bad love

It was getting late, Xia Yan and Wen Jichen were still talking in the room.Andy and I ate something at a food stall near the school, and walked back to school after a little stroll.

In order to occupy Xia Yan's dormitory, Wen Jichen smiled at those girls who betrayed their looks.The girls beat their chests and stamped their feet: "Handsome guy, you can use it! It will be fine all night!"

Wen Jichen smiled: "Thank you."

When the girls received Wen Jichen's smile, they immediately felt their nosebleeds gushing out...

I went back to the dormitory building with Andy, and when I passed Xia Yan's room, I stopped in my tracks. Andy looked at me puzzled.Although I really don't want to do this kind of sneaky business, especially spying on other people's conversations, curiosity drives me to listen.

Xia Yan seemed very excited, and I could hear her hysterical voice clearly even outside the door: "Wen Jichen, you are crazy! She is your sister, she is not someone else! How can you stay with her just because she looks like her?" Together, let's not talk about what will happen to uncle and aunt if they find out in the future, you are not sincere to her, harming others and yourself! You were not like this at all before..."

The smile that Andy and I originally had when we were fighting each other froze instantly on our faces.

In my heart, it was like a huge crazily growing piranha bursting out of the ground in an instant, covering all the sunlight in my heart with its fat branches and leaves, and the darkness enveloped my heart heavily. to my throat.I can barely breathe, my ears are full of buzzing...

Andy frowned slightly, his blue pupils were fixed on the closed door in front of him, his handsome face was covered with a thick layer of cold frost.He saw that I stayed where I was, with an extremely ugly face, he took my hand silently, and pulled me into my dormitory.

I stood there stiffly, without saying a word.

Andy closed the door of the dormitory and walked towards me, his usual playful face showed a rare heaviness and concern at the moment.We didn't turn on the lights, the bedroom was dark, and it was just me and Andy.

My brain seems to be infected with a virus, it won't run other programs, just keep repeating what Xia Yan said... Andy's brows were tightly frowned, and he tried to say something to comfort me: "Don't think too much ...He still likes you after all..."

I sneered in my heart, and with difficulty pulled out an ugly smile on the corner of my mouth: "What am I thinking? It doesn't matter, she is right. I am Wen Jichen's sister, and this relationship is there. What do you think of a shrewd person like Wen Jichen?" Will you allow yourself to make such a mistake and fuck me?"

Hearing the word **, I could feel that Andy took a deep breath, and his face became even uglier.

I smiled wryly: "It's just because of this face, which resembles that girl...Wen Jichen likes me, what does he like about me? I am Liu Xiangsi? Or this face that looks like his past lover!" The more I The more excited he said, he yelled at Andy with a trembling voice almost gnashing his teeth.

Andy frowned and pursed his lips, not knowing what to say.

Gradually, my arrogance lowered...

I slowly squatted down and hugged myself tightly.Tears flowed down silently, without even crying, just like a faucet that was not turned off tightly, the mechanical version of tears.

In the dark, I felt the crackling of Andy's clenched fists.He also squatted down, his broad and warm chest wrapped me tightly...

The thick night outside the window was extraordinarily heavy against the silence.

Andy and I cleaned up our emotions, and Andy watched me recomb my messy hair and wipe my dirty face, the pity in his eyes was obvious. "That's enough, put away your cheap sympathy." I gently patted the repairing powder on my red and swollen eyes with a powder cake, and said contemptuously to Andy.

Andy finally breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that I seemed to be alive again: "Let's go, they are waiting for us outside, let's go have dinner together."

I nodded lightly at him, and then I closed the door and went out.When going out, Andy also resumed his deadly morality, making fun of me without saying a word, which made me roll my eyes straight at his handsome face.

And after we left, in the empty dormitory, the bathroom door opened gently.

Ling Huanhuan's face turned pale, and her hand was still shaking slightly on the handle of the bathroom door.She couldn't believe what she had just heard. Looking at the label with the words "Liu Xiangsi" on the wardrobe opposite, she frowned, thinking of Wen Jichen's clean and gentle smiling face, and while her heart was moving, she looked at the three Words feel deeply disgusted...

Under the thick skin of beauty and gold, there is rotten flesh that is so dirty...

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I took Wen Jichen's arm with a smile on my face, and said in a delicate voice, "I'm so hungry... let's go eat somewhere." When I spoke, I shook Wen Jichen's arm lightly.

Wen Jichen's originally complicated expression finally showed a clean and gentle smile: "Okay..."

Xia Yan who was beside me saw all this in his eyes, and his hesitant appearance made me feel like a needle had been inserted in my heart.Wen Jichen can't help but look at me, doesn't speak, just looks at me.

When I saw his gaze, he smiled obediently and warmly. I knew how beautiful and sunny this smile was, and how like the girl he would miss with a photo in the middle of the night.

Beneath my sweet, gentle smile hides dark and twisted thorns.

During dinner, while talking with Xia Yan, he would add vegetables to my bowl from time to time.Naturally, I like to eat them all, but when I looked at the dish, there was a sarcasm in my eyes, and Andy frowned slightly when he looked at me, and ate without saying a word.

After eating, Wen Jichen sent me downstairs in the dormitory, and gently hugged me into his arms.The long, suffocating fragrance came from his body, and I bit my lip as I smelled this pleasant fragrance.

He bowed his head and kissed me deeply.He closed his eyes affectionately, while I opened my eyes and looked at his deep and tightly closed eyes. If he opened his eyes at this moment, he would definitely see the full, almost overflowing viciousness flowing out of my eyes.

For some reason, what I heard from Xia Yan tonight made me feel more disgusted than the moment when I saw Chu Peiran and An Ruoyi lying naked on the bed with my own eyes.

I'm not someone's substitute.I finally got out of the pain that Chu Peiran created for me, but Wen Jichen exaggerated the atmosphere of his love for me at this moment, making me lean towards him and be intoxicated by him.And he only needs to look at me, and he seems to be able to see the cute smiling girl in the sun in the past.

Wen Jichen, why don't you die?Such thoughts, these dark and vicious thoughts, grew unscrupulously from my body.

"What's wrong with you today?" Wen Jichen looked at my expression and felt something was wrong.

I smiled very similar to the girl in the photo again, and said softly: "I have to go up." Then, I turned around.Suddenly, Wen Jichen pulled me back in front of him, cupped my face and said coaxingly: "Doudo...I love you." As he spoke, he placed a kiss on my lips.

"I love you too." I answered him with a smile, then turned around and left without the slightest nostalgia.

When my figure disappeared from Wen Jichen's sight, his smiling face was gradually covered with haze. "Did she hear that?" He said to Andy not far behind him.

Andy spread his hands: "Even I heard it."

I smiled and stood in front of the window, waving to Wen Jichen downstairs who was watching me.I couldn't see his expression clearly, I only saw him beckoning lightly, and he was about to go back with Andy.

The moon was completely engulfed by clouds, and the only light in the sky was gone.Those who I thought were tiny happiness were also devoured by the darkness.

It's a wonderful lie, I know Wen Jichen's secret.He also knew that I had discovered it, but I didn't know that he already knew it... Bad logic, like a puddle of mud that cannot be wiped off, gradually stinks in my heart.

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