bad love

In this world, there is a group of very hard-working people called Gao San Dang.They soak themselves in the sea of ​​coffee and books every day and night, traveling and traveling, some of them may not be able to bear it.

Like me.

Wang Yanxi takes photos of me with her right eye lens every day. Her right eye is farsighted.She held a magnifying lens to observe whether my pores had become enlarged, so I would squint at her: "Can you see gold?"

As soon as I finished speaking, I regretted it. As expected, Wang Yanxi covered her face and said angrily: "He's at school... What kind of sperm is not sperm, every girl..."

I twitched the corner of my mouth.

In fact, for Wang Yanxi, there are many things I admire about her.For example, she studies harder than me, and she is quite dedicated to Gu Beicheng. What's more, she can make her eyes into one nearsighted and one farsighted.I've always wondered how she did it, and of course she's cheekily proud of it.

Since Chu Peiran left, I have been hanging out with her every day.My mother likes her very much, and always invites her to come to my house for dinner. Sometimes she can also stay at my house, and we will also do some aerobic exercises to relieve loneliness.

As for what this movement is, reserve it.

Chu Peiran calls me every day, sometimes for two or three hours, sometimes only for a few minutes.But every time he hangs up the phone, he will say, wait for him to come back.

Every time he said this, I felt very uncomfortable.To put it bluntly, there is always a feeling of being a widow, but I still miss him very much.At the same time, I study hard every day. Although I still fail the math test, my professional courses are quite good.

People always have to grow up, and during that period, they will do countless stupid things.These things can feel unbelievable, and I have too many of them.In the busy life of the third year of high school, I am working hard and reflecting.

After Chu Peiran and Wen Jichen left, I spent a lot more time alone.Occasionally, I am surprised that I didn't go clubbing or make friends with outsiders.This is probably the case, without a protective umbrella, there is no one to protect you, so you can slowly converge your edges and corners in countless encounters, and time will quietly pull out all the thorns on your body.

As for Wen Jichen, he hasn't called me for a long time.I miss him sometimes, and more often, it feels like he just disappeared into my life out of thin air.

As I write this in my diary, I rub my eyes and look at the clock.It was already past two o'clock, I yawned and stretched, and almost fell asleep on the bed.

swoosh-

The phone vibrated, and I frowned and turned over, I really didn't want to move.With difficulty, I opened my eyes and took the phone to see the message Wen Jichen sent me.

a full stop?

I looked at the text message in doubt, maybe I was too drunk and pressed the wrong button.I replied with a question mark and held the phone in my hand so that I could wake up when it vibrated.

But when I fell asleep until dawn, I opened my eyes, the sunshine...

late!

I looked at my phone, it was past eight o'clock!I slapped my head in frustration, and hurriedly packed up and put on my clothes to go to school.When I went downstairs, my mother saw that I was still at home and yelled like seeing a ghost.

"What's your name, I overslept, take me to school, Mom." I said and stuffed a piece of bread into my mouth.

Mom sighed and glanced at me, pointing upstairs: "Let your brother take you there! I'm going to clean the kitchen!" After she finished speaking, she really turned around and wiped the table.

Although I was shocked that she actually did the housework, I was even more surprised that Wen Jichen actually came down from upstairs.I widened my eyes, opened my mouth wide enough to stuff an egg, and pointed at him: "Brother, why are you back?"

Wen Jichen rubbed his eyes, took the car keys, and tapped my head lightly: "Go to school quickly, let's go, I'll take you there." I looked up at him, more handsome than before.

In the car, I was looking at Wen Jichen with the eyes of an androgynous creature. "Brother, have you dropped out of school?" I stared at it for a long time, and only after a while did I say something.

Wen Jichen gave me a blank look: "Going home is like dropping out of school, your logic is ahead of you now." He kept his eyes on the road ahead, without looking at me, and focused on driving.

I looked at Wen Jichen's side face, could it be that a person can change so much after going to college?His good-looking eyebrows and handsome face have lost the childishness of his youth, but he is as calm and reserved as a man.

I sighed, it seems that I have to go to college to have such a temperament...

My mother would look at me with disgust at home every day, and would repeat a sentence every time: "I really deserted when I gave birth to you."

I,"……".

"Have you been in touch with Chu Peiran recently?" He stared at the front and asked lightly.

I nodded: "I call every day."

Wen Jichen didn't have any expression on his face. I really doubted that something happened to him at school that made his face paralyzed.He seems... more difficult to approach than before. It always feels like there is a wall between me and him, and it's awkward to speak.

I pursed my lips, not intending to continue.

Just like that, Wen Jichen uttered only a few words while driving the car.I feel very uncomfortable in my heart. In fact, every time he does this, I feel restless.

When I arrived at school, it was gorgeous, and I was severely criticized by the head teacher.

I lay down on the desk in discouragement, and couldn't help sighing.My mind is full of Wen Jichen's expression just now, there is no expression, it is because there is no expression that makes me distressed.

"What's wrong with you?" Wang Yanxi sat beside me and looked at me listlessly.

I pouted and whispered, "My brother is back..."

"Ah! Did Gu Beicheng come back, too?" Wang Yanxi felt as if she'd been beaten for a moment.

I shook my head: "I don't know... I just know that he seems to be in a bad mood. Do you know how much he talked to me on the way to school?" I pointed at Wang Yanxi's small face. up three fingers.

"Thirty sentences?" Wang Yanxi asked innocently with her eyes wide open.

I laughed twice: "Hehe, it's three sentences."

Wang Yanxi looked at me in disbelief: "No way... I remember he was quite easy-going, he came back after so long, doesn't he have nothing to say to you?"

I shook my head as if I didn't know.

Xueba is destined to be a lonely road!I made such a handsome brother stupid, I thought in my heart.

Wen Jichen sneezed suddenly as he drove home.

"Hey... Maybe something happened to him, don't think too much about it. Let's go to your house tonight, auntie cooks delicious food!" Wang Yanxi comforted me, and finally said the last sentence Li said what she meant.

I twitched the corner of my mouth again, my mother cooks delicious food?

This is the funniest thing I have ever heard in this world!

I will tell Wang Yanxi, in fact, every time before she comes, my mother has already ordered takeaway outside and sent it to the house to put it in a pot to warm it up?

Note to readers:

The most painful thing is Calvin!I saw the reader's book review on the page today, but at first glance, I felt quite uncomfortable. The heroine's words and deeds were all written by me after deliberation.Maybe it was written a little contrived, but I will change it! !I am very happy that someone gave such an opinion, and all of them are adopted!Thank you for your support~~