bad love

I squatted quietly in front of the apartment alone, and the summer night was very cool.But I felt the cold that pierced my muscles and bones. The summer wind blew through my thin body, and I hugged myself tighter.

I don't know what I'm doing here alone, I came out at nine o'clock, and it's already past ten o'clock... I don't know if I'm waiting for something, I just want to squat here alone.Don't want to go home, don't want to go anywhere.

The heart seems to be no longer fresh, slowly dying, not caring about anything.

The phone in my pocket was vibrating, and the sharp ringtone almost pierced my eardrums.I picked it up blankly and looked at it, Wang Yanxi.

I swipe open the lock screen and haven't spoken yet. "Acacia... I can only call you, come save me... please... come and save me." Wang Yanxi's voice was weak, as if she had experienced a life-and-death catastrophe. The appearance of dying.

I was taken aback, "Where are you? What happened?"

"I... I don't want to say... I'm in Jiuwan Hutong..." Her voice was trembling, with a hint of crying.I realized the seriousness of the matter, and a feeling of uneasiness swept over my heart.

Jiuwan Hutong... I frowned and got up quickly, wiped away the tears on my face indiscriminately, and quickly stopped a taxi by the side of the road.

When I got to my destination, I stayed.It was the first time I came here, how many small roads there are... I took out my mobile phone and called Wang Yanxi.

Looking at the sky, it seemed that it was going to rain, and the phone screen showed eleven o'clock Beijing time.What is she doing here so late?No one answered the phone, so I just searched one by one.

I was so anxious that I shuttled back and forth in different alleys, looking for them one by one.

After a long time, just when I almost gave up.Suddenly, there was a faint sound in front of me. I squinted my eyes to see clearly. There was a person sitting by the wall not far away.

When I saw it clearly, I bit my lip tightly and ran forward quickly.

Wang Yanxi was completely naked, her face was red and swollen, as if she had been slapped countless times.Scarlet blood was still flowing from the corner of her mouth. I stood in front of her and watched all this in a daze. There was a long bloody wound on her snow-white shoulder, and there were purple marks on her neck...

"Who the hell did this!" I knelt in front of her and screamed.With my eyes wide open and tears streaming down my face, I looked at Wang Yanxi who was expressionless in front of me.

I suddenly hugged her in my arms, she was as fragile as a puppet with its strings removed.I accidentally caught a glimpse of her lower body, which was red and swollen, and some unknown filth was flowing.

I stared at her body intently, and I felt a bloody smell in my mouth, and my lips had been bitten off.I hugged her very tightly, and she was like a dead body, without saying a word.

My heart was so painful that I almost wanted to dig my heart out, and the hand holding her tightly was even trembling violently. "Yanxi..." I buried her head in her smelly hair, crying heartbreakingly.

My body was trembling because of sobbing, and Wang Yanxi in my arms buried her head deeply in my chest.She quietly listened to my crying, and slowly, she pursed her lips, and the corners of her eyes slipped silently with dazzling tears.

She cried more and more fiercely in my arms, tears even soaked my clothes. "Liu Xiangsi...I want to die...you kill me! I beg you...you kill me." Her body was trembling violently, and she gritted her teeth and said the first words after I came.

I looked at the sky and hugged her even tighter, almost wanting to melt her into my body.

The sky began to rain heavily, and the raindrops hit the ground hard.These bean-sized raindrops dripped on my face, as if countless slaps were slapped on my cheeks out of thin air.

I looked up at the night sky where the rain kept falling, it was dark.It is weeping, the earth is weeping, it is hopeless.

I sent Wang Yanxi to the hotel, and she said she wanted to stay alone.I disagreed at first, until she was leaning against the window, her beautiful face was leaning against the transparent window, and the rain was dripping outside.She pulled a nice smile and told me it was fine, she just wanted to be alone.

Through the window, I saw the Dijia Apartment opposite.

Looking at Wang Yanxi's beautiful side face, I lowered my eyes and closed the door.

A lot of pain is pressed into our hearts like thumbtacks.

What kind of mentality did she have when she called me? The first thing she thought of was Gu Beicheng.But as a woman, she was raped by three strange men, and there were marks all over her body, how painful it must have been for her to call me.

The tears in my eyes never disappeared, and I walked out of the hotel.The rain was getting heavier and heavier, I didn't hold an umbrella, and walked on the road with a dull expression, letting the rain wet every part of my body.

I looked up at the 43rd floor of Dijia Apartment, grinning ugly and crying.

Just two hours ago, the man I love the most had sex with the woman I hate the most.

Just two hours ago, my best friend was raped.

Is there anything more painful and disgusting in life than this?

I cried as I walked, the rain dripping on my cheeks, mixing with the tears.Rainy nights in Beijing are still brightly lit and bustling with colorful lights.Men and women with umbrellas are walking in a hurry on the street, forgetting to bring umbrellas but working overtime, and now office workers hold briefcases on top of their heads...

There were also people who looked at me like they were monsters.

I walked into a Suguo convenience store and took a bottle of baijiu.The salesperson took a few glances at me before taking what was in my hand. I took the white wine out of the supermarket, broke off the cap of the bottle, and poured it into my mouth.

In my mouth, in my throat, all the way to my chest and finally my stomach, there was a severe pain like a fire.But I didn't feel anything, An Ruoyi, Chu Peiran, and Wang Yanxi's face swayed in my mind.

I drank baijiu like drinking plain water, and after a while, a bottle of wine was poured into my stomach.I'm a person who can't drink very much. After one bottle, I'm so drunk that I can hardly see the way.

However, even when he was drunk, those sad memories became more and more obvious in his mind.

I staggered as I walked, and the scene in front of me became more and more blurred. I threw the wine bottle on the ground casually.When the glass wine bottle touched the ground, it shattered into glass slag, just like my heart, which was so broken that it was almost impossible to put it together.

The rain had no intention of stopping, my mind was muddled, and I wandered on the street with a dull expression.Laughing out loud at passers-by, and seeing them look at me as if they were crazy, I laughed even harder.

Chu Peiran, because of your breakup, I smoked, drank, tattooed, and even took drugs.I kept hurting myself and paralyzing myself so much.In the end, you still left me. It turns out that love is never an equal exchange.

I laughed and looked at the sky, and walked like this without looking at the road.

Suddenly, an irreversible force pulled me under an umbrella, and I shook my head trying to see the person in front of me clearly.After a long time, I blushed and said with a smile, "Brother..."