bad love

During the few days I stayed at Lin Haonan's house, I kept turning off my mobile phone.I have met Wang Yanxi and Xia Yan, and I went to the hospital for a follow-up visit, but except for Lin Haonan and Andy, no one knows where I live.

When Wen Jichen returned to Beijing and returned to the apartment, I had already packed up all my clothes and temporarily stored them at Lin Haonan's house.Although this is not a long-term solution, I still want to see the helplessness and loneliness on Wen Jichen's face when he saw that I was not there.

"Doudou, where have you been living these days? Ah Chen is looking for you like crazy." Starbucks, I silently listened to Wang Yanxi telling me about Wen Jichen's state these days.

I shook my head: "I won't tell you. Gu Beicheng must have tricked you out with a few words. I don't believe you. Also, if you tell Wen Jichen when we met, we will break off our friendship in the future."

"Wow, are you so ruthless this time? What kind of big mistake did he make?" Wang Yanxi asked with a straw in her mouth, blinking her big eyes.

I grinned at her, and said quietly: "You know that men are animals that think on the lower body, right? Just right, it's okay to tell you, you can ask for me. How did he and An Ruoyi get together?"

When it comes to An Ruoyi, Wang Yanxi and I undoubtedly felt a little bit of pain in our hearts.I knew it by looking at her expression, the unconcealable sadness in her eyes was mixed with a trace of fear.

She was still so afraid of An Ruoyi.

"Impossible... how could they..." Wang Yanxi looked a little dull and murmured.

I smiled and shook my head, "If you don't want to ask, just keep this matter to yourself." I picked up my bag, waved to Wang Yanxi, turned around and left.

In the same place, only Wang Yanxi was left alone, sitting there blankly, with a dazed expression.

Andy said, actually, I don't believe in the matter of Wen Jichen and An Ruoyi, many things need to be seen with their own eyes.But often what people see and hear with their eyes and ears is not necessarily true. These two senses will deceive people's hearts.

I decided to go to Chu Peiran.

Ask him to find out what happened between him and An Ruoyi, and why An Ruoyi came to Wen Jichen.

In the afternoon, I walked to Dijia Apartment on foot, and when I looked up, I saw that the lights on Chu Peiran's floor were on.Does he still live there?I looked at the surrounding environment, two years have passed, and nothing has changed here.

This familiar and painful feeling permeated my whole body. I stood downstairs for a while, looking up at the light on the floor.

Want to go up?

What are you going to say?

Thinking of these questions, I couldn't help frowning.It is undoubtedly awkward to go to him.I have had too many things happen with him, even more than Wen Jichen, although I don't remember some of them.

An Ruoyi's crying sound suddenly flashed across my mind, I gathered myself together, it's better to ask some things clearly...

Walking into the lobby of Dijia Apartment, pressing the elevator... everything is so familiar.

I closed my eyes, Liu Xiangsi, don't be afraid, the matter is over long ago.You just need to ask the question calmly and then leave.I said so to myself.

When I walked outside Chu Peiran's apartment, my heart was beating wildly.

I took a deep breath, and after a few minutes, I started knocking on the door.

The people inside seemed to be waiting at the door. I hadn't knocked twice before the door opened.

I gasped.I thought I would never see this man again in my life, Chu Peiran.The man who has hurt me many times, and been hurt by me many times... Chu Peiran is wearing a white turtleneck sweater, neatly trimmed chestnut brown hair, dark eyes, fair skin...all so familiar to me.

The way he looks now is really the way I used to love him the most.

"Why is it you?" Chu Peiran blinked, as if he didn't expect it to be me.

Also... I said that I never wanted to see him again. If he was so decisive, how could he think of me coming.

"Well, who is it?" A sweet female voice came from the back room.I looked at him in embarrassment, "I didn't expect there were other people in your house, so I'll go first..." I smiled embarrassedly at Chu Peiran, turned around and was about to leave.

Suddenly, someone grabbed his wrist.

With a gentle expression on Chu Peiran's face, he said softly, "It's okay, I'll just let her go, you can come in first." Then, he opened the door a little.

I pursed my lips, thought for a while, and finally walked in.

……

"Well, who is she?" A girl in a white dress looked at me and asked, her eyes were full of curiosity.

Chu Peiran smiled and said: "Yaya, you go back first, I have something to talk to her." He avoided answering the question of who I am.

I smiled wryly twice, how embarrassing...

That's right, maybe this girl is his new girlfriend. It's impossible to justify an ex-girlfriend coming to his house.

Yaya didn't ask any more questions, she was obviously a sensible and good girl, she smiled at me as a gesture of greeting.So he put on his coat, picked up his bag, and said to Chu Peiran, "Okay...then I'll go first, remember to eat."

Chu Peiran nodded with a smile, the girl opened the door and went out, but she forgot to close the door when she left.

Chu Peiran got up and went to the wine cabinet, and asked by the way: "Do you want something to drink?"

I shook my head: "No, I'll leave after I finish speaking."

Chu Peiran didn't care what I said, and took out the [-] Lafite from the wine cabinet, took two goblets, put them in front of me, and poured a small half of the glass of red wine.

His movements are always gentle, and the eyes he looks at the girl are also very gentle, no wonder I was fascinated by him at that time.

Thinking of this, the corners of my mouth inadvertently curved.

"What are you laughing at?" Chu Peiran looked at me and asked with a smile.

"It's nothing... I just feel that there are many things in life that we can't control. It feels like a dream." I lowered my head and said slowly.

Chu Peiran smiled slightly, shook his head without answering, picked up the wine glass and handed it to me.

I didn't answer it, and stared at his slender white fingers, I was stunned.

"Even if we had some unpleasant things before, if you come to me now, we can still be friends, let's have a drink." His voice was still so low.

I thought for a while before taking the cup.

……

"I want to know... how did you and An Ruoyi separate later?" I asked after taking a sip of my red wine.

Chu Peiran frowned slightly, he didn't expect me to ask such a question. "Actually, after that morning...we broke up after not being together for a long time, and we never saw each other again. What's the matter?" He thought for a while and said.

"It's okay... doesn't she like you very much?" I frowned and looked at him.

Chu Peiran got up suddenly, and said as he walked: "Yes, but we still broke up. After the breakup, she seemed to have met Wen Jichen once, and I haven't heard from her since." Slowly put it on the doorknob.

The door is closed.