of the room, seeing Su Yujing in a daze, she walked to the sofa and sat down, "Jingjing, are you still thinking about him?"

"Grandma, I didn't. I just saw the news. In fact, I chose to leave because I didn't want to have anything to do with him." Su Yujing stroked her belly, and she worked hard until now, just for the sake of her child.

What she has missed, the pain she has endured, she cannot let her children continue to suffer.

"That's good, Jingjing, grandma wants to tell you that if you meet the right man, you have to take care of it. A child also needs a complete family." Mrs. Su knew that no matter what, the matter came to an end Now at this step, she also wants Su Yujing to live a good life.

Su Yujing shook her head, "Grandma, I can raise the child by myself. I'm afraid now, and I don't want the child to have an unhappy life in the future."

She knew that if she wanted to find a father for her child for her own happiness, the child would be hurt even more in the future.

"You are also a stubborn child. If a man really loves you, he will naturally treat the child well." Mrs. Su hated Yunqing back then, so she put all her dissatisfaction on Su Yujing body.

"Grandma, what kind of woman is my mother?" Su Yujing has never asked her for so long. It's not that she doesn't want to know, maybe she doesn't want to make Mrs. Su feel sad.

Mrs. Su paused for a long time, she didn't know how to say something.

"Grandma, it's okay if you don't want to say anything, I'm just asking casually." Su Yujing bit her lip, 18 years had passed, and some people shouldn't have appeared in her life.

Mrs. Su shook her head, "It's not that I don't want to say it, but that I don't know much about her. At that time, your father and Rong'er were married, and because something happened to the Yun family, your mother also lived in Su Home."

Su Yujing listened carefully, whether her life, her destiny, was also doomed long ago.

"Actually, I knew at the time that Wen Kai loved Yun Qing, not Yun Rong. However, Rong'er is more likable and has a sweet mouth. I feel very happy when she is with me, so I am very selfish. .Although your father accepted that marriage, he never forgot your mother in his heart, so, after getting drunk once, your father broke into your mother's room, which meant you were born later." Mrs. Su When people think back to the events of more than ten years ago, it is as if they are still in front of them, so clear.

That mistake back then is also the beginning of the pain now.

"Then my mother..." Su Yujing understood that if Yunqing didn't love Su Wenkai, then this night's seizure would be a great pain for her.

It's the same with her and Li Yaonan, isn't it?She felt at the time that her only option was to die.

However, for the sake of the Su family, she didn't do that.

"Yunqing wanted to die at the time and swallowed sleeping pills, but she was rescued, and since then, she locked herself in the room alone, without seeing anyone, except for the servant who delivered three meals a day. In the end, she didn't find out she was pregnant with you until she passed out and was sent to the hospital." Mrs. Su sighed heavily.

If there was no Su Yujing back then, then either Yun Qing or Yun Rong would have their own happiness.

Madam Su thought so, but she was wrong.A marriage that is forced to be together will not be happy.

Even after Su Wenkai and Yun Rong had Su Yutong, they still quarreled every day, and they even split rooms.

"Grandma, my mother must still be alive?" Su Yujing thought, if her mother was still alive, would she know of the existence of her daughter?

Mrs. Su shook her head, "Not long after you were born, Yun Qing disappeared, no matter how hard I looked, I couldn't find her, and later I found her bag and a shoe by the river, the police searched for several days but couldn't find them , and finally thought she was dead."

Su Yujing clenched her hands tightly into fists, "Grandma, if I hadn't been there, I think mom would have been very happy."

Yunqing will also have her own life, and Su Yujing is her only tie.

"Maybe." Mrs. Su said lightly, "Jingjing, in fact, Rong'er treated you as her own daughter. After her death, I didn't want Wenkai to let you down because of too much guilt. They will say that both Yunqing and her daughter are dead, and you were just carried from the orphanage to make him feel at ease."

At that time, Mrs. Su had no other choice, it was her only choice.

Yun Rong is also a kind woman, she said that it doesn't matter if she dies, the important thing is that the man she loves can live well, be happy, and have two daughters to accompany her.

But Mrs. Su let Su Yujing out of the Su family's life, making her an outsider.

"All these years, Dad has ignored me because he thought that my presence would cause him to lose his daughter, right?" But I don't want to adopt her. Since I adopted her, why should I make her suffer so much.

It turns out that it's just that everyone's mind is different.

"Jingjing, it's all fucking wrong. If it wasn't for grandma's selfishness back then, maybe things wouldn't be like this." Mrs. Su has always felt guilty in her heart. She has kept some words in her heart for a long time, but There was still no way to speak to Su Yujing.

But now that she finally said it, she felt relieved.

Su Yujing took Mrs. Su's hand, "Grandma, I won't blame you, some things may really be predestined, if it wasn't for what you did then, I wouldn't have fallen in love with Li Yaonan, even though he didn't Love me, but loving him is also a kind of happiness, at least, I once got him."

She is not possessive of love, and for her, all she wants is what she once got.

No matter how many women Li Yaonan has around her, the happiness that Su Yujing sometimes feels is real.

But now, even if she was alone, she would not feel any regrets.

"You girl, you have the same temperament as your mother. Although sometimes you are very unlovable and can't speak sweet words, I know that you are a good boy, and I also know that Yunqing is a good girl." Su If the old lady had been more cruel back then, she would have driven Yun Qing out of the Su family earlier.

Or, Mrs. Su didn't prevent Wen Kai from marrying Yun Qing back then, would something be different?

Mrs. Su knew that Yun Qing had no feelings for Su Wenkai, just like the two sisters of Qiao Chuheng's Su family now, if there was some hurt, it was destined to belong to three people.

"Grandma, it's been so many years, don't take it to heart, I won't blame you." Su Yujing will not pursue who's fault or responsibility for what happened back then.

She just wants to know the truth of that matter, just like she has the right to know who her mother is and her own life experience, she has always wanted to know, but she doesn't have the ability to know.

"If it wasn't for my selfishness, you wouldn't be so pregnant and bear so much by yourself." Mrs. Su looked at Su Yujing, everyone has everyone's selfishness.

If Su Yujing had been more selfish, if she had insisted on being with Qiao Chuheng, maybe things would not have turned out like this.

"Grandma, I'm fine. I'm fine now, and my sister and brother-in-law are also fine together." Su Yujing was sure that Qiao Chuheng would treat Su Yutong well.

When she chose to leave, she knew that Qiao Chuheng would love Su Yutong with all her heart.

As long as there is no her Su Yujing, there will be no obstacles between Qiao Chuheng and Su Yutong.

"I'm not worried about this. With Tongtong's temperament, Chu Heng is not her opponent." This is also the old lady Su's insistence on staying with Su Yujing.

Because she wanted to spend more time with Su Yujing, she was pregnant, how much hardship she would suffer, Mrs. Su could imagine.

"Grandma, in fact, now that you and Mrs. Fu are by my side, I already feel very satisfied." Su Yujing didn't expect much, and it wouldn't be too late to have the family affection she never felt before.

Mrs. Su patted her on the back, "Okay, you girl, seeing that you can still smile now, grandma will feel comfortable."

"Grandma, don't say that. In fact, I know how I am in the Su family for so many years. At least I don't have to worry about food or clothing." Su Yujing spent every day in the Su family these years. For her, it's her life.

What she has experienced herself has also had happiness.

And Li Yaonan was the biggest accident in Su Yujing's life, and now it's not so easy for her to forget that man.

Because she has their flesh and blood in her belly, even if she really wants to sever the relationship, it seems impossible.

However, Su Yujing knew that she and her child would never have anything to do with Li Yaonan again in this life.

If it wasn't for the accident she couldn't imagine.