urban fascination

Chapter 614: New practice and new feeling

Zhihao's comprehension of the new mysteries of "Inner Strength and Mind Method" came about when Rouyu went to the nightclub after taking a nap, and Zhihao was alone in an extremely depressed situation.

If the person who passed away had nothing to do with Zhihao, Zhihao would definitely not feel such grief.It is precisely because of the inextricable connection with himself that Zhihao suffers so much, the pain is unbearable.

Zhihao sat on the bed blankly, not wanting to wake up, Yu Ting's figure was always waving in front of Zhihao's eyes, lingering, coming whenever he wanted, Zhihao's eyes closed in pain, still vaguely, Yu Ting's shadow.

The tender love, tenderness and lingering affection that he had once had was unforgettable and unforgettable for a lifetime, Zhihao felt heartache when thinking about it, how could such a living person disappear before his eyes, how could he not make himself heartbroken.

The next life has to be faced. Zhihao knows that it is not a normal state of mind for him to indulge in it, but how can he forget it casually, unless his own memory completely disappears, like the injury after the fire. Affection.

It was also saving people from the fire, but this time, why did my memory still end up like this?Zhihao even had the illusion of erasing his memory, perhaps in this way, the pain in his heart would be relieved a lot.

But this is an unrealistic idea, Zhihao knows it all too well.

Sister Rouyu needs to be taken care of by herself, and sister Xueting, if Xueting appears in Zhihao's sight at this time, Zhihao will also love and take care of her in every possible way.

That's all, that's all, Zhihao wanted to get rid of this state of mind, came to the living room, looked downstairs, his mood was still not good.Human emotions are inherently delicate and rich. Otherwise, there will be a clear distinction between humans and animals because of IQ and EQ? .

Tragedy, a tragedy that happened to me.If it happened to someone else, maybe I could say a few words of comfort and express my kind sympathy, but if it happened to me, I would know how sad it is, to the extent that I can't bear it.

When his parents passed away, Zhihao was still young. Although the sadness at that time was not inferior to the sadness at this moment, Zhihao knew that it was far less delicate and had a long history.The pain of his parents' death has passed with the passage of time, and the peace he should have returned to. When his sister left Zhihao, Zhihao was sad for a long time.

The sadness at that time was the sadness of childhood. Compared with the sadness now, it seems to be much less detailed and rich. As for what it is, Zhihao couldn't tell for a while.

What was left for Zhihao was nothing but sadness.

I remember a philosopher said that tragedy is the destruction of valuable things for others to see.This sentence contains a wealth of philosophy, and now Zhihao understands it quite deeply, and no one understands it more profoundly than Zhihao.

Zhihao sat back on the sofa in a daze, his eyes glazed over and his thoughts were mixed. If Zhihao stood up and walked around, he would look like a walking dead.

Zhihao suddenly remembered that the best way to heal grief is to do something. When one is engrossed in something, one will naturally turn a deaf ear to the things around him and forget both honor and disgrace.

Zhihao thought of cultivation, concentrated his thoughts, and naturally forgot his own suffering and pain.

Zhihao sat cross-legged on the sofa, with his hands flat on his legs, with short hair, like a monk, who adjusted his breath, looked inwardly, observed his nose and heart, and when he felt a little bit, Zhihao saw Yuting's shadow appeared again, and Zhihao let out a long sigh. With such a state of mind, he definitely couldn't settle down.

If you can't get into meditation, it's not an effective practice. If you do it reluctantly, even though you work hard, it's not necessarily a good thing.

"I feel it, I feel it..." Zhihao silently recited the formula in "Inner Strength and Heart Method".If you can't practice, memorizing the "Inner Strength and Heart Method" is also a way to calm your mind, at least it can calm your messy brain.

Zhihao relaxed his body, leaned softly on the sofa, and then lay down with his pillow on the armrest, and began to recite "Inner Strength and Heart Method" wholeheartedly.Not reciting it for a long time, not as familiar as before, Zhihao managed to recite it once.

During the second recitation, Zhihao found a familiar feeling and recited it quite smoothly. This feeling was very good. Zhihao lay on the sofa and recited it to the fifth time.

When reciting it for the sixth time, Zhihao's mood gradually improved, and Ruoyuewu's grief suddenly eased a lot, as if the world around him no longer existed beside Zhihao.

On a whim, Zhihao wanted to memorize "Inner Strength and Mind Method" backwards.I have tried this before, but it didn't work. There were a lot of problems. Zhihao wanted to try it today.

The spacious living room was quiet and quiet, no one came to disturb him, and when Zhihao got up, he didn't open the window, and the noise from outside also couldn't reach the room, affecting Zhihao's peaceful state of mind.

It was indeed An Ran's state of mind, Zhihao seemed to be freed from the sadness all of a sudden, and he was completely reborn.

Zhihao concentrated his thoughts and devoted himself to reciting "Inner Strength and Heart Method", as if he was doing a very important thing, and there was nothing more important than this.

It was successful, and Zhihao even felt a strange joy in his heart. For the first time, he successfully recited "Inner Strength and Mind Method" backwards.

It is said that there are people with super memory in the world, who can remember everything with a photographic photograph and can memorize it fluently. They are all descriptions, descriptions, but how can it be so easy to do it in practice?Zhihao did it. In such a state of mind, Zhihao suddenly recited "Inner Strength and Mind Method" backwards, even Zhihao himself found it novel.

Zhihao didn't stop, he continued to work hard, and recited it several times, until the familiarity of reciting backwards and reciting forwards was equal, Zhihao was satisfied with his efforts, Xiaocheng's joy and faint excitement were written on Zhihao's face, if Zhihao If you look in the mirror, you will definitely find that there is a different kind of brilliance on your face, which is slightly different from before.

Zhihao sat up, and when his mood returned to a little unhappy, his sadness didn't let him show up. Zhihao began to recite "Inner Strength and Heart Method" again, reciting it forwards and backwards. While reciting, Zhihao was not satisfied. After memorizing it, Zhihao began to chew on the essence of "Inner Strength and Heart Method" word by word.

The comprehension was slightly deeper than before, and there was no qualitative leap. When Zhihao was thinking backwards, Zhihao's eyes suddenly lit up.Zhihao discovered novelties that had not been discovered before. From the reference to the implication, there are brand-new annotations hidden between the lines. Fortunately, Zhihao's Chinese skills are quite solid, and his understanding of semi-ancient characters is still in place.

Zhihao was intoxicated, completely immersed in the joy of new discoveries, and even more amazed. If he had discovered the secret one day earlier, would his skills have improved? .

Zhihao went through the entire text of "Inner Strength and Heart Method" in his brain, very detailed, and understood it upside down. The things hidden in the text are not in every chapter and section. Inadvertently, there will be intermittently. Discover.Zhihao was overjoyed and came to such a conclusion that the mental problems that had troubled him for a long time, it seems that this time he is expected to be completely resolved. From then on, the control of his physical fitness will reach a near-perfect state.

The bottleneck, the bottleneck that is not easy to break through, will be completely solved this time.

The excitement generated when concentrating may be a kind of great enlightenment in the pain. Zhihao felt relieved and relaxed, and silently digested the essence of the text. At that moment, Rouyu opened the door and came in.Zhihao originally wanted Rouyu to share his joy, but seeing this smart and well-behaved younger sister, Zhihao couldn't restrain his impulse.

But these days, Zhihao didn't talk much at first, and his expression was not in place, Rouyu naturally couldn't understand...

Zhihao was lying on the bed, wearing only pajamas.This pajamas was chosen by Rouyu. The one-piece windbreaker style is different from Rouyu's split pajamas. Rouyu's pajamas are more delicate and exquisite.

Zhihao allowed his body to fully relax, so soft that it seemed to no longer exist, light and light, like catkins fluttering in the wind, or a white cloud with no support or support.Concentrating the mind at the same time is a kind of relaxed concentration. It should not be unintentional or deliberate. Excessive attention in practice will easily lead to deviations in concentration. This is Zhihao's latest understanding.

Immediately, I felt it, as thin as a gossamer, and Zhihao was surprised to find that although the circuit of true energy was basically the same as the feeling of previous cultivation, now it was a brand new feeling, delicate and orderly, from the inside to the outside, slowly permeating To all parts of the body, full and comfortable.

What surprised Zhihao even more was that the control of breath by his mind has reached an unprecedented height, almost to the point of doing whatever he wants.Zhihao suppressed the ecstasy in his heart, after all, this was the beginning, and the accumulation and mobilization of energy in Zhihao's mind was far from being achieved.

After Zhihao finished his training, his body was light and his steps were steady. When he jumped out of bed, he was light and soundless.

Zhihao deliberately went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. The blackness did not lighten much, but a rare luster appeared. Zhihao believed that it would not take long for him to regain his original appearance, and his skin that had been discolored by the fire would completely fade away. Fully restored, including face and hands.

At the door of Rouyu's bedroom, Zhihao hesitated.

Zhihao suddenly remembered that Rouyu's younger sister had said before going to bed that she could sleep with Rouyu in her arms at night. Zhihao didn't say yes or no, neither nodded nor refused.

This is a legitimate request. For the pure and innocent sister Rouyu, the most legitimate and purest request is not excessive at all, not to mention that Rouyu's request was originally out of good intentions.

Zhihao pretended to be smiling, and his grief naturally did not recover so quickly, especially in his sleep, he was more likely to have grief convulsions, and even nightmares. There was someone by his side who could always take good care of him.

Zhihao had a nightmare last night. Although Zhihao was not awakened, he was still sweating profusely. When he woke up, he found his younger sister Rouyu in his arms, and he really felt relieved.

Zhihao hesitates and sleeps on the same bed with Bu and Rouyu.Weren't we together last night?Last night was last night, last night Rouyu went there by herself after she fell asleep, if she took the initiative to go there tonight, there is no guarantee that something uncontrollable will happen.

This point, Zhihao couldn't be more clear.

With a youthful body of flesh and blood, normal emotions and desires, self-control is inevitable for a while. Wasn't it in his sleep that he acted frivolously towards Sister Rouyu?What makes Zhihao even more difficult to tell is that before returning to this city, he had an almost crazy thing with a beautiful woman.

Thinking of this, Zhihao faintly blamed himself from the bottom of his heart.

No matter what kind of psychology it was at the time, or under what circumstances, in short, after such a long period of self-imprisonment, I suddenly relaxed, almost to the point of indulgence.Once the passion between men and women is mobilized, they will never tire of it and are willing to indulge in it all the time.

Zhihao was worried that if he held his sister Rouyu in his arms, a similar situation would inevitably happen, that would be a disrespect to Rouyu.

Zhihao only hesitated for a moment, and passed by with light steps, just when he left the door of the bedroom, before entering his own room, he heard Rouyu's gentle voice, "Come in..."