Kiss Shen Huan, uncle be gentle!

"This, isn't this Sheng Xia's mother?" Luo Jiamu added another sentence seeing that Chu Sinian was unmoved.

"Sheng Xia's mother?!" Chu Sinian suddenly raised his empty black eyes and walked over in disbelief.

Seeing the photo of He Manning on the tombstone, Chu Sinian felt that his head was about to explode, and subconsciously turned his eyes to the tombstone in Midsummer, his breathing became short and restless instantly, and his chest heaved violently.

What exactly is going on?

What happened while he was unconscious?

Why is Sheng Xia's mother lying here in such a good state?

Suddenly, an indistinct voice sounded in my ears——

Where is it good?The daughters are dead... Can a mother be better off...

Is this really the case?Sheng Xia's mother committed suicide because her daughter was dead, so she felt that life was meaningless.

This inference made Chu Sinian suddenly untenable, and he was full of guilt and self-blame. He didn't dare to look directly at He Manning's charming and sharp eyes in the portrait, and hurriedly drooped his eyelids and chest. Pain, pain, pain...

Although he didn't kill He Manning, He Manning's death must be related to him...

Thinking of Sheng Xia's promise that he would bear the blame, the only request was for him to find Xingyan and entrust his mother to Xingyan's care, not to him who was close at hand.

She didn't believe him, and she was also worried about entrusting her mother to his care.

He Manning's death made him unable to fulfill the only request that Shengxia begged him before he died, and he was completely reduced to a person without credibility!

With drooping eyelids, Chu Sinian's eyes just touched the erection time engraved on the tombstone——

xx year xx day xx month! ! !

The date above happened to be the second day after Midsummer was shot.

See, He Manning was indeed in pain because of the loss of Shengxia, so she chose to leave with her daughter...

The guilt in the bottom of the black eyes became more and more intense, and suddenly something flashed in his mind, Chu Sinian's deep and dark eyes glowed with an unusual light, and then slowly turned to look at Sheng Xia The time on the tombstone is the same as that of He Manning...

So, the mother and daughter were buried on the same day...

If so, who buried it...

Toko?

It seems that there is only him...

However, there was an indescribable complex feeling in his heart, forcing him to pursue carefully...

"Help me find out who buried and erected the monument for them?" Chu Sinian's hoarse and deep voice revealed an undeniable firmness.

Luo Jiamu frowned, and still said "OK", seeing Chu Sinian's face getting paler and darker, he said distressedly: "It's getting late, let's go back."

"...Well." Chu Sinian slowly retracted his gaze from staring at the portrait of Sheng Xia, and when he turned to look at Luo Jiamu, he realized that the environment here was really unflattering.

Did he sleep peacefully in such an environment in Midsummer?

That's because he didn't know, and now he knows, he absolutely can't just watch Sheng Xia sleeping in this mass grave like a mass grave.

"Help me find the tomb with three holes connected together again." Chu Sinian frowned, and after a few seconds of silence, he seriously urged.

"Three holes?" Luo Jiamu asked in surprise.

I understand that Chu Sinian wants to move the tombs of Sheng Xia and her mother, but two holes are enough, why three holes?

"The remaining hole is for me. By the way, carve my tombstone." Chu Sinian said lightly, and walked slowly on the muddy path under Luo Jiamu's astonished gaze. .

Sheng Xia died, and his heart followed Sheng Xia, leaving only an empty shell in the world...

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Half a month later, Chu Sinian completely recovered, and started commuting to the ministry in a black Hummer as usual, living a regular life at two o'clock and one line every day. The only difference was that his face was colder and stiffer than before, and his whole body Exudes the condensed breath of 'Do not disturb the idler'.

'Knock knock knock'——

The office door knocked three times rhythmically.

"Come in." Chu Sinian frowned tightly, his eyes were focused on the document, and he didn't lift his head. Two words without a trace of warmth floated out of his thin lips.

Leilina gently pushed the door open, walked in front of Chu Sinian quietly, and said respectfully: "Commissioner Chu, Minister Zhuang invites you to go to his office."

If you observe carefully, it is not difficult to find that Leilina is wearing a pair of flat shoes that walk silently.

In fact, there are other small details, for example, she doesn't wear perfume now, and she wears almost nude makeup and dresses lightly. It's not because she is afraid of attracting Chu Sinian's attention, and she accidentally bumped into the muzzle of the gun by this prickly and cold-faced boss. .

"Hmm." Chu Sinian pursed his lips and snorted.

Afterwards, Leilina backed away gently, and let out a long sigh of relief as soon as she left the office.

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Office of the Minister.

Chu Sinian's tall and straight figure stood in front of Zhuang Pengyue like a strong pine tree.

And Zhuang Pengyue's complexion didn't seem to be very good-looking either, his temples were already graying, the wrinkles on his face seemed to be getting deeper, and his complexion was not as good as before.

In fact, just after Chu Sinian recovered from his illness and returned to the ministry, he wanted to ask him a lot of questions, but when he saw that he was extremely depressed, he couldn't bear it, and kept pushing back. Later, he found that he might be like this in the future, So I have to ask him today to find out.

"She called me before Shengxia and Mingyang's wedding..." Zhuang Pengyue stared intently at Chu Sinian's cold and handsome face, and opened his mouth slowly, seeing that there was no expression on Chu Sinian's face Change, continued: "Don't you want to know the content of the call?"

"..."

Chu Sinian was silent, but he slowly raised his head to look at him, his dark eyes conveyed to Zhuang Pengyue as if telling him, 'If you want to say something, just say it'.

"She told me that she didn't want to marry Ming Yang." Zhuang Pengyue's honest voice was steady, but the light in his eyes suddenly became sharper.

Although Shengxia didn't mention anything about not wanting to marry Mingyang in the phone call he made, but he could still hear the purpose of her call from her words and tone.

"..." Chu Sinian frowned slightly, but his thin lips still had no intention of speaking.

Such an indifferent attitude made Zhuang Pengyue, who has always been calm, feel a little stunned, his black eyes lit up, and he reprimanded sharply: "I can see that you like each other, why do you force her to marry Ming Yang, and cause such a thing to happen? Woolen cloth!"

As soon as he came back from a business trip, he heard such a shocking thing. The well-behaved girl he liked from the bottom of his heart would never see him again. He really felt extremely sorry and heartbroken...

And he also learned a piece of news that shocked him even more. Sheng Xia's mother, He Manning, committed suicide because of losing Sheng Xia...

Reason told him that he couldn't blame Chu Sinian for such a thing, but it was indirectly caused by his momentary confusion, but subconsciously, he still blamed Chu Sinian for this incident.

But it was just a complaint, because he knew that something like this had happened, and Chu Sinian was already feeling bad.

Chu Sinian's performance at work during this period made him extremely dissatisfied. When he first returned to work in the ministry, he thought that he would be fine after a period of adjustment, but he didn't expect that he would become more negative recently. He heard from Xiaoxiao that he started to work now. He is addicted to alcohol and does not look like a state cadre at all.

Chu Sinian was slightly taken aback. What did Minister Zhuang just say——

I can see you guys like each other...

Even Minister Zhuang can see that he likes midsummer, why doesn't he know the slightest about the person involved?

It was because of his lack of awareness that he personally pushed Sheng Xia to the point of death...

The pain, the part of my heart that died due to the midsummer, would spread unbearable pain at this time, and the pain was especially clear in the dead of night, making him sleepless all night, so he could only use alcohol to numb himself .

See, people just can't tolerate the slightest mistake, otherwise, they will be condemned for the rest of their lives, and bear an inexhaustible debt, unless you die...

"Sheng Xia's death was caused by me!" Chu Sinian said very seriously.

Such a tone made Zhuang Pengyue stunned for a second, and Chu Sinian's words extinguished the anger that had been suppressed in his stomach. Instead, he comforted: "It's not your fault, you don't need to take the blame on yourself." , so you will live in great pain."

Just like when he came back from the United States and learned that his mother would personally kill the child in He Manning's womb and drive her out of the Chu family without hearing from him, for a long time he was just like the current Chu Sinian. forgive yourself.

In the end, he married Yin Jingshu under the threat of his mother's death. He thought that he would no longer be able to love in this life, but when Yin Jingshu really integrated into his life, she was like a healing medicine that healed his heart. A disfigured wound that has festered slowly healed...

Looking back later, I feel that it is not so rare to get out of emotional pain, but the person concerned is unwilling to come out...

The current Chu Sinian is the one who doesn't want to come out...

"But I can't control myself!" I don't want to control either!Chu Sinian's handsome face was slumped, and his deep voice showed obvious helplessness.

"You can, divert your energy to other people or other things." Zhuang Pengyue walked up to Chu Sinian, patted him on the shoulder, and said earnestly in a fatherly tone.

Chu Sinian's black eyes, which were as dark as ashes, slowly closed his eyes, and stared at Zhuang Pengyue who was close at hand.

"Marry Xiaoxiao, she loves you very much too!" Zhuang Pengyue said his suggestion when he received Chu Sinian's look of asking for help.

"No!" Almost immediately, after Chu Sinian uttered a word without thinking, he realized that Zhuang Pengyue was Gu Xiao's uncle, and hurriedly explained: "I'm sorry, I'm afraid I can't do it."

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