bad love

Chapter 230 It's Logical

"Liu Xiangsi, you are not worthy!"

"Liu Xiangsi, you are not worthy!"

"Liu Xiangsi, you are not worthy!"

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I was in pain like insects and ants biting me all over my body, and my body was burned like fire, as if I was in purgatory on earth.There are countless voices repeating this sentence in my ears, and my head is almost about to explode!

I don't know if it was a dream, Wen Jichen burst into tears, and said to me with a hint of hatred in his eyes: "Liu Xiangsi, you are not worthy..."

Yeah, I don't deserve it.

I gave up my relationship with him so easily.

I always think of the desperate eyes of my mother and stepfather, and the sad eyes that Wen Jichen looked at me when I gave up on Wen Jichen.

The lips of "I love you" are actually "doubt". During the years when Wen Jichen and I have been in love, we have been telling each other our love, but we are still accompanied by suspicion.

If I had known this would be the result, I should have trusted him more.

With a splitting headache, I never suspected that I was dead now.Living people don't suffer so much, but when I clenched my fists and shook my head in pain, my spirit was on the verge of collapse.

Someone shook me awake.

I opened my eyes suddenly, the headache almost made my eyes go black, and I almost passed out again.The first thing that caught my eyes was my mother's tearful face. When I woke up, she hugged me hard: "Doudo...you scared my mother to death..." she said while crying.

The stepdad was also behind my mother, looking at me worriedly.

But, I didn't see Wen Jichen.

Is this true?

I stretched out my hand and looked at my hands, they were white and immature, with a constant body temperature.So I closed my eyes in disappointment, I thought about it and just walked away... Why do you want me to wake up?

"Doudou, don't think about anything, we don't blame you, you take good care of your injuries. Take care of your body, and we will make a decision soon." The stepdad said with a gentle smile, looking at me.

My eyes were empty and confused, and I couldn't understand what they were saying.

decide what?

After a while, the doctor came to check the injury on my forehead and said that I was sure that there was nothing serious and that I would be discharged from the hospital the day after tomorrow.I lay still with my eyes on the ceiling.

What am I going to do when I leave the hospital?

Go back to the smoky home that I messed up?

Or how should I face Wen Jichen?

It turned out that as early as three months ago, An Ruoyi told my mother and stepdad about Wen Jichen and me.Adults want face, they would rather quietly dismantle this relationship that shouldn't exist, than directly warn me not to have any unreasonable thoughts about Wen Jichen.

So, they arranged for An Ruoyi and Wen Jichen to get married, and found a reason why they must get married.As soon as Wen Jichen gets married, the relationship between me and him will automatically be shattered, big things will be turned into small things, and small things will be turned into small things.

They didn't expect Wen Jichen's feelings for me to be so deep.

What's more, Wen Jichen would do everything possible to destroy the engagement banquet, and make An Ruoyi's scandal public, so as to get rid of the marriage.

God knows how angry and sad they will be.

Wen Jichen resisted all moral opinions in this way, but I easily told everyone that I have nothing to do with Wen Jichen anymore...

No wonder he refused to see me.

I really do.

I turned my back to my mother and didn't say a word. My face was pale and my eyes were dull, like a mental patient.The lips are always tightly pressed, looking lifeless.

My mother told me: "Wen Jichen is gone." She didn't say "your brother", but called "Wen Jichen", as if she accepted our relationship.

I frowned slightly, where are I going?

"We don't know, we couldn't find him at all. We sent you to the hospital last night, and he disappeared after that." Mom lowered her eyes and whispered to me.

I suddenly felt a little breathless in my heart, and the uneasy emotions oppressed me, as if I couldn't find a way out. "Oh." I said casually.

"Doudou, I have something to say to you." My mother turned me over and helped me to sit up, with a calm expression and a gentle tone.

She has never been so gentle to me in all these years.

"Mom, you've already said what you should say, and I know what to do." I thought she was going to say that Wen Jichen is my brother again, but I couldn't bear to listen any longer, so I replied.

Mom shook her head and smiled: "Why do you think I'm such a selfish mother?"

After listening to her words, I showed doubts: "I didn't understand..."

"Doudou, do you think I have treated you well in the years since you were born? Or, have I fulfilled the obligations of a mother?" Mom stroked my head and asked.

I nodded and said nothing.

Seeing me like this, my mother smiled self-deprecatingly: "The answer is no, you are a good boy, but I am not a good mother. Over the years, I have not been able to accompany you and take care of you with all my heart. You solve it by yourself. So, I am sorry for you."

I frowned: "I didn't think so."

"Of course you don't think so, because I didn't give you much love. Even so, I am your mother. I will understand what you want when I see your eyes and hear your words." Mom After a pause, he continued.

"So, you have always felt that it is not right for others to treat you well. It's like when a girl wanted to be friends with you and gave you a piece of candy. You accepted it at the time, but returned two candies the next day. It's just sad, but when I treat you well, you are also like this, always wanting to repay something." Mom frowned when she said this.

I don't speak, just keep listening.

Mom laughed: "Look, I've been sorry for you all these years and failed to give you the care and love you want. But from yesterday, both your stepdad and I can see that Wen Jichen's feelings for you are already very deep. Deep. I believe you love him too."

As soon as she finished speaking, my face looked a little ugly.

"You don't have to be embarrassed, there is nothing wrong with loving someone. Doudou... What I want to say is, if you really love each other, let's be together. You have grown up so much that I can't give you anything. This time, I want to give you What you want." Mom said with a smile, looking at me tenderly.

A moment of astonishment crossed my face.

"I don't understand..." I stared blankly at my mother and asked.

"Well, I'm divorcing your stepdad." Mom sighed and said this sentence firmly.

At this moment, my heart seemed to miss a beat, and I could hardly speak, I just stared at my mother with wide eyes.

"Your stepfather and I have made a decision, so don't persuade me because you feel sorry." Mom stroked my forehead again and said calmly.

she wants a divorce...

There was a moment when I felt like I was asshole as hell as possible.I'm not happy because Wen Jichen and I can be together in a fair and logical way from now on.

This is in exchange for my mother's happiness.

I'm nothing but sad and guilty...