bad love

When I turned my head, it was Wang Yanxi's teary face.

I laughed dumbfounded in my heart, is this pretending to be pitiful to win sympathy?

"Why are you crying?" I asked coldly.

"Speaking of it, I finally understand why you knew so much about Chu Peiran's flirtatious person back then. So you have tasted and practiced it yourself?" I thought my tone was not enough to stimulate her, so I continued to sarcastically.

Wang Yanxi didn't speak, I could see that she didn't want to cry.In my impression, she is not someone who sheds tears so easily, but at this time her tears can't be stopped like flowing water.

She just grabbed my sleeve tightly and wouldn't let me go.

I frowned, and fiercely pulled my sleeves to let her go.The class bell has already rang, and some students who went to the bathroom between classes entered the classroom one after another, and they all looked at us with contempt and puzzlement.

My face was ashen, and I remained silent.

The next class is a self-study class, and there is no teacher to attend the class.Otherwise, with Wang Yanxi's stubborn temper, she would definitely not let go just because of class.

"You let go." I never said to her in such a tone.

Wang Yanxi's body trembled from sobbing, and she finally spoke: "I didn't mean it...you have to trust me for lovesickness..." As she spoke, hot tears fell from her eyes.

I bit my lip tightly, trying to hold back the tears.

When I thought of my best friends, when I didn't know, they were naked and intertwined on the white sheets, and I felt uncontrollable pain and resentment in my heart.

Life is a bitch!

How many different ways does it have to torture me!

I suppressed the tears from flowing out of my eyes. I looked at Wang Yanxi's messy crying face with stern eyes, and said through gritted teeth, "I believe in you."

Her gray eyes lit up, just about to say something to me.

"But do you deserve it?" I dropped this sentence, so strong that I was a little surprised, I shook off her hand holding my sleeve, and walked into the classroom without looking back.

I buried my head deeply on the desk, and tears finally came out of my eyes silently when no one saw it.What Wang Yanxi, what Chu Peiran, you all go to hell!

Some classmates who have a good relationship with me in the class cast a concerned look at me. Seeing that I was lying on my stomach all the time, I could only shake my head and go back to continue reading.

This world seems to have nothing to do with me, I only live in a small place of my own.

……

Wang Yanxi didn't go back to the classroom, she was waiting for Chu Peiran until after school, regardless of the eyes of all the people passing by, she waited stubbornly.

As soon as Chu Peiran went out with a few books in her arms, she saw Wang Yanxi standing there dejectedly with her dirty face.

Wang Yanxi once said: "We just pretended not to know each other, nothing happened."

Chu Peiran glanced at her, thought of these words, and passed her without saying a word. "Chu Peiran." A small, needle-like voice sounded from behind him.

Chu Peiran was startled, stopped and turned around, and asked blankly, "What's the matter?"

Wang Yanxi raised her head, with tears in her eyes, she whispered, "Lovesickness...she knows about lovesickness..." She stammered and bit her lip tightly.

Chu Peiran paused, and frowned: "You said she knew... what?" His hand, invisible, tightly grasped the book, crumpling the brand new paper.

"us……"

……

After school, I just got up from the desk.My eyes are swollen like walnuts. I'm so useless, I know how to cry when I encounter a little thing.

I didn't plan to go to Chu Peiran's house, or I was avoiding seeing him and everything related to him, including Wang Yanxi.

Is there anything in this world more disgusting than this?

I carried my purse listlessly, and walked aimlessly on the streets of Beijing. Wangfujing Street was full of pedestrians at night, and it was very lively.I was walking like this, and I had already walked through the Oriental New World by accident.I stood quietly not far away, the men and women under the beautiful fountain had happy smiles on their faces, and I really wanted to be like them.

The breeze blew wantonly, blowing away the catkins all over the sky, I looked at the people, leaving dry tears on my cheeks.

I stand on such a bustling street, but I seem to stay out of it, isolated from the hustle and bustle and indifference.A steady stream of people roam the streets, no one can see my pain.How I wish someone could find out my sadness, share my sadness, and hug me.

I felt the phone vibrate, and for a moment my heart skipped a beat, could it be Chu Peiran?

I'm still desperately expecting something.

Picking up the phone, it was Wen Jichen.

I lowered my head in disappointment, sighed long to the sky, and answered the phone: "Hello."

"Where are you?" Wen Jichen's voice was calm.

"Oriental Plaza." I am also very plain.

"Shall I pick you up?"

"No need." After I finished speaking, I hung up the phone directly.I looked at the fountain, looked at the bright lights, and suddenly felt a sore nose, and tears fell down without disappointment.

It is still April and the temperature is suitable.The moonlight is cold, and it shines on me wantonly.I opened my mouth and cried, there was no one anyway, so I couldn't shed tears in front of Wen Jichen when I got home.

My mind is full of Wang Yanxi and Chu Peiran, Wang Yanxi and Chu Peiran.

The brain didn't listen to it, replaying the scene on the rooftop over and over again like a movie.I thought of Chu Peiran's goodness. He was still cooking for me at home yesterday, and we were still kissing yesterday.Why just let me know today, he fucked my best friend while I was away!

Thinking of this, I cried even harder.

However, what I didn't know was that not far away, a person in a Buick LaCrosse was looking at me. His handsome face was full of indescribable complexity, distress, jealousy, and love.

I kept walking, never wanting to be in crowded places.

Suddenly, someone tapped me on the shoulder.My heartbeat suddenly became faster and I closed my eyes. If it is Chu Peiran, I will forgive you.

When I turned my head, it was Wen Jichen's face as calm as water, delicate and handsome.

I suddenly looked sad, and whispered: "Brother, why are you here?" I lowered my head, and a careless voice came out of my mouth

Wen Jichen's expression became indifferent, and he took my hand silently, holding my hand with irreversible force.

Tucked into the car.I let him pull me into the car, although the force made my wrist hurt a little.

I leaned my head weakly on the passenger seat, and Wen Jichen was driving beside me.

Along the way, he didn't speak, and neither did I.

When I got home, I subconsciously looked at my phone.Chu Peiran didn't send any message, nor did he call me.I didn't go to his place today, is he too lazy to ask me?

He probably doesn't care about me at all.

Thinking of this, I feel sore eyes again.

"This is promising..." Wen Jichen walked past me, took out the key to open the door, and said coldly.

I finally couldn't help it anymore, and burst into tears. I rushed up and hugged Wen Jichen's waist from behind, and said in a muffled voice, "Brother...you know Chu Peiran..."

"I know." Wen Jichen interrupted me.

I was stunned and raised my head: "You already knew that, didn't you?"

Wen Jichen turned around and nodded.

"Then why didn't you tell me earlier!" I let go of him and asked hysterically loudly.

OK!This is good!

Even Wen Jichen knew about it, Gu Beicheng probably wouldn't hide it.Wang Yanxi, Bai Man, An Ruoyi, Chu Peiran, they all know it!

I was kept in the dark like a fool.

"Calm down." Wen Jichen was still so calm, as if he didn't take my excitement seriously.

After hearing what he said, I became angry. When I thought of Chu Peiran and Wang Yanxi, my IQ was all fed to the dog.

"How do you tell me to be calm? If one day you find out that your girlfriend is sleeping with your best buddy, can you still be calm? Don't talk so lightly, you Wen Jichen doesn't care about anything, but I don't care about you." Same!" I raised my head angrily and yelled these words at Wen Jichen, pushed open the door and entered the room, and locked myself in the room.

When people are irrational, they can do anything.

In the past, I would never have dared to talk to Wen Jichen like that.