supreme godfather

Chapter 33: Living for the "Tao"

A person who has no "life goals", no "emotional concepts", and no "moral values" may not matter to him. The distortion of his mind makes him often let everything go. This is the kind of person who, in the 30 years of his life, has never held his heart for anything or anyone.Whether it's the orphanage where he lived, or the women who had sex with him, even that little silly girl Feng Ling'er, he just treats him as a passer-by, that kind of fairy tale that is out of reach, that kind of The fairy standing high above the nine heavens, he never dared to think about any emotional entanglements with her, let alone meeting Feng Ling'er one day in a certain year!So he has been wandering, like a wandering soul without a goal, the only thing he wants to do is to live!

However, today when he witnessed with his own eyes a girl whom he had known for more than ten years, a girl who loved him with her life was about to die under him, his heart was shocked, and his originally calm heart began to beat violently When he got up, he unconsciously felt a sore and painful feeling in his heart. That feeling was the truest side of his humanity, the most sincere emotion he had sealed in his heart!

"Don't, don't...you won't die...you won't..." Feng Liuzi held Jiaqi's blood-stained body incoherently, stroked Jiaqi's hair with trembling hands, and looked at Jiaqi's face. The happy expression with tears in his eyes, he has changed at this moment, he regrets at this moment, he regrets that he should not have been so playful and cynical before, he regrets that he should not 'play' all good things to him like a villain He regretted that he shouldn't provoke Jia Qi, a married young woman, ten years later, and he regretted that he should not be arrogant and think that he is omnipotent.

So at this moment, his mentality completely changed. He looked at a fresh life, and he had known him for ten years.The villain's life finally made him realize the deep-seated parting between life and death. If it wasn't for his own possessiveness, if it wasn't for his indulgence, if it wasn't for his despicable character, this lively girl wouldn't have died, and she wouldn't have died in front of him. Gradually disappearing in front of her eyes, she can continue to live her peaceful life as a noble young woman, she can continue to live, however, all this is because of his indulgence, his distorted personality, which led to this girl who loved him deeply The girl died, so Feng Liuzi regretted it...

"Brother Six..." A weak voice rang in Feng Liuzi's ear, and two tears rolled down Jia Qi's face full of happiness...

"I'm here, I'm here..." Feng Liuzi hurriedly blocked Jiaqi's bleeding wound with his hands, but he couldn't do anything with more than a dozen wounds!

"Sixth brother, do you know? These three days... are the happiest three days in my life... Thank you, thank you for giving me such a happy three days, and the three days when I reunited with you let me die without regret ..." Jia Qi became short of breath as she spoke, and a big mouthful of blood flowed out of her mouth.

Feng Liuzi gently wiped away the blood from the corner of Jia Qi's mouth with trembling hands, and then hugged Jia Qi tightly in his arms: "Jia Qi, these three days are also the happiest three days for Brother Six..."

After Jia Qi heard Feng Liuzi's words, a gleam suddenly appeared in her eyes, and then quickly dimmed. After a happy smile, she used the last bit of strength in her body to gently kiss Feng Liuzi's face.

Time seems to stop at this moment, life ends with this light kiss, Jiaqi is gone, she was happy and sweet before she left...

The female boss appeared at the door of the room at some point, she covered her mouth with an expression of disbelief, and rushed towards the dead Jia Qi hysterically.

"Qi'er..."

Feng Liuzi put Jia Qi down slowly. He didn't hear the howl of the female boss, and he didn't pay attention to the overwhelming hatred of the female boss. At this moment, he only felt that his head had become blank. Everything flashed in his mind, he felt so ridiculous, the shadows of Tong Xue, Li Jie, Ouyang young woman, Jia Qi, and many women who appeared in his life were pierced like steel needles. His heart!

"Why am I living? Do I just live without any purpose in life, without any meaning of life? No feelings! No family affection! No love! Then why am I living? What does my life have to do with the walking dead? Difference? What is the difference between me living and a pig that can only eat and sleep? Ridiculous, ridiculous, living without a goal, without any meaning, so fucking ridiculous, hahaha..." Feng Liuzi said to himself Finished, leaving behind a string of crazy laughter, disappeared into the room like a gust of wind!

Three months later, Hong Kong.

In the past three months, the underground world in Hong Kong has been in chaos. A large number of killers have appeared in every corner of Hong Kong. This time, all of them are targeting one person, a long-haired young man named Feng Liuzi!

On the third day after Jiaqi's death, Johnny issued an arrest warrant. Whoever can kill Feng Liuzi will still be rewarded with the 3000 million US dollars!

And where is Feng Liuzi who disappeared for three months?No one knows his whereabouts at all, so those killers are just looking for him blindly!

A long-haired young man sat in a cemetery in the city of "Shen" in mainland China. The young man came here three months ago. The "watchman" who guarded the cemetery found it strange. Half a step away, and I have never seen him eat or drink. He has been sitting in front of a tombstone overgrown with weeds. Every morning when the watchman cleans the cemetery, he can be seen, but the watchman Those who are tactful have not bothered the young man.

That's right, this young man is none other than Feng Liuzi. He is sitting in front of the tombstone of his mother and grandparents whom he has never met.

He hasn't moved a step in the past three months, just sitting there like that. He has never tasted the taste of family affection, and he doesn't know the feeling of living in his mother's arms, but Jiaqi's death made his feelings sink in his heart Thirty years of longing for family affection broke out. He really wanted to experience what family affection was like, and he also wanted to know what it was like in the emotional world. However, no matter family affection or love, he was extremely repulsed in the 30 years of his life. of.

He doesn't want to live like this anymore, living without any meaning is worse than a beast, so for three months he has been trying to find a reason to live for himself!But he has been thinking hard for three months, but he still hasn't found his ideal in life!Are you still running around like a wandering spirit like before?

"No, I don't want to be a wandering soul, I don't want to be an emotionless and selfish person, from now on I want to be a person with flesh and blood, feelings, and ideals in life, a real person!" Feng Liuzi murmured muttering to himself.

At this time, an old man's voice sounded: "Young man, no matter what ideals or ambitions you have, as long as you work hard to achieve them, then you will be a real person, not a wandering soul!" As he spoke, he handed over a bottle of mineral water!

"Yeah, um, people with ideals and ambitions are the ones who live a real life. I understand, thank you!" Feng Liuzi kept nodding. At this moment, he finally made up his mind to be a real person with flesh and blood!

The old man smiled with satisfaction and said, "Can you tell me what your ideal is? I'm a good judge of people, and I believe you will succeed!"

"My ideal is...to be a god who stands above the nine heavens and can't be bullied by anyone!" After Feng Liuzi finished speaking, he happily drank all the water in the bottle.

"Uh..." The old man stared at the crazy young man dumbfounded, then shook his head depressedly and said, "This...that...you will definitely succeed..." After finishing speaking, the old man patted his ass and left He didn't want to stay with a psychopath anymore, he thought this young man would be a great person, but he didn't expect to be a psychopath!

"Yes, I just want to be a god, a god who is more powerful than Feng Ling'er and the others. This is my goal. I will succeed, I will definitely..." Feng Liuzi said to his mother confidently. The tombstone kowtowed three heads!

The moment a flash of light flashed by, Feng Liuzi had disappeared in place!The old man Da Geng walked away talking to himself, while looking back at Feng Liuzi from time to time. When he inadvertently turned his head again, he suddenly found that the psychopath who had been sitting there had disappeared.

"Oh my god, I've hit a ghost!" The old man sat down on the ground, sweating coldly.

When he appeared in Hong Kong again, Feng Liuzi had completely changed his mentality, a mentality of pursuing feelings, pursuing humanity, and pursuing lofty ideals.There was also a serious and deep look on his originally evil face.

The night breeze blows slowly, and Feng Liuzi is walking on the street alone. He has only one purpose in coming to Hong Kong this time, to kill Johnny!Maybe there is no one or something in this world that he is nostalgic for anymore. Whether it is his own life experience or those women in the past, it has become a passing thing. He wants to forget all this and embark on a new journey, but there is one thing He had to do it, and that was to kill Johnny!

In front of a high-end tobacco and alcohol store in Kowloon District, Hong Kong, Feng Liuzi looked at the two big characters of "tobacco and alcohol". Cigarettes are an indispensable substitute in his life, and alcohol is also his favorite drink. However, he is about to leave this world, so he reluctantly wants to bring more cigarettes and wine.

Maybe, maybe I will never come back?Where do I go to buy cigarettes then?Where can I get good wine?So Feng Liuzi looked greedily at the door of the tobacco and alcohol store in the night.

"Shua!~" The moment a cold sword shadow flashed by, the rolling door of the tobacco and alcohol monopoly split into two, and a big opening was cut in the middle, and Feng Liuzi also opened the door with his fastest speed. The speed rushed in.

Cigarettes and famous wines from all over the world, the largest famous tobacco and wine store in Hong Kong, not only tobacco and wine, but also some other special foods from various countries!

The capacity of the interspatial ring is huge, enough to fill two trucks of cigarettes and alcohol, as well as some expensive food, without taking up much space at all.Satisfied, Feng Liuzi opened a box of Cuban cigars and took a deep breath!

"Damn, top quality, I have never smoked such a good cigarette!"

It only took a moment, and the entire tobacco and alcohol store was empty, and Feng Liuzi took out two bundles of dollar bills and threw them on the counter. A thief who steals and returns money?Maybe it was because his mood changed this time, maybe it was because it was useless for him to keep the money, so he threw all the cash in the ring on the counter, but his cash was too little. Ten thousand dollars?Seems like you can't even buy a good bottle of wine?

The Hong Kong Royal Aristocratic Club in the bustling area of ​​Kowloon Street has a large number of noble men and women come here every night to indulge in luxury, whether they are men or women, they can enjoy the top treatment here.Some horny ladies, some celebrities and tycoons, they all like this gold-selling cave that can bring them enjoyment and excitement.I heard that the owner of this club is run by a woman in her 30s, and this woman has never been married. The most important thing is that there are some rumors in the Hong Kong Tao that the female owner here is Johnny, the boss of the Hong Kong gangster. His first love girlfriend is now Johnny's concubine!

Tonight, this club also welcomed a distinguished guest, a distinguished guest with waist-length hair, Xie Yi always kept a charming smile on his face, yes, he is Feng Liuzi!

The three days with Jiaqi let him know the reason why Johnny often doesn't go home. Of course, the female owner of this club is the most important reason!