city ​​man

More than eight o'clock in the evening.

At this time, there was no evening self-study, Su You wandered around the campus alone.

At this time, the residual heat of summer has not yet dissipated, but more and more residents are coming to spread out and drive away the cold in the school.Su You didn't feel any heat at all, not only that, Su You felt his whole body was icy cold, as if he had fallen into a hole in the ice.

I didn't expect God to make such a big joke with me.I was just abandoned yesterday, but I didn't expect even God to abandon me now!As Su You walked on the road, he was in pain for a while.

"Why doesn't God even give you a chance to change your own destiny? Why? Why is this? Why is this society so unfair?" Su You shouted hissingly from the bottom of his heart.

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Su You didn't know how he got home. He only knew that it was already late at night when he got home, and he wandered around the campus for a long time.

Lying on the bed, Su You didn't want to move at all. Normally, this time is usually review time, so he should be doing exercises seriously.

But at this moment, Su You feels that everything doesn't matter, what review, what college entrance examination, everything has nothing to do with him.I am an abandoned person here, waiting for the time to pass by, and then let God accept me.

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I don't know how long it took, as if he had made some decision, Su You struggled to get up from the bed.After rummaging under the bed for a while, I took out a suitcase the size of a shoebox.

Su You put the box on the desk where he was reviewing before.I wiped the dust on the box vigorously with the textbook I reviewed before, and then opened it carefully.

With a "creak" sound, the box opened.There is no jewelry or antique paintings inside.Su You didn't have these things either. For a child like Su You who grew up in an orphanage, these things were far away from him.I've only seen it on TV. Of course, I don't know if it's true or not.

The things in the box were messy, including photos, and some broken and messy things that were very important to Su Youjue.There are very few photos, and Su You basically doesn't take any photos at ordinary times, either for group photos of good classmates or class photos.Among so many photos, there is one that Su You likes very much and feels particularly precious.It was a group photo taken in the orphanage when I was a child.It was also a family portrait, a family portrait in the orphanage.

Su You held this photo in his hand, looked at it for a long time, and then suddenly grinned happily.This is what I cherish the most, Su You thought in his heart.

Putting the photo in his hand gently on the table next to him, Su You turned his eyes to the box again.After tossing around for a while, I found that there were only bits and pieces, nothing worth remembering.So, he picked up the family portrait on the table again.

Looking at the smiling faces in the photo, Su You felt a different kind of happiness.Gently brushing over the photos with your hands, as if gently stroking the faces.

Finally, Su You fixed his eyes on the gray-haired figure in the middle. "Grandpa dean, you said you told me about my background, but maybe it's useless even if I know now. Hehe..." Su You smiled weakly while looking at that face.

"Leukemia? Didn't expect me to suffer from this disease?" Su You's mood was much more stable than when he first learned about it.Stop yelling, maybe because you don't want to struggle anymore, you are ready to give up.

Suddenly, Su You picked up a fruit knife for cutting watermelon from the desk.Spread out the thumb that was pressed on the photo, then pick up the knife, and move it closer to the finger.

"Leukemia? I want to see what my blood looks like?" Su You cut open his thumb with a knife.Immediately, a large wound was opened on the thumb, and bright red blood dripped on the photo little by little. The bean-sized blood dripped on the photo, blurring the face in a short while.

"Obviously there is no difference, it's all red blood, why do I have to get leukemia? Why?" Thinking of this, Su You became excited again, and his face turned ferocious.

"Since God won't let me live, well, then come and take me away!" As he said, Su You swung the fruit knife violently, and then cut fiercely on the artery of his wrist.

Blood flowed desperately from his wrist, as cheap as running water.Su You didn't seem to feel any pain at all.Seeing the bleeding hand, Su You was indifferent, but kept smiling.

"Hehe, let's end it, let everything end..."

Maybe it was because of excessive bleeding, or maybe it was because he didn't want to see this world that he hated, Su You closed his eyes tightly, lay on the bed with his head tilted, and lost consciousness.

Next to it, the blood on the wrist was still dripping, continuously falling from the hand, falling to the ground, and falling into the cardboard box that fell on the ground.In the cardboard box, those trivial things were stained with blood donations.

If so, I believe it won't take long for Su You to open his eyes and see this beautiful world again...

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I don't know how long it took, maybe a second, maybe a long time.Suddenly, a ray of light came from under the bed, and slowly, slowly, the light became brighter and brighter.One strand, two strands... red, then green, blue...

Finally the whole room is lit.Colorful lights emanated from the small box, and then illuminated the entire room.

The colorful light shone on Su You's hand.The wound on Su You's hand healed at a speed visible to the naked eye.

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I don't know how long it has passed, but at this time, the light in the room has slowly gathered, and finally disappeared into the small box under the bed, only a small object inside the small box is still emitting a faint light.

Not long after, Su You moved his body slowly, then struggled to sit up slowly.Shaking his head for a while, it felt as if there were a lot of stuff in his head.

Then, with a "huh", he seemed to wake up. "Aren't I dead? Why am I still alive?" As he said, Su You looked at his wrist.

"Um, what's going on?" On the wrist, Su You scratched away the layer of blood scab, and found that the hand was fine, nothing happened, let alone a scar.

"Hey, didn't I cut my wrist?" Su You wondered.

Su You stood up from the bed, wanting to jump on the ground to see what happened.Stepping on the ground, he accidentally stepped on the box on the ground.The blood stains on the items in the small box indicated that last night was not a dream, and that he had indeed cut his wrist.But why is there nothing going on today?

Su You moved on the ground a few times and found that he hadn't changed much.However, Su You was even more puzzled, the biggest change was nothing but a loss of so much blood, even a cow would be brought down, why did he have nothing to do.

Su You looked around the room, trying to find out what was different, and finally fixed his gaze on the treasure chest again.I saw an unknown object inside the box, emitting a faint light.

Su You squatted down, picked up the small box, and placed it on the desk again.Only then did I realize that the glowing thing was a black and white "little wine bottle" inside the box.

This small wine bottle was given to him by the director of the orphanage. He heard from the director that this small wine bottle came to the orphanage with him at that time. The director estimated that this thing should be left by his parents who have never met. his.

Su You wanted to reach out and pick up the thing to have a look.But as soon as his hand touched the small wine bottle, he suddenly found a lot of information rushing to his mind.

Su You, who was anemic and didn't faint, suddenly felt his head swell, and he passed out when his eyes darkened.