bad love

When I was taken away by Andy, I turned my head and gave that man a meaningful look.

His face was pale and bloodless, and his lips were purple.When he saw me looking back at him, he grinned at me, his eyes were a little blurred and erratic, as if nothing could bother him.

He is what I want right now.

I am willing to use any means to forget Chu Peiran, even if it hurts myself.

It wasn't until today that I realized that I love him more than I thought.

I was pulled to the other side by Andy, I just wanted to open my mouth and say something to him. "Shut up, don't even think about it!" It was the first time he was so fierce to me, usually he either let me go, or he didn't dare.

I was so dizzy from drinking that my mind was full of Chu Peiran's face.Looking at Andy's white and clean face, he looked sullen, and his majestic and fierce eyes reminded me of the way Chu Peiran pulled me away from An Ruoyi two months ago.

What a man I am fascinated by...

Let me forget about him... I murmured and plunged into Andy's chest, babbling something.

Not far away, Chu Peiran looked at Andy with a cold expression, and secretly squeezed the glass in his hand.

"Birds on the tree, in pairs~~" I was carried away by Andy and left the bar, swaying left and right as I walked, singing loudly to the black sky. "Green water and green mountains, with a smiling face~"

Andy frowned, enduring my song's rape of his eardrums.

"Liu Xiangsi! You are crazy!" I shouted to the sky.

I was walking unsteadily on the streets of Beijing. After eleven o'clock in the evening, there were still quite a few people on Sanlitun Bar Street.I didn't care about how others looked at me, and I was crazy about alcohol.

Passing by a tattoo parlor, my eyes stopped there.

The back of a fair-skinned woman, and her slender and graceful waist, look so tight.There is a black and white but lifelike rose tattooed on the waist, while the breasts are half covered on the front, and under the collarbone is a black and white poisonous snake spit out a letter, which is very seductive.

I stared straight at the portrait and swallowed.

Andy shook his hand in front of my eyes, "Hey, are you stupid?" He asked me, but I ignored him.He followed my gaze and stopped in front of a scroll.

I pointed at the portrait blankly: "I want to get this tattooed."

Andy wanted to drag me away again, while muttering: "No, no... this hurts." I refused to move half a step, and I still looked at the painting stubbornly.

After a while, he couldn't hold me back, so he entered the small tattoo parlor together with me.

I took off my upper body and lay on a small bed. The light in the room was very dark and the decoration was very simple.My face was red and my head was dizzy.I want to leave a mark of Chu Peiran on myself, he said he hates roses and snakes the most.

I like my waist and collarbone the most.

Then put it together.

Skin pain is not enough to describe the feeling of tattooing.One needle after another, as if walking on the heart, but piercing the muscles and bones...

Dull colors, monotonous black and white, mixed with another non-chemical dye.

blood.

Sometimes love is like a tattoo, it hurts, it needs care, and then it fades.

The master who tattooed me was quite professional, and there was nothing dirty or obscene in his eyes, like an unkind doctor who was treating patients who had nothing to do with him with a deadpan expression.

After it was over, it was already two or three o'clock in the night.I also woke up from the wine that was hurt by the needles. I stripped off and looked at the roses and snakes under my waist and collarbone, as if I was dreaming.

Enchanting and seductive allure bloomed on the fair skin.

I ran my fingers over that inch of skin, and the pattern was still a little tingling.

Thinking of the scene in the bar, my heart hurts even more than these.Zhuo Wenjun once wrote a poem about Sima Xiangru taking a concubine. I still clearly remember one line: Wen Jun has two opinions, so he came to break up with each other.

It is true that I am extremely cheap, but it is not that I have no self-esteem at all.

I lost my composure in the bar just now, probably the whole world thinks that I love Chu Peiran to the point of madness.

Starting tomorrow, slowly forget about those people who make you miserable.I grinned at the mirror and thought to myself.

After I got dressed and went out, I saw Andy squatting outside the door looking like he was going to die. He held up the screen of his mobile phone to show me with a bitter face, wanting to cry without tears.

Wen Jichen.

"Did my brother call you?" I asked calmly.

He nodded distressedly.

"What did you say?"

"Your sister drank too much and went to bed." He rested his cheeks and stared blankly.

I nodded approvingly and pulled him up.

Wen Jichen knew that Andy was gay, so naturally he wouldn't be too worried.I'm a little worried that I won't be able to hold on to beauty right now.

"Hey, why are you going!"

"Open the room..."

"Don't...you are a woman! I will be allergic to women..."

"I just love hanging out with gay guys!"

……

In the brightly colored suite, I got up and went to the bathroom, took off my nightgown and looked at myself in the mirror.Carefully looking at the snake under the collarbone, it was so lifelike, looked at it, bit his lip and cried...

When he returned to the bed, he saw Andy sleeping like a dead pig, still snoring, and his golden curly hair was messed up.

What did you say that you will be allergic when you are with a woman, what is it like not sleeping now!

I sat down on the chair by the window, and after waking up, I lost all sleep.Thinking about the people and things after I came to Beijing, the light outside the window gradually became brighter, and the daytime in May will always come soon.

I felt groggy, stayed up all night, and got drunk.

In the morning, I dragged my half-lived body back home.I lowered my head, took out the key and opened the door expressionlessly.

As soon as I opened the door, I found Wen Jichen standing by the stairs, with an ugly expression on his face: "Why did you go last night?" His angry tone would always scare me, but I don't feel it at all now, just Want to have a deep sleep.

I lowered my head and put down the key, and said calmly, "Drink."

"reason?"

"Andy is back." After I finished speaking, I went upstairs without noticing Wen Jichen's expression.

I looked at the soft big bed in the bedroom, and I really wanted to lie on it all at once.But I still opened the closet and changed into my school uniform, picked up my purse and went downstairs.

Wen Jichen didn't say anything to me, and was very silent along the way.I leaned my head against the car window, staring blankly at the scenery outside the window.My mind went blank, I didn't think about anything.

"Have you eaten yet?" Wen Jichen seemed unable to bear the subtle and awkward silence, and asked.

I still shook my head blankly.

"What do you want to eat?" He continued to ask.

"I don't want to eat anything." I replied coldly.

Wen Jichen turned his head away and looked at me: "You won't be with Andy last night..." He narrowed his eyes, although his expression was half-joking, I could tell he was serious.

I didn't answer, just shook my head.

The car drove all the way, without traffic jams for the first time, and the road was unimpeded.

I entered the school gate listlessly, my eyes unintentionally looking forward, that figure that made me familiar.Tall and handsome, pure and petite.Chu Peiran and An Ruoyi.

Ha ha, what a good couple.