bad love

Christmas has passed, but there is still a strong smell of Christmas Eve in the school.The fact that Wen Jichen performed artificial respiration for me in a hurry that night was also spread by the school, after all, he is a school grass.Sometimes even Gu Beicheng couldn't help making jokes about it, so he was beaten by Wen Jichen.

The difference is that Baiman never looked for me again. I understand that she is jealous, but it's not like she doesn't understand that we are brother and sister.Recently, there have been more and more people doing bad things to me in school, such as dumping the trash can on my desk, and throwing my schoolbag into the toilet for no reason, and it's the men's toilet!When I asked them all and said they didn't know, I could only stand upright, calmly walked into the men's room, and took the schoolbag calmly under the dumbfounded of a boy who was urinating, and glanced at his private place by the way.Although Wang Yanxi felt aggrieved for me, she didn't know how to catch that prankster.

It has been going on for more than a week, sometimes too much is during the final exam, all the people around me seem to have made an appointment to throw small notes on my desk together.The invigilator walked up to me and sorted out the notes one by one, all of which were answers. "How do you explain it?" He was a middle-aged man, holding a piece of paper with a cold face and asked me.

"They threw it over by themselves, I don't know." I explained to him calmly.

The invigilator sneered: "I've heard that Liu Xiangsi's name is spreading in the school. 'Public figures' should be more honest. Ask your classmates if they believe what you said?" His eyes were full of sarcasm, He smiled at the others.

The students around me also laughed and said they didn't believe it.

The invigilator took out a red pen from his pocket and wrote zero on my paper.

"Why are you!" I looked at him coldly and asked.

The invigilator sneered again: "You can go out just because you cheated." After finishing speaking, he took the test paper from my desk.

I was so angry that I wanted to cry, no matter how much I was bullied when I was young, no one would blatantly frame and laugh at me together.I bit my lip, took out my schoolbag from the belly of the table, tidied up the zipper and pulled it up.

The examiner looked at me sarcastically throughout the process.

"I didn't cheat! Believe it or not!" I couldn't bear it anymore, and the schoolbag in my hand fell hard on the head of the boy next door to me.

"Crack" his glasses fell to the ground, and the lenses shattered.

"Ah!" The girls around screamed.

I watched coldly, the white face of the boy whose schoolbag was thrown by me was scratched by my schoolbag with a ferocious wound, and blood oozed from the wound.

The entire examination room was in chaos, and everyone was looking at me with contempt and disbelief.

The examiner was furious and pushed me to the ground.I held back my tears and pretended to be calm.But I can already feel my hands shaking because I'm flustered.

I stood up immediately, brushed the dust off my butt indifferently, and strode towards the entrance of the examination room.

"Come back!" The examiner's eyes widened. He probably has never seen a rebellious student like me in this school for so many years.It's a pity that I'm not the second generation of officials or the second generation of rich people. I was never as well educated as they were when I was young.

I ignored him and moved on.Passing by other examination rooms, the students inside seemed to have heard the commotion in the examination room next door, and turned their heads to look out the window.

I pretended I didn't see it, and kept walking, walking, turning into running.I really want to escape from here. I always thought that I was strong enough to deal with these boring things, but I was still useless.I ran very fast, shuttling through the campus, crying hard.The campus is very quiet, all the students are taking exams, and I am the only one running around.

The cold wind hurt my face.

Especially after shed tears, it pierced into the muscles and bones, as if they were about to burst.I ran desperately, unable to see the direction ahead.

"bang"

Without warning, I bumped into a large and warm chest, and looked up.

Chu Peiran.

His face looked very pale under the dark sky, and he looked at me in surprise: "What's wrong with you? Are you crying?" As he spoke, he put his hands on my face and wiped away the tears on my face. "Look at your face is cold, don't cry, it's as dirty as a cat." He took out a handkerchief to wipe my face.

I looked at his jet-jet hair, and he was really good looking.The light reflected in the clear eyes was as gentle as Wen Jichen.Thinking of Wen Jichen, he remembered what he said that night, "Stay away from him...".As soon as I thought of this, I watched him take a small step back with a shiver.

Chu Peiran was a little puzzled by my actions, but he saw my uneasiness, and asked with a slight smile, "Aren't you taking an exam? Why did you come out?"

My heart sank, my eyelids drooped, and I whispered, "The examiner said I cheated..."

"It's amazing, elementary school girl, the school invigilation is so strict, you have the guts to cheat?" Chu Peiran obviously wanted to comfort me, to make me happy and to ease the atmosphere by saying such words.

I frowned and raised my head and said loudly: "I didn't!" He was a full head taller than me, and I felt that my aura was insufficient even though he was fighting him.

Chu Peiran looked at my angry look and laughed again, stretched out his slender fingers and scratched my nose lightly. "Having a bad mood?"

"nonsense!"

"Then I'll take you to find your mood."

"I do not want!"

"Hey... let's go"

Chu Peiran took my hand, and a corner of his black coat was blown by the cold wind.Taking me out of the school gate, he untied his scarf and tied it around my neck.I just wanted to refuse, but he took my hand without consent, and I wanted to break free.But he was firmly grasped.

He took me to the largest snack street in Beijing, the handsome man with grilled corn, the Xinjiang Tufeiyuan with grilled lamb kebabs, and the Beijing roast duck that smelled of his family all over the street.I ate wildly in front of Chu Peiran, ate corn mutton skewers and a whole duck, and finally we sat down at the famous Jingyun noodle restaurant. "Boss! Two more bowls of noodles!" I said loudly to the rumbling kitchen.

Chu Peiran instantly stared at me with wide eyes in disbelief. "I can't eat anymore, don't order my bowl." Chu Peiran said with a helpless sigh.

I asked inexplicably: "Who said I ordered it for you? Both bowls are mine!"

Chu Peiran finally broke down. He made a gesture of clasping his fists at me to show his admiration.

"Eat less, be careful of indigestion." When the noodles were served, he deliberately choked me.

I told him with a serious expression: "I have lived for so many decades in my life, and I am so unhappy today. Is it wrong to eat more? Is it wrong for me to do something to make myself happy?" I finished speaking , Ignoring him, he swelled the bowl of beef noodles down his stomach.

That's right, just as you think, Chu Peiran is trying his best to conceal the fact that he knows me.

I just ate and drank with Chu Peiran like this. In the end, he patted his wallet and said, "Liu Xiangsi, you are the most promising girl I have ever seen. If you don't go to top hotels, you will go to cheap restaurants like this." But I admire you for being able to eat two hundred. Come with me, the last stop to vent tonight." He very naturally hugged me into his arms and took me to the night place.

It gets dark very early, and the bar opens early.Chu Peiran seemed to be very familiar with this place, it was only after nine o'clock, and there was no one in "Utopia".

"Hey, did you bring a beautiful woman here today?" The boss greeted Chu Peiran while wiping the cups at the bar.

"What to drink?"

"beer!"

Chu Peiran took the dice box and six bottles and put them in front of me. Just as he was about to roll the dice with me, I took the beer on the table with a serious expression and poured it into my mouth.Chu Peiran froze for a moment, then smiled and watched me finish a whole bottle of beer.

I put the empty beer bottle on the table heavily, my eyes were red.

"Are you still drinking?"

"kindness."

Chu Peiran moved another bottle of beer in front of me, and I picked it up and poured it again without saying a word.Chu Peiran didn't drink it himself, nor stopped me from drinking it, he just looked at me quietly like that.I guess he wanted me to have a good vent, and he didn't ask the reason. In fact, I like this kind of man very much, he is straightforward and not hypocritical.

He watched me down three beers in a row, took out a pack of cigarettes, and lit the fire.My blurred eyes looked at the smoke, and his eyes were delusional and deep.I frowned slowly, reached out and took the cigarette out of his mouth, and put it in my mouth, but he still didn't stop me, just waiting to see what expression I made next.

Can smoke be swallowed?

I took a deep breath, wanting to swallow the smoke as if I was eating something.But I immediately felt a sharp pain in my throat, which was as uncomfortable as a fire, "cough cough cough!" I couldn't stop coughing.

Chu Peiran still patted me on the back with a smile.With tears in my eyes, I watched him speechless. "Silly girl, that's not how cigarettes are smoked." He took the cigarette in my hand and annihilated it in the ashtray.

Buzz.

The phone vibrated, and I looked at the bright screen, it was Wen Jichen calling.Chu Peiran also saw it, gave me a meaningful look and said nothing, and I pressed reject without thinking.

Wen Jichen called three times in a row, but I didn't answer, so the phone went quiet.

When I finished six bottles of beer, it was already past eleven o'clock in the evening.My mind is clear, but I am a little dizzy and can't see the way clearly.Chu Peiran sent me back to Tixiangcaotang, and said with a smile: "You can't drink so much, and come to me next time when you know what to do."

Come to me next time when you know what to do.

In the days to come, I have been thinking about the meaning of Chu Peiran's words.

Wen Jichen saw that it was Chu Peiran who sent me back, I believe Chu Peiran did it on purpose, I almost stuck to him, he went to knock on the door, Wen Jichen opened the door and saw me lying on top of Chu Peiran with a blushing face.The smell of alcohol made him frown slightly. "She doesn't need to bother you, you can go." Wen Jichen hugged me from Chu Peiran's body to his side without saying a word, I faintly saw Chu Peiran's playful smile, and suddenly shrank back in fear .

After closing the door, Wen Jichen quickly carried me upstairs.The door slammed and I was pushed hard against the wall.He was indifferent and sullen, with a dangerous cold light in his eyes, and his hands tightly pinched my shoulder, which hurt so much that I gasped. "Didn't you understand what I told you?" He frowned.

"Who allowed you to drink when you're not around me?" Before I could answer the last question, he asked again.

"Did he touch you?" Third question.

I felt groggy and all I could say was, "I don't remember...I don't know."

Hearing what I said, he was a different person than usual, and he who was always gentle and calm was now like a lion on the verge of madness. "You're not allowed..." He moved closer to my face, breathing directly on my cheeks, and I smelled the faint fragrance from his mouth.I was in a daze, but my heart still beat faster, but when I heard the word "no", I couldn't calm down.

I pushed him away hard, and he froze.Thinking of being slapped by Baiman for no reason, thinking of me being tripped into the swimming pool when I was doing well, thinking of all kinds of pranks people did to me these days, thinking of everyone's malicious ridicule at me in the examination room ... My eyes gradually turned red, either because I became your younger sister once, or because I got closer to you, before I told you my unreasonable thoughts, everyone has already tortured me like this.

Wen Jichen looked at me and said nothing.

"You do this every time, you just don't talk! Why didn't you talk when I was beaten by Baiman? Why didn't you talk when I was tripped into the swimming pool? Where were you when people made fun of you publicly? Aren’t you my brother? Didn’t I ask you to take care of me? Where did you go when people hurt me!” I couldn’t stop the tears, and it felt salty when they flowed into my mouth And astringent.

Before he could answer, I was already hysterical: "Why do you not allow me to be with Chu Peiran? Why do you? What do you think you are? You..." Before I could finish speaking, he covered my lips , I widened my eyes in surprise.He held my face, his cherry-like lips looked more vivid under the light, I felt my body go limp, he hugged me, teasing me gently, the temperature conveyed by the tip of his tongue was so real.

This is the first kiss.