beauty winner

Chapter 117

Yang Jingxing opened the door and let Tao Meng sit down on the co-pilot. He closed the door lightly, got in the car and looked at Tao Meng: "Let's discuss it."

"Tell me." Tao Meng held the bag in front of her chest with both hands.

Yang Jingxing said: "Generally speaking, if a man and a woman want to develop a relationship, they must first meet. We met in September [-], on the [-]th, right?"

Tao Meng recalled: "Anyway, it was those few days."

Yang Jingxing said: "It should be number four, Saturday. You were wearing a red dress that day. You were not as tall as you are now, your hair is shorter than now, and your figure is not as good as now."

Tao Meng retaliated: "You are not as tall as you are now."

Yang Jingxing smiled: "The other day I found out that this pretty girl is called Tao Meng, who likes painting and music..."

Tao Meng was not happy: "Your tone is normal!"

Yang Jingxing said: "However, your face was a little fatter than now."

Tao Meng protested: "That's not fat, you don't understand baby fat?"

Yang Jingxing said: "Anyway, she's cute, so we've met."

Tao Meng asked, "And then?"

Yang Jingxing said: "Then you became the representative of the English department, and the first time you called out my name was when the homework was collected. I gave you the homework book, and we knew each other."

Tao Meng could also recall: "At that time, you sat in the back, just like Shao Lei."

Yang Jingxing was sensitive: "Do you remember him or me?"

Tao Meng smiled: "Stingy, I just remember that you two are the tallest."

Yang Jingxing didn't pursue it anymore, and continued: "In the first week of music class, Mr. Hu asked the students to perform voluntarily. You played "Let's 'Swing' the Sculls"."

Tao Meng was dissatisfied: "You said that."

Yang Jingxing said: "This is the key point. I was very unhappy at that time, and I didn't think of Shang Pu to study at all. After listening to you play the piano, my thoughts were a bit complicated."

Tao Meng leaned forward and asked, "What's wrong?"

Yang Jingxing said: "At that time I really realized that I entered a school... It was very contradictory. On the one hand, I felt that we were all students, and there was not such a big distance between each other. On the other hand, I felt a little inferior and felt that the distance Bigger."

Tao Meng laughed, but quickly restrained herself and said seriously, "There's nothing to be ashamed of."

Yang Jingxing said: "I have never had low self-esteem since I was a child. That was the first time, and it was also the first time I felt that a girl was so beautiful."

"So?" Tao Meng entered the scene.

Yang Jingxing smiled: "That's why I didn't applaud you at that time."

Tao Meng immediately changed her expression: "Why!"

Yang Jingxing still feels angry when he thinks about it now: "Because I think you are showing off."

"How could I!" The wronged Tao Meng grimaced.

Yang Jingxing quickly said: "This is a misunderstanding, but I don't hate you, because you have the capital to show off."

Tao Meng said, "I'm not the only one playing..."

Yang Jingxing said: "But only your song moved me, the deepest memory."

"Then you still think I'm showing off!" Tao Meng felt aggrieved.

"That's why I'm very conflicted." Yang Jingxing adjusted the direction of the air conditioner, and continued: "At this time, it's considered that we have deepened our understanding."

"But it's wrong!" Tao Meng was anxious.

Yang Jingxing said: "It's only a small part of the mistakes. Overall, my first impression of you is still very good."

Tao Meng looked at Yang Jingxing: "At that time, my first impression of you was your appearance, and then I felt that you might not like studying, and you were not enthusiastic about your classmates."

Yang Jingxing smiled: "You are all correct. Although we didn't say a few words throughout the first year of high school, I gradually discovered that you are not a girl who likes to show off. You are enthusiastic about your classmates, work hard, and study hard."

Tao Meng asked, "Then what do you do to Ren Chuyu?"

Yang Jingxing said: "Good-looking... that's all?"

Tao Meng asked again: "Where's Jiang Qing?"

Yang Jingxing said: "He is also good-looking, and he likes to jump up and down in the classroom and blah-blah, it's so annoying!"

Tao Meng said, "She was like that in junior high school."

Yang Jingxing continued to recall: "When I came home from winter vacation, they asked me if I knew a girl. I said no, but I remembered you."

Tao Meng thought for a while: "You were neither with Ren Chuyu then."

Yang Jingxing explained: "But it shows that I want to get to know you a little more. You will meet all kinds of people in life, but there are very few people you want to get to know seriously."

Tao Meng doubted: "But you didn't do much after that."

Yang Jingxing said: "No chance, just like if you saw a very handsome boy on the road, you wouldn't take the initiative to talk to him."

Tao Meng said anxiously: "I don't want to know you at all... It's not that I like your appearance!"

Yang Jingxing smiled: "I'm just making an analogy. It's like a pyramid. The bottom layer is everyone you know, many, many, but at the next level, there may be only half of them who can be said to have a basic understanding."

Tao Meng nodded in agreement.

Yang Jingxing continued: "But it's just a basic understanding. Most of the classmates are like this. They know each other's academic performance, what friends they have, and so on. They meet and say hello. Then the next level is the ordinary students who have more contact with each other. Friends, like me and Cao Linglan."

Tao Meng judged for a while and then nodded: "You can be regarded as ordinary friends."

Yang Jingxing said: "At this time, I have a little more details. I know a little about each other's general personality, hobbies, family environment and so on."

Tao Meng agreed: "Yes."

Yang Jingxing said: "The next step is to get in touch with a lot of friends. They will talk when they have nothing to do, and occasionally know each other's emotions, such as me and Ren Chuyu at that time."

Tao Meng looked at Yang Jingxing: "You may be like this to her."

Yang Jingxing said: "Afterwards, we will be closer friends, we can truly be regarded as friends, we know each other better, and there is no courtesy between each other, just like you at the same table in the third year of high school."

Tao Meng asked, "When is the third year of high school?"

Yang Jingxing said: "In the first half of last semester, we would help each other at that time, you hated me occasionally, and you were not allowed to change my pen... Being able to tell the other party directly not to let him do anything, I think it is a great improvement in friendship. "

Tao Meng nodded: "I wouldn't say that to other students."

Yang Jingxing was proud: "There are relatively few such friends, and they have a certain status in each other's hearts, especially friends of the opposite sex. I think it can be called a good impression."

Tao Meng asked: "When did you have a crush on me?"

Yang Jingxing said: "I obviously felt that I was at the same table with you that night. I secretly laughed for a long time, which also shows that I have long wanted to be at the same table with you... In fact, if I just entered school, I would be happy to be at the same table with you .”

Tao Meng understood: "But these two are different..."

Yang Jingxing nodded: "Yes, when I first entered school, I just wanted to have a beautiful tablemate, and in the third year of high school, I just wanted to be at the same table with Mengmeng."

Tao Meng smiled, twisted her body and looked at Yang Jingxing: "And then?"

Yang Jingxing said: "Although we are friends of the opposite sex, friendship still dominates at this time. As friends, we hope that the other party will be happier, have better academic performance, and get into a good university... In short, we hope that each other will live happily. "

"And then?" Tao Meng moved the bag that got in the way to the other side.

Yang Jingxing said: "Then there will be more and more exchanges between each other, and more and more time together. Suddenly one day, one person will want to make another person happy by himself, or be happy with her. I think this is love."

"So fast." Tao Meng was a little dissatisfied, and asked again: "When?"

But Yang Jingxing said: "I don't know, anyway, that's how it is."

Tao Meng thought for a while and said, "Then I won't ask, but there are still questions."

Yang Jingxing was ready to fight: "Ask."

Tao Meng tilted her head, wanted to see Yang Jingxing's eyes clearly, and asked, "How much do you love Yu Xinting?"

Yang Jingxing said: "A better friend, I hope her piano skills can be improved to a higher level, and she can make a good boyfriend and be happy."

Tao Meng was dissatisfied: "It's so tall!"

Yang Jingxing said: "It's not high at all, it's still far, far away from your level."

Tao Meng asked again, "Where's Du Ling?"

Yang Jingxing said: "They are almost the same, and there are Lu Lin and the others. I hope these friends will live happily in the future."

Tao Meng thought for a while, then suddenly became deep: "I still have a question I've been meaning to ask, so don't get angry."

Yang Jingxing said, "I promise you."

Tao Meng sat upright, and after deliberating for a while, she said, "It was when you were in junior high school."

Yang Jingxing smiled: "Why do I think so, let's put it this way, every bit of life, whether sweet or bitter, is actually worth remembering and cherishing, but I hope that experience never happened."

Tao Meng didn't think so simply, she lowered her eyes and asked, "What's that girl's name?"

Yang Jingxing said, "Liu Sha, we are in the same grade and we don't have the same class."

Tao Meng asked, "How did you know each other?"

Yang Jingxing smiled: "One morning we walked together after school, and we didn't talk before."

Tao Meng continued to ask: "How did you get together?" Her expression was as low as if she had made a mistake.

Yang Jingxing said: "I just met, let's say hello."

Tao Meng knowingly asked: "Do you still remember?"

Yang Jingxing said, "I probably remember."

Tao Meng was silent for a while before continuing: "How long have you been together?"

Yang Jingxing said: "A few months, almost a semester."

"Do you like her?" Tao Meng's eye circles began to turn red.

Yang Jingxing said: "I think this question is meaningless to us."

"I want you to answer!" Tao Meng whispered, her eyes were already wet.

"Okay." Yang Jingxing compromised, "At that time, I liked it."

"Are you sad after the separation?" Tao Meng's tears fell very simply this time, her face was expressionless, her lips and chin didn't even tremble.

Yang Jingxing nodded: "It's been a while."

Tao Meng fired like a cannonball: "Where is she now?"

Yang Jingxing said: "I heard that I was studying in Quhang."

"Have you met?" Tao Meng's tears fell drop by drop.

Yang Jingxing shook his head: "No." He took a tissue to help Tao Meng wipe away tears.

Tao Meng remained motionless: "Do you want to see?"

"I don't want to." Yang Jingxing gently wiped Tao Meng's tears that looked like broken beads, and said, "What else, you can ask it all at once."

"Will you miss her?" Tao Meng was really blunt.

Yang Jingxing shook his head: "No."

"If those things hadn't happened, would you have been together forever?" Tao Meng was as sad as if she was the person involved.

Yang Jingxing changed a tissue very calmly: "I don't know."

Tao Meng continued to speculate: "If you didn't come to Puhai to study."

Yang Jingxing said: "It's not going to happen, there are no what-ifs in this world."

Tao Meng changed the words: "If you two met, what would you do?"

Yang Jingxing said, "Say hello."

Tao Meng asked again: "Does she like you?"

Yang Jingxing shook his head: "I don't know."

Tao Meng changed her method: "Was she sad at that time?"

Yang Jingxing still replied: "I don't know either."

Tao Meng closed her eyes hard, then opened them again: "If you could do it all over again, do you want to stay with her?"

Yang Jingxing said: "If I could do it all over again, I would never know her. I went to Shangpu in junior high school."

Tao Meng twitched and whimpered: "But...you already have someone else in your heart."

Yang Jingxing asked: "You dislike me?"

Tao Meng cried and shook her head.Yang Jingxing raised his hand, gently hugged Tao Meng's shoulders from behind, leaned his upper body over, and used a strenuous posture so that Tao Meng's head could rest comfortably on his chest even through the brakes.

Just hugging her gently like this, Yang Jingxing didn't say anything, and made Tao Meng cry.Tao Meng was choked up with sobs at first, then whined loudly after a while, then became depressed for a while, but soon whined harder.

After a few minutes, Tao Meng's hands also climbed onto Yang Jingxing's back, and then her head also twisted. When she was buried, Yang Jingxing could feel the heat on her shoulders through her clothes, and when she was tilted, Yang Jingxing's chin and neck could feel the heat. Feeling the moisture, occasionally Tao Meng's hair still rubbed against Yang Jingxing's neck.

But Yang Jingxing didn't do anything, just let Tao Meng cry and cry.Ten minutes later, Tao Meng seemed to have calmed down. Yang Jingxing gently pushed her away, then wiped the tears on her face, looked into those reddish eyes and said, "I don't want to say it, but I still want to tell you, I'm sorry. I didn’t have any nostalgia for that so-called relationship. I used to be angry with her and her family. I didn’t want to see her again, and I didn’t want to hear about her. I didn’t want to bless her or curse her. Every time Zhang Yang Duling and the others Speaking of which, I really hope that nothing happened... But I am calm now, I am willing to bless her, I don't hate her family anymore, and I am not afraid to see her anymore, because I have you."

Tao Meng's jaw trembled, she opened her mouth, and cried louder this time.Yang Jingxing hugged him quickly again, making Tao Meng cry for a few more minutes.

This time it was Tao Meng who left Yang Jingxing's chest by herself, and her hand was still on his back.The distance between their faces was quite close, and although Tao Meng was still twitching, she was able to speak smoothly: "I have a suggestion... Let's forget about it completely and never mention it again, okay? "The breath was puffed and blown on Yang Jingxing's face.

Yang Jingxing nodded, "Okay."

Tao Meng leaned on Yang Jingxing's shoulder again and continued whining.After a while, the crying stopped abruptly, and Tao Meng left Yang Jingxing's body again, flipping through her bag, "I want to listen to the CD."

Put the cd in, and after the music of "Blooming" started, Yang Jingxing wiped Tao Meng's chin and neck again.Tao Meng did it herself, then took a deep breath, and said, "Go back and take a shower, I want to wash my face too." Although her voice sounded slightly crying, it was much better than before.