The black-bellied concubine is not favored

Chapter 376

A scene suddenly appeared in my mind, and my heart ached, "The favor Murong Xuan owes you, I can't pay you back in this life, let it be in the next life, I will definitely pay it back to you in the next life"

This is what she said to Murong Xuan after she was injured. At that time, she was dying. Yes, she owed Murong Xuan a lot. Now that she is still alive, should she pay back the favor that should be paid?

"Relief? Why do you say that, what is it that restrains you, makes you unable to break free, and wants to die to be free?" The voice was inexplicably sad, and his heart seemed to be bleeding. It was because of his departure that he let him Are you downhearted?Judging by his hoarse voice, he probably drank too much alcohol and hurt his vocal cords and throat.

"It's love, it's hate, it's also self-blame and guilt, you know? I made a secret vow to silently protect the person I love the most in my heart, and not let her get hurt or in any danger.

However, I was very useless, not only failed to protect her well, but also watched her hovering on the verge of life and death again and again. If there is love in my heart, there will be ties, and this ties will bind me for the rest of my life.

Unless I let go of this bondage, people can be freed, but I can't let go, so I can't be free, and the same is true for hate, self-blame and guilt, because I hate my incompetence, self-blame, and guilt for not being able to protect myself. Beloved, the kind of heart-wrenching hatred and torment makes people unable to get rid of in a lifetime"

He said quickly, with a stabbing pain in his heart, for five years, there has been a voice in his heart, mocking him all the time, look, how incompetent you are, you can't even protect the one you love, what kind of man are you.

Mu Tianxue's heart was cut like a sharp knife, and the pain swept through the depths of his brain. Was it because of himself that he caused him such pain, so sad? "Since that kind of bondage is a bondage and a burden, then throw away the bondage, throw away the burden, if you don't want to let yourself go, if you don't want to be free, then you are destined to suffer!"

After finishing speaking, she turned around and leaped down, only to hear a sad greeting from behind, "Tianxue, how have you been these years?" Her footsteps suddenly stopped, and she said two words, "It's okay!"

The corner of Murong Xuan's mouth finally showed a smile, she is Tianxue, she is really Tianxue, he was sure, and he was sure, he jumped off the tree, stepped forward and hugged her tightly from behind, his eyes slipped down automatically "Tianxue, don't, don't leave again, it's been five years, do you know how much I miss you these five years? Give me a chance, okay, let me take care of you and your child, I don't care what kind of life I want. for you."

Mu Tianxue was taken aback, she obviously didn't expect Murong Xuan to do this suddenly, she was at a loss for a moment, she didn't know what to say, especially what he said, she didn't know how to respond, she could only stand quietly and let him Hold tight.

The man in white who was a few feet away looked at the two people under the moonlight, his cold handsome face was full of pain and anger, he walked towards them sadly, he didn't want to show up so soon, but how could he look at the woman he loves with his eyes In the arms of another man.

Sensing someone approaching, Mu Tianxue looked at the white shadow under the moonlight, and hurriedly broke away from Murong Xuan's arms holding her. The two men dressed in men's clothes embraced each other. If anyone saw them, they would definitely think they were broken sleeves.

"Murongxuan, I...I lost part of my memory, now, I can't give you any answers." After she finished speaking lightly, she turned and left.

lost memory?Murong Xuan was shocked, whether it was joy or sorrow, he couldn't explain clearly, if she lost her memory, the past, and him, would he have a chance to pursue her fairly?But is this really fair?

"Tianxue" he quickly caught up with her, looking at her with disbelief, "You mean, you forgot what happened before? Who else? What about him? You forgot too?"

Mu Tianxue frowned slightly, "Who is he?" Murong Xuan's eyes were full of astonishment, "No, I mean your sister, it's getting late, go back and rest!" Mu Tianxue looked at him suspiciously, passed him, Leap towards the room.

"Tianxue" saw Mu Tianxue's figure gradually go away, Long Chenyi's heart was overwhelmed, he clearly saw him, why did she act as if she didn't see him, she didn't want to see him so much?The figure flew up and chased after him, suddenly a red shadow blocked the way, and the two stood against each other, "Murong Xuan, get out of the way."

"I won't let you hurt her a second time." Murong Xuan looked at the person in front of him angrily, without any intention of moving away, "If you really love her, you should stay away from her and never appear in her sight. "

"Murong Xuan get out of the way, she is my wife, my woman." Long Chen also looked at the person in front of him coldly. Thinking of the scene just now, his heart felt like a thousand arrows piercing through his heart, making him in agony. She is his wife. The only wife in his life, how could he stay away from her, he won't, and he won't even die.

"Long Chenyi, who caused all this? Didn't you bring her enough danger and pain? Didn't you hurt her enough?" Murong Xuan walked towards him step by step, "Don't you see that you Standing in front of her, can she not recognize you? Don't you know how much you hurt her? "

Long Chen also trembled, and couldn't help taking a step back, "I admit, I broke her heart, I made her feel sad and hopeless, as long as she can come back to me and forgive me, I don't want anything, nothing Do, I will use my whole life to make up for the mistakes I made, and use my whole life to care for and love her."

Murong Xuan smiled wryly, "Long Chenyi, what you said really sounds nice. Once, when she needed all of this, did you give it to her? When she needed you and believed that you would take care of her and protect her, what did you do? ?Now, she no longer needs your care and love, if you still feel guilty, please let her go and stay away from her. "

"The person Murong Xuan should stay away from her is you. She is my wife and the mother of the child. She doesn't need your self-love and your care. You have to make it clear that she is my dragon all her life." Chen Yi's woman, you, Murong Xuan, shouldn't get close to her, and you shouldn't have the slightest bit of mischief towards her."

Long Chenyi's cold face was full of anger, and his temperatureless voice was full of warnings and threats. He was the current emperor, Mu Tianxue's husband, Mu Tianxue was his wife, his queen, the king of a country. Jun's woman can't be coveted by other men.

"Don't use your identity to pressure me. Tianxue was your wife before, but she was no longer your wife when your sword pierced her body. Today's Mu Tianxue is no longer what she used to be. Mu Tianxue, she has already forgotten you, and you, Long Chen, are also in her heart, there is no place for her anymore."

Murong Xuan's words were like poisonous needles, every word, every needle pierced Long Chenyi's heart fiercely, he had difficulty breathing due to the pain, his brain was suffocated and dazed for a while, this is not true, it is not true, I tried my best to suppress it Tears, still can't help but slip down.

How is it possible, it is impossible for Tianxue to forget him, impossible, he doesn't believe it, he doesn't believe it...