bad love

Suddenly, my ears were empty, and when I looked up, Wen Jichen came to me at some time, he quietly listened to the harsh female voice on the other end of the phone swearing, "Have you finished introducing yourself?" He said coldly Said coldly.

Hearing Wen Jichen's voice on the other end of the phone, he hung up the phone quickly.

Wen Jichen gave me a deep look, with pain and disappointment in his eyes.Taking my mobile phone into my room, I stared blankly at the back of him leaving.

What's the matter with looking at me?

I knocked on the door of Wen Jichen's room, "Come in." Wen Jichen responded coldly.I pushed the door open and saw Wen Jichen was still on the phone, "I sent you the phone number, you can check it."

I listened quietly by the side, bowed my head and said nothing.

Wen Jichen hung up the phone and said, "Is this why you avoided me so much these two days?"

"I didn't avoid you, I just think our relationship is not suitable..." I lowered my head, although my voice was very small, but the tone was very cold.

Wen Jichen raised his eyebrows: "Inappropriate?"

"You are my brother, and I am your sister. There shouldn't be that kind of relationship in the first place, and it's too late to end it now." I said coldly with no expression on my face.

Wen Jichen looked at my eyes gradually enlarged, filled with coldness and grief.He looked at me with a sneer: "In your eyes, does this relationship end as soon as it is said? What do you think of me?"

I looked at his handsome face, reflecting the painful light.I felt a twinge in my heart again, I admit that I said this out of willfulness, but this kind of embarrassing thing... I still can't stand it.

"You can find someone else, and others can do what I can." I pretended to be calm, with an indifferent expression on my face, and said, looking directly at Wen Jichen.

Wen Jichen chuckled and stood up in front of the computer.Walking towards me slowly step by step, he looked at me with extremely cold eyes, as if he wanted to freeze me.Every time he does this, I am afraid, no matter how much I pretend to be calm, I still lower my head and dare not look at his expression.

The stepfather and mother have dinner parties at night, and they don't know when they will be back.

In fact, I was quite afraid that he would beat me. Not long ago, when I lost my temper and threatened to break up, he really whipped my ass with a belt... and he did it very hard...

But this time, I'm not throwing a tantrum.

People's hearts are always tired, carrying too many things, there will always be a day of collapse.

"Wen Jichen... let's break up." I lowered my head and said expressionlessly.

I could clearly feel that Wen Jichen's body stopped, I wanted to look up at his expression, and even wanted to hug him.But I stopped myself. An indecisive person must be ruthless once to cut off those feelings that shouldn't exist, such as Wen Jichen and I.

Wen Jichen didn't answer me, I lowered my head, and quickly turned around to unscrew the doorknob.

A strong and irreversible force pulled my body back.I raised my head in panic, and saw Wen Jichen's sullen face, his eyes seemed to make me slow...

"Liu Xiangsi...why are you..." Wen Jichen's voice trembled.

His voice kept echoing in my ears, and my brain was almost blurred.He grabbed my shoulders with his hands, and my tears were about to come out from the pain.

"You let me go...you let me go..." I lowered my head not to look at his face, and murmured.

Wen Jichen grabbed my hand harder and harder, even trembling slightly. "Tell me why...why...you clearly know how much I love you, why do you torture me like this every time?" Wen Jichen's eyes were slightly red, and his face was frighteningly pale.

I shook my head and asked him to let me go...

His hands hurt me, piercing into my bones.I thought of Baiman, An Ruoyi, and what Chu Peiran said to me. Those very ugly words of abuse flooded into my brain like a tide, and I almost collapsed. Trembling violently from the pain, I screamed loudly: "Because you are my brother! I don't want to be called a dick!" When I shouted this sentence at the top of my lungs, Wen Jichen stopped moving.

"Do you think that's what I'm thinking today? Do you think I want to break up with you? Do you know how much I love you... Do you know how painful it is every time people say you are my brother! "The tears that had been swirling in my eyes for a long time finally came out, I raised my head and blushed and asked Wen Jichen loudly.

"Why on earth do you want to be my brother!" I was crying and my voice was hoarse.

Astonishment flashed across Wen Jichen's face, and the hand that was tightly clutching my shoulder finally let go...

As soon as he released it, he suddenly felt his fingertips were hot, and he frowned.Terrifying blood flowed from his fingertips, and that bright red patch came from the slender shoulders in front of him.

I bit my lip and looked at him stubbornly, he was so hard that he even embedded his nails into my shoulder.Wen Jichen was flustered, and looked at me distressedly: "Doudo, I'm sorry...I..." He was so panicked that he didn't even realize that his tears were falling down.

I have never seen Wen Jichen like this.

He has always been so calm and unflappable, even when he is fighting, he will not act as flustered as he is now.He has never cried in front of me, this is the first time.

It was as if someone had stabbed a knife into my heart, pulled it out again, and continued to insert it into the original wound...

I suddenly felt like I was an asshole!

I was pale and stared blankly at Wen Jichen's tears.

At this moment, I wish there were no ethics in this world.

It was only now that I realized that he was the brilliance that appeared in my life. In this barren half of my life, he was the one who bloomed an unexpected flower in my heart.

Wen Jichen had a painful expression on his face. He said, "Liu Xiangsi, I have been with you for the past few years. I didn't give you what you wanted. At that time, you wanted to be with Chu Peiran, but I gave it to you."

He paused, his voice trembling: "And this time, if you want to leave me, I will."

Following his words, my heart seemed to be emptied...

After he finished speaking, he turned around and wanted to get me some alcohol to disinfect. Just as he turned around, I hugged him from behind...

Wen Jichen's body froze.

"Wen Jichen... I was wrong... I was wrong..." My voice was trembling, and I was chanting. "Even if you are my brother... I will never say such things to you in the future...Wen Jichen, I love you...I really love you..." I hugged him tightly and cried.

Wen Jichen turned around, took a deep breath, and hugged me tightly into his warm chest...

"Doudou... I promise... I will protect you." He rested his chin on the top of my head, smelling my delicious hair, and said in a hoarse voice.

If it is said, I have never recognized Wen Jichen's place in my heart.I think, today I am completely clear.

Nothing compares to his tears, I'm so selfish, when I'm enduring all this, why isn't he?

When Andy joked that he was very avant-garde with me and conformed to the moral values ​​of human beings in the new era, he smiled and threw a pillow.I never thought that there would be a tearful face hidden under that smiling face.

I always think about myself and ignore Wen Jichen.

Wen Jichen suddenly seemed to remember something, let go of me, turned around and brought the medicine box over.I just realized how painful the wound on both shoulders is...

It turns out that when the heart hurts, even if the body is pierced with a sharp knife, people will feel nothing.

When Wen Jichen cleaned the wound, his eyes were full of regret and distress.His eye circles are still red, and I have never publicly discussed Jieyue's moral issues with him, nor have I broken up with him because of this.

Many times, he and I are like lovers who torture each other.

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