high official

Chapter 1194 Struggling
The soldiers were furious and clamored to rebel. All the officers looked at Wang Xian, not knowing how he would make a decision.

Wang Xian's face was full of exhaustion and sadness. He waved his hand, and the soldiers calmed down, looking at their commander with grief and indignation.

"You can't assume that the imperial court is going to harm us based on a letter from the imperial court," Wang Xian looked at his soldiers hoarsely, and comforted them, "Let's go back to the Grand Master's City first, and wait for me to find out what happened. What's the matter, it won't be too late to seek justice for you and those dead soldiers..."

After the Duoyan army was wiped out, Wang Xian's prestige reached a new level. The soldiers had already unconditionally obeyed his words. Since the marshal said to wait, everyone stopped shouting and just stood there for a long time Do not want to disperse.

"I assure you that this justice will be brought back!" Wang Xian yelled at his soldiers.

"Get justice!" The soldiers roared angrily, and the pent-up anger in their chests seemed to dissipate a little.Driven by the officers, the soldiers dispersed with heavy steps.

Wang Xian was still standing there, looking up at the sky. His figure looked so thin and helpless on the vast grassland where the sky was like a dome and the ground was like an ocean.

After a long time, Wang Xiancai sighed deeply, turned around and entered the tent, Liu Sheng ordered Cha Kehan ​​and others to be imprisoned, and hurriedly followed Wang Xian in.

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In the camp, Wang Xian leaned his whole body on the top chair, closed his eyes and rested with a tired face.But Liu Sheng knew very well that it was absolutely impossible for the father-in-law to fall asleep at this time, so he walked up to Wang Xian and said softly: "My father-in-law, this is all expected..."

"You expected it, I didn't expect it..." Wang Xian raised his hand to cover his eyes, and said in a weak tone: "I didn't expect those people to be so despicable, they would rather ruin tens of thousands of troops, and let the country suffer from iron hooves again." trampled by..."

"It's not that the father-in-law didn't expect it, it's that you don't want to believe it." Liu Sheng said in a deep voice: "You are always wishful thinking, and you can still maintain the situation of the monarch and the ministers, but others have long since given up their illusions and would rather work hard. I will get rid of you and hurry up!" After a pause, he said with an emphasis: "Don't tell me, this is just Yang Shiqi's personal behavior, if there is no emperor's instruction behind him, how dare he take such a big shame! "

"I can't refute what you said..." Wang Xian closed his eyes weakly and said, "But I still don't believe that the emperor would do such a thing to me. He is not such a person..."

"Deceive yourself!" Liu Sheng said angrily, "Yang Shiqi is his knife, and it has already stabbed you in the back. How long will you continue to deceive yourself?"

"..." Wang Xian still shook his head, and said softly, "This matter is unclear, I don't want to make any decisions..."

"It's not a question of whether you want to or not! It's a matter of doing it!" Liu Sheng shouted sharply: "My lord, you don't want to be sorry for the emperor, but he is going to kill you! You don't want to be a traitor, but the court can't tolerate it anymore. You! Even if you don’t care about yourself, what about your family? What about us royalists who have followed you for so many years? What about Shandong? What about the tens of thousands of soldiers outside?!”

"I don't know, I don't know..." Wang Xian shook his head in pain. He felt his head ached and his whole life was worse than death: "I only know that if I take this step, the world will be in chaos again, and this chaos , it shouldn't have happened!"

"Wang Xian!" Liu Sheng yelled violently, grabbed him by the collar, opened his eyes wide and said, "Where is your ability to kill decisively on the battlefield?!"

Xianyun hiding in the dark suddenly appeared in front of Liu Sheng and was about to twist his arm.But Wang Xian stopped him and said, "You don't need to do anything, Lord Hou won't hurt me."

Xianyun took a deep look at Wang Xian, then disappeared into the darkness again.

After this episode, Liu Sheng's anger was also vented, he let go of his hand and stepped back, saying: "This subordinate has nothing to do with it, please punish me."

"I know you have good intentions." Wang Xian shook his head slightly, fixedly looked at Liu Sheng and said, "Actually, I've been thinking about it for a long time, I really don't want to cause chaos in the world, and I don't have the desire to be emperor... ..."

"It's not whether you want to or not, but you have reached this point and you have to do it!" Liu Sheng gritted his teeth.

"You're right, I really can't swallow this breath," Wang Xian exhaled deeply and said, "Don't force me anymore, let me think about it, think about it..."

"Anyway, there are still some days left before returning to the King's City. You can think about it carefully." Liu Sheng nodded, and left with fists in his hands.

Wang Xian nodded, watching Liu Sheng disappear at the door of the tent, he still maintained his original posture, sitting motionless on the chair, and said to the void after a long time: "What should I do?"

"It's not like you," a voice replied.Naturally, it is not the void, but the Daoist Xianyun who came out of the darkness.Now that Xianyun has taken over the position of the head teacher of Wudang Mountain, he will not leave the mountain gate in time to come. This time Wang Xian went to the grasslands, he was really worried about the safety of his brother-in-law, so he brought a group of good teachers to join the Northern Expedition .

"Is it like me?" Wang Xian nodded. To his best friend, who is also a foreigner, he was much more frank: "If I follow my heart, anyone who dares to harm me will of course retaliate with an eye. **** old lady."

"Then do it, anyway, it's not the first time you've attacked the emperor, don't you still have a psychological barrier?" Xianyun looked at Wang Xian. After so many years, this old friend seemed to have changed beyond recognition, but he seemed Nothing has changed.

"This kind of thing is not as simple as being born twice." Wang Xian smiled wryly: "Well, I just have a psychological barrier!"

"Yeah." Xian Yun nodded, and said lightly, "I've already seen that, what you told Liu Sheng were all excuses, you don't want to rebel because of another reason."

"Hey, I can't talk about it..." Wang Xian sighed, even with his best friend, he couldn't fully open his heart and express his deepest thoughts.

Because Wang Xian couldn't tell Xianyun that he was actually the second generation. In the original time and space, Zhu Gaochi and Zhu Zhanji were very good emperors, Yang Shiqi, Yang Rong and others were also famous virtuous ministers and talented people in history. These people worked together to bring the crisis-ridden Ming regime back to normal, allowing the last Han Dynasty to last for nearly 200 years.

Wang Xian didn't pay attention to this at first, but when he became more and more powerful, he deeply realized that the rise and fall of the world and the life and death of the people are all tied to these high and powerful people.A single thought of the emperor and general will bring boundless disasters to the people and the country, so Wang Xian is more and more in awe of the original history, lest because of his own faults, this last Han dynasty will die prematurely, causing disasters and disasters. The Chinese people brought more memories of suffering...

This is the real reason why Wang Xian has been giving in to Yang Shiqi and others. No one can understand him, but that's what he thinks.

In fact, Wang Xian has always hoped that he can retreat bravely and remove the biggest uncertain factor for the Ming Dynasty, but every time he thinks about it, he looks at the people who follow him left and right, thinks about Shandong and Hetao, he can retreat bravely in the rapids, and retreat overseas. Thousands of people who have already branded him, as well as their family members, cannot retreat with him.They still have their own ambitions and hope to stand higher!
That's why Wang Xian fantasizes about whether he can live in peace and coexist with the other party.But the other party has obviously regarded him as a cancerous tumor on Daming's body, and desperately trying to cut off his wrists, he must get rid of him quickly!
What's worse, even Wang Xian himself sees himself as a foreign object in Daming's body...

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It's not that Wang Xian has never thought about it, just like Mr. Yan persuaded at the beginning, he might as well let them go to hell and do the country's calculations by himself!But the Zhu family has been in the country for 60 years, and there is a great fortune to expel the Tartars and restore China. Can I take it from them?Can you have the luck to sit still if you win it?
Even if he can sit still, can he sit better than the emperor of the Zhu family?Will my own descendants be more unworthy than the Zhu family's descendants?At least, the emperors of the Zhu family from Hongxi onwards were not violent and treated the common people well, allowing the Great Ming Dynasty to continue for another 200 years.This is all he can see... Is it really necessary to replace the 200 years of certainty with complete uncertainty?Who dares to say that he will not become a sinner of the nation?
Wang Xian, who once relied on his second life to be a man and thought he was omnipotent, the more he went up, the more he realized that his original ignorance was ridiculous.Any current situation in a country, whether good or bad, has extremely complicated reasons behind it.Moreover, the existence of this country is supported by these various current situations, both good and bad.

Any change at the national level will lead to extremely far-reaching impacts. It may have worked well at the time, but it will become a disease that harms the country and the people after more than ten decades.Therefore, Wang Xian already knew very well that even if he knew many, many things in the future, it was still impossible to prescribe a good medicine for this country, let alone a magic medicine for immortality!
After so many things, Wang Xian found sadly that the arrival of himself as a time traveler was not a gift from heaven to this country, but a kind of torture!The more he struggled, the more chaotic this country became. He suddenly thought of his master, Yao Guangxiao who caused chaos in the world.

In his later years, the old monk must have seen this clearly, so he shut himself up in the temple to avoid further troubles in the world...

These are the deepest thoughts in Wang Xian's heart. He really doesn't want to add trouble to this country anymore, but those people just refuse to let him go!He challenged his bottom line again and again, shaking him like never before!
Whether to stick to his original intention or follow his heart, Wang Xian fell into a painful struggle...

(End of this chapter)