we are brothers

"Then are you sad? My wife and children are with others."

"That man was very kind to my children and my wife. Although I was sad, I didn't show anything. Besides, it was my mother's idea to let my wife remarry, because after so many years, I I didn’t help the family at all, it was the man who helped, and even my mother died in the end, it was the man who helped arrange the funeral, maybe this is fate, my mother passed away long ago, I don’t care about it at all. I don’t know when my mother passed away, and they didn’t notify me, and my mother didn’t let them notify me. He said that I didn’t come home for so many years, and there was always a reason for not going home. He didn’t want to distract me Later, I felt that in that family, I was just like a superfluous one." Jiang Chao smiled, "You can't feel that feeling. I always thought before that I still have a wife and children, and a family. You can go home, you know, what people my age want is not money, not status, what they want most is a home, and as a result, I don’t even have my own home.”

Jiang Chao shook his head helplessly, "Maybe I also ruined other people's families, that's how evil comes with evil." Jiang Chao looked at Yaoyao, "I drank a lot of wine with them that night, watching my wife beside me I went to the man who took care of her, watched my own child call that man father very intimately, do you know how sad I was, then I left by myself, I went out by myself and found a small restaurant to drink hard, and drank a lot A lot, I can’t remember how much I drank. At daybreak, I drove the BMW x6 that Liu Cheng gave me when I came back. The license plate hadn’t been registered yet, and I was rampaging on the road. I just wanted to vent myself The anger in my heart, who knows, was just a carelessness, I actually hit a middle-aged man riding a bicycle, and he hit a tree above the green belt, and my car even rode on the green belt, I saw it with my own eyes That person fell heavily to the ground." Jiang Chao looked at Yaoyao, "I was in a daze at the time, I just remembered that I hit him, and then I was hit by him, and then I remembered that I was going to run Yes, I ran far, far, out of op city, I didn’t even need a car, I was sweating profusely, I fell asleep lying on the grass outside, I didn’t wake up until night, my After a while, only a vague consciousness remained, and I also sobered up a lot at that time, I remembered that I hit someone, but fortunately, my car did not have a license plate."

"Do you think the person you hit has a chance of surviving?"

Jiang Chao shook his head, "He flew so high, he must have gone to work early in the morning, I don't remember clearly, but I guess, there is probably no hope, maybe this is retribution."

Jiang Chao smiled at Yaoyao, tears streaming down his face, "My son was riding his bike home from school that night, and was driven under the car by a large coal truck without a license plate. When I heard the news, I was completely shocked Going crazy, that is my own son after all, I heard the news, when I ran to the hospital, my wife went crazy, the man kept hugging her, I felt dizzy at that time, the driver who caused the accident also fled Yes, I really knew what evil comes with evil at that time, I was confused, my wife was taken away by that man, and I never saw her again after that, it should be because I left OP City, what happened next I also forget how to deal with it, but I just feel that this is retribution, this is retribution. From that day on, I feel that I am a walking dead alive. I walk on the side of the road every day and keep looking at those I want to find the driver who killed my son in a large truck pulling coal. I want to kill him and cut him alive. I buy and drink every day. When I get tired, I just find a bridge and sleep under it. I have done it several times. I thought about suicide, but when I was about to commit suicide, I stopped myself. I wanted to find the driver. I searched for more than a month. I didn’t even see a driver. I saw all the drivers as if they were killing me. The murderer of my son, I want revenge, I want to kill all the drivers, but I still hold back, I know I can't do this, my life was a mess in those days, I just slept like this for three months, without washing I've touched my face, I haven't cleaned myself up, my whole body is dirty, like a beggar."

"I don't know who was the first to throw fifty cents in front of me while I was sleeping, and then, slowly, people started throwing money in front of me, you know, how funny it is, how Irony, I was treated like a beggar"

"I remember when I took the first [-] cents, I laughed for a long time. I had a lot of money in my card, but now I became a beggar. I thought of my son again. I was in such a mess. Simply, the beggar was just a beggar. I am a beggar, I took an iron bowl, and continued to drink every day, drunk and dreaming, I don’t care what all the people around me think of me, and I don’t care how they despise me, I have met too many people who are warm and cold, and I also treat myself As a beggar, I suddenly feel that I have experienced so many things for so many years, and they are all useless. I have been so useless in my life. Sometimes I look at myself, dirty hair, dark face, I was dressed in ragged clothes, and I felt very funny when I saw people despise me and despise me."

Jiang Chao's expression was a little decadent, "I thought I would go on like this for the rest of my life, because I have lost confidence in life, I want to die, but I don't have the courage to commit suicide, I suddenly have nothing, I want a family."

Jiang Chao took a deep breath, "That's where the turning point of the matter is. I don't know which community gate I ran to. I sat there and looked at the people on the side of the road. I was tired from walking and wanted to rest here. Then , The community security came out, they didn’t allow me to beg here, their words were full of contempt, their eyes kicked me, they didn’t treat me as a human being at all.”

"I laughed and didn't leave. I'm used to the warmth and coldness of people these days. I thought, they beat me to death, just to fulfill my wish. You know, I look young, and I'm not one of those old and weak people. I am sick and disabled, and there are more and more people gathered around, most of them are talking about me, why don’t I go to work because I have hands and feet, this and that, many of them are contemptuous voices, and there are many laughing voices around, I look at They knew they were laughing at me, but I didn't want to say anything at all, I just thought, do it, beat me to death, I will definitely not leave here."