bad love

Even though my whole body was in pain, I still insisted on going to school.But the marks all over the neck haven't disappeared yet, so I can only put more than n band-aids on it.

"God...the injury is so serious. But do you need to stick so much?" Wang Yanxi shouted at me in shock as soon as she saw me.I pushed her: "Keep your voice down."

"How is Auntie's health? Is it serious?" I asked while flipping through the book.

Thinking of the so-called car accident that night, Wang Yanxi couldn't help twitching the corners of her mouth: "What kind of car accident, it didn't hit her at all. She insisted that she was frightened."

I nodded: "That's good."

She didn't tell me about that night, and neither did I.That nightmarish experience, probably everyone wants to forget it.

The head teacher gave a lecture on the podium, but I didn't listen to a word.Suddenly, I felt someone watching me.Looking around, Wang Yanxi was sleeping, and the two students in front of her were concentrating on copying notes, some were sleeping, some were playing with their mobile phones, and some were reading novels.

No one stared at me at all, I looked suspicious and frowned involuntarily.

When she raised her eyes, she met Chu Peiran's gaze.He was standing outside my class right now, his handsome figure with broad shoulders and long legs attracted the attention of the girls in the class.

What are you doing here without going to class?

I looked at him suspiciously, and he waved to me, beckoning me to go out.At the same time, countless jealous eyes were shot at me in the class.I twitched the corners of my mouth, stood up, walked to the podium and bent down, with cold sweat on my face: "Teacher... I have a stomachache..."

The head teacher was taken aback, seeing my pale face, and said empathetically, "Hurry up and go, remember to bring toilet paper."

As soon as his voice fell, I rushed out in one stride.

"How long has this child been holding back..." The teacher in charge looked at me running like a rabbit, and stroked the frame of my glasses helplessly. "Okay, let's continue the lecture."

……

"Why did you skip class and ask me to come out?" I stood on the school roof and looked at Chu Peiran in front of me.

Chu Peiran looked worried, and just wanted to speak.My eyes swept away, and my eyes fell on the band-aids on my neck.I noticed his gaze, and suddenly felt a little guilty, and touched my neck inadvertently.

"I remember that you didn't hurt your neck that day." He had a gentle face, but his voice sounded very cold.

I pursed my lips, still thinking about how to lie.I caught it myself?Caught by a cat?Actually, you didn't see clearly that day? ...these reasons are far-fetched.

I was about to say something when I suddenly felt a pain in my neck.

"hiss."

The band-aids were torn off by Chu Peiran. When I put them on, some of the band-aids were overlapped, most of them were like this.When he pulled it like this, a band-aid on my neck was almost torn off by him.

What followed was a sullen rage that he tried to hide.

Those big and small hickeys, red and purple, his pretty eyes stared at these hickeys.I lowered my head nervously, frowning, not knowing what to say.

He looked at my neck and said nothing.

I felt uncomfortable being stared at by such eyes, and subconsciously bit my lip.Seeing that he has been silent, I carefully tugged at the corner of his clothes: "Chu Peiran..." I called him softly.

"What did he do?" Chu Peiran's cold voice sounded.

Uh?

I stayed for a while, bowed my head and didn't speak.

What can I say, yeah, he did it.But I tried my best to stop it, but I was not as strong as him.Although it is true, such a reason would not even be believed by myself.

Those hickey marks seemed to be demonstrating to him, mocking and ironic. "In the past few months, you have become more and more timid and more open." He sneered, which obviously carried a hint of sarcasm.

I bit my lip tightly, it's not that I didn't understand what he said, but Dou Da's tears still dripped down without disappointment.Yes, where did the unruly me in the past go? Where did the character that I would immediately return if someone gave me a slap in the face?

How could I let Wen Jichen do such an outrageous thing to me?

How could I allow myself to be insulted by Chu Peiran like this?

My tears dripped on the dry concrete floor, wetting a place the size of a soybean.

When did I allow my tears to fall so cheaply and easily!

Seeing me crying, Chu Peiran was startled for a moment before realizing that her words were a bit serious.He was a little at a loss and didn't know what words to use to comfort me.

He took me into his arms, buried his head in my hair and said softly, "I'm sorry."

The tears in my eyes didn't run out, and I wanted to explain in a low voice: "I didn't...it's not that I wanted to..." "I know." Chu Peiran interrupted my words.

He was gentle and knew what to do without making me sad or crying.I bit my lip and made up my mind.

I don't want to be ambiguous with Wen Jichen again.

Chu Peiran hugged me tightly, and the fragrance from his neck made me feel at ease and comfortable.Gradually calming my emotions, his fingertips touched the back of my neck thinly, a little itchy.

"Xiangsi, promise me. Don't have anything to do with him anymore." Chu Peiran stroked my hair and said gently.

Without thinking, I hugged him tightly and nodded obediently.

When I looked up, Chu Peiran's expression was a little relieved.

That was the first time I felt my heartbeat towards Chu Peiran, that kind of indescribable heartbeat.He gently held my face and kissed me tenderly, not as crazy and domineering as Wen Jichen.It's a kind of steady flow of water, and the years are quiet and good.

I fell in love with him.

Not very vigorous, and there is no so-called turmoil.When you are with him, you feel very relaxed and you don't need to tense your nerves, because he knows everything about you.

"What do you want from me?" We quarreled like a young couple, kissed each other and got back together.I leaned on his chest, lowered my head and played with the hem of his clothes and asked.

Chu Peiran paused, and said, "Wen Jichen said that you may have some mental problems. So I'm going to take you to see a psychiatrist." When he talked about Wen Jichen, his tone was obviously a little unnatural.

Wen Jichen said that I have a mental problem?

He has mental problems!

"Why do you say I have a problem, what's wrong with me?" I frowned and asked.

Chu Peiran held my hand playing with the corner of my clothes and said, "You've been having nightmares lately. I heard that you had hallucinations last night. It's not a serious situation, you."

"Then why are you so eager to find me? Wen Jichen told you?"

Chu Peiran nodded.

My heart sank, I never needed such a thing as a psychiatrist.

I let go of Chu Peiran's hand and left from his arms. "I don't think I need a psychiatrist. If I have problems, I can overcome them by myself. I'm not crazy, so they sent me to the doctors one by one?" I said with a straight face.

Seeing my serious expression, Chu Peiran couldn't help but smile. "Every time you do this, I think you are very cute. You want to be alone, but I don't allow it. Well, if you don't want to watch it, don't watch it. But if you have any questions, you must find me."

I nodded helplessly.

"Go to my place after school." Before leaving, Chu Peiran whispered in my ear.

I lowered my head and blushed again.